EroticReverie

Laney Ainsley

Other than the mistake I'd made the other night with that creep from the band. I've never not used a condom. I hated that I'd been so fucking stupid.

"Wait" I cry. Forgetting briefly about the other night , that I'd taken that sick fucking mans cock bare like it was nothing. While he didnt show any visible signs of std's didnt mean he didnt have any, and I fucking hated myself right now. What if he DID have something, and he'd passed it to me withing those few minutes of being inside of me?

Fitz lifts his head, brows pinched, looking down at me. 

"What?" he says with concern all over his face. 

"I...you should get a condom." I say and he exhales, and nods. 

"Yeah, of course" he pants as the head of his cock slides out of my pussy and I groan and he moves from the bed, grabbing a condom from the pocket of his jeans, ripping it open, and rolling it right on. 

"Just so you know....i'm clean though" he says. "I dont fuck without condoms....well...I was just about to....but, I've never had sex without a condom" he says then hovers over me, his hips resting, his hard cock against my pussy as he kisses me and I nod. 

I trust that he was telling the truth. I knew the guys sex crazy, but I also knew they werent dumb. That if they wanted to be successful, they couldnt go around accidentally knocking up fans, or risking catching something with how often they were hooking up with people. 

"I...I never have either...but.." I say and he stops kissing my mouth in between my words and looks at me. 

"But?" he questions, his hips rock, his hard cock pressed against my pussy and I moan. 

"bones." I say the guys names. Fitz's eyes flare and his jaw clenches. 

"yeah. I know." he says. 

My brows pinch. "What do you mean you know?" 

"He'd bragged about it before I kicked his ass." Fitz says and I flinch. 

"What if he gave me something?" I ask and Fitz's jaw ticks.

"Then i'll fucking kill him." he says and kisses me. 

"You're not mad?" I ask. 

"I was fucking furious Laney...it was fucking stupid what you did...but I'm really not trying to make you feel bad about it...and we'll get tested, both of us. "

"You just said you were clean." 

"As a precaution Laney." he says and I nod. 

"This is really killing the mood isnt it?" I ask. 

He only smiles slightly. "A bit...but it's going to take a lot more for me to not want to fuck you right now." 

I give a little laugh and I writhe underneath him. 

"Okay." I say. 

"Okay?" he asks cocking a brow. 

"Do you not want to do this right now?" he asks and I do. I really, really want to fucking do this right now. 

"I do." I say and he waits, as if sensing that there's more behind that. 

"But I feel bad now. And I really dont want to be thinking about ...him....while ...not thinking of him like that...but "

Fitz kisses me. 

"I know what you mean, and we dont have to do it now..." he says and I hate myself. My stupid fucking mistake the other night just ruined the hottest fucking moment I've ever had in my entire life. 

This is how I know Fitz is a good guy. That while he may have had unwanted thoughts about me when I was younger, or may have fucked half the females in his fan base, he was a good guy, because he could read it on my face, that now...I'd thrown things off by thinking about last night. I could have just insisted he get a condom as soon as he'd said it, and then maybe I wouldnt have be triggered to think about that fact I'd let that filth inside of me without one. 

Fitz kisses me, then kisses my nose, and then my forhead and I huff, frustrated with myself. 

"I'm sorry." I say and he shakes his head lowering his mouth back to mine and then looks at me. 

"Dont be sorry Laney...we've got all the time in the world...if the moment isnt right anymore for you...then it's not right for me either." he says and my brows move with emotion. 

His hand raises, smoothing over one of my brows, and then he kisses between them. 

"We'll have plenty of sex Laney...we'll both live if it doesnt start today." he says and I give a little laugh. My hands grabbing his face. 

"You're a good guy Fitz Saint." I say as I look at him and he smiles and I kiss him again. Our kiss is slow and gentle, and quickly grows faster and more intense as I writhe underneath him. I want him so bad it hurts. But last night is still lingering in my head. I whimper. 

"I can suck your cock again" I moan making him groan. 

"Do you want to?" he asks and I huff a little laugh. 

"fitz, Im always going to want to..I can tell you that right now...you're going to get annoyed with how much I'm going to want my mouth on it...you'll have to slap me off it" 

He huffs a laugh. "yeah, that's NOT going to EVER happen." 

"how about.." he says. "You sit on my face...so I can taste you while you suck my cock" 

I moan and writhe under him, and then wince. 

"What?" he asks. 

"I....hadnt even thought about it before...you going down on me...after....last night" I say and Fitz shakes his head.

"I had..." he says. "I knew and still needed your pussy on my mouth Laney." 

I swallow. "But what if-"

"Shh." he says and kisses me. 

"If you dont want me to, I wont, but i'm telling you right now...you taste too fucking good, and I want you back on my tongue...I dont care how unsexy it is to think about that fact that he may have possibly had something ....and thats a testament to how fucking crazy I am about the taste of your pussy...I fucking need more of you Laney...I've already had my mouth on you...so, damage is done if there is any." he says and I wince.

"Im ruining the mood even more arent I?" he asks and I laugh a little and shake my head. 

"no, i just....god, why was I so stupid?" I ask. 

He kisses me. 

"Because you wanted this dick baby" he teases and I slap his chest and he laughs, kissing me again. 

"Let me kiss your fucking pussy and lick you senseless Laney" he says and I moan and he moves, pulling me ontop of him.

"I want you so bad" I whimper, as I look at his sexy fucking eyes and his mouth, his entire face and his tattoos and his body, my hands on his chest. 

"Then fucking have me Laney, I'm not gonna stop you." he says and I lick my lips and he looks me up and down, bringing his hands to my waist, stroking my sides and then taking my tits into his hands. 

I grind against his still sheathed cock and he groans. 

"I've waited too long for this" I whimper. He smiles and pinches my nipples gently and tugs them. 

"then lifts your hips love...and let me inside you" he says, and I let out a whimper as I push up slightly, and he reaches down, grabbing his cock and lines himself up. 

"Is he the only reason you wanted me to wear a condom?" he asks and I whimper. 

"Dont ruin the mood again, I dont want to think about him" I whine. 

"Answer me, is that the only reason? Would you have let me inside you bare otherwise?" he asks. 

I nod. 

I feel my pussy fucking ache and drip for him as he storkes down his cock and rolls the condom up. 

"Fitz" I say shaking my head. 

"I want you the way I'm supposed to fucking have you Laney" 

"but if he-"

"shh" he hushes me shaking his head, the condom snapping off and he tosses it to the side on the groung.

"You're mine...and I'm going to have you just how I want you Laney." he says and then grabs my hips. 

"Are you on the pill?" he asks and I shake my head and he groans. 

"Well good thing I asked. Cause I had every intention of cumming right inside you Laney...these are things I should know baby" he says and I nod. 

"I cant think straight..I want you too much" I whimper and he groans, the head of his cock pushing against my pussy. 

"You're fucking priceless." he smiles up at me then brings his hand to the back of my neck and brings me down to kiss him. 

I writhe against his cock, as he holds his dick in his hand and keeps it in place as I let the head slip back inside me.

"yes Laney...fuck" he groans against my mouth. "that's fucking mine baby" 

"Its yours" I moans on his mouth, sinking a bit lower and he groans. 

"fuck Laney" he groans. 

"God, i already want to fucking cum" he grunts as I slip lower, taking him in, my mind nowehere near last night, because Fitz Saint, is inside me. I'm fucking having actual sex with Fitz Saint. Let the fucking choir of imaginary angels sing, because I'm ready to fucking cry from how fucking perfect he feels inside me. 

"Go nice and slow baby" he groans. "You feel so fucking good Laney" 

"Fitz" I moan as I sink lower this time, panting and he groans as I push up , allowing myself to sit further onto his cock. 

"shit, fuck that's so fucking good" he growls , as he grabs my hips. 

"maybe you're the reason I never had sex without a condom Laney." he groans. 

"Maybe I knew all along, I was saving my cock for the girl who was writing my name in hearts" he says and I moan, sinking down harder, further, taking him deep inside me and I let out a little gasp. Rocking my hips with him inside me as he holds me on his cock.

"fuck, I cant believe this was always waiting for me" he grits his teeth. "fuck Laney" he keeps cursing and then his hands gently guide me back up and slide up his cock right to the tip, letting it rest against me. I move down, just onto the head, then right back off, then back on, teasing his cock, teasing myself. 

"Mmmmm, fuck, you're gonna tease me now?" he groans and looks at me. The firmly grabs my waist and thrusts upward into me and pulls me down, I let out a little cry. It's not hard or too deep, but it feels so fucking good.

"I dont think so Laney...no more teasing....you fuck your man Laney...give me what's mine baby"