EroticReverie

Trey Thompson

She was right, time with her this summer was limited. I should take advntage of the time we had, take her in every possible way I could, not waste a single second. But that's what it felt like...taking advnatage. Now I'm at home, after dropping her off at her car, making sure she drove away safely before I left, and now I'm at home, on my bed, stroking my dick , but my mind is everywhere, and im more focused on thinking about what the hell I'm going to do this summer...and after this summer. 

Ella is young. She might think a thirty five year old man is what she wants, but would she look back on this summer and see me as some old asshole that took advantage of her? For her, this was a summer fling, but I found myself already wanting more. Especially after today. I couldnt take my eyes off her, watching her enjoy the day i'd planned for us. I learned a lot about her today, and loved every bit of it. She wasn't just something pretty to look at, or a possible bed mate for the next for months. She had dreams, and plans, she was smart and funny, and sweet. She was easy to talk to, and I found myself several times even forgetting the gap in our ages.  Which made it even more of a war inside my head on whether or not I wanted to take her virginity. Did I really want to be her first time? It was a lot of pressure, not because I was worried about how good it would it be for, because if I did do it, i'd make damn fucking sure she didnt end up disappointed. 

It turned me on that she was virgin. Which only made me feel like more of an old fucking pervert. But it was so low on the list reasons she turned me on that I didnt feel too guilty about it. Yes, of course there's a part in any man that loves known he's having a girl that way for the first time, before anyone else. It's just some animalistic man bullshit. If she were older, or I was younger, the virginity would be more of a turn on than an issue. But for me, it was more of an issue. 

I shouldnt even be kissing her or touching her, but here I was doing those things, and claiming her for the summer. Making her mine. I could make it good for her, I know I can. I'd be so god damn good to her , not just her first time, but everytime. And i'd be good to her outside of the sexual stuff too. I was a fucking catch, and maybe that's unbelievable because I'm thirty five and single, and chasing an eighteen year old girl around my family's ice cream shop, but I was sick of the women my age. I'd tried dating women, even got serious with a few. But I've been cheated on by every woman I've had a serious relationship with. I've never cheated, never even flirted with other women when in relationship. But the women I've dated, well..apparently I was a poor fucking judge of women. I've been dating the women I thought I was supposed to be with, but maybe I've been wrong. And maybe Ella is what I need. Cause she's definitely what I want. 

I wanted to be her first, for the important things. Be her first boyfriend that takes her on dates, be the first guy that she moves in with, first guy she has worship the ground she walks on, first guy that shows her what she deserves , the first guy to support her and be there for her, the first guy to make fucking love to her. 

I fist my dick tighter at the thought of Ella, laid here on this bed, her wet pussy , legs spread, her pretty hair fanned on the pillows as I slip inside her. How tight she'd be, how perfect she'd feel around my cock, how good i'd make it for her.  

Would she regret it later in life? Letting me be her first? Cause it didnt matter if I could see myself with her for more than just the summer, didnt matter if I've already imagined her a million times today as more than a summer fling, but as a long term girlfriend, doesnt matter that I've already pictured what she might look like in a wedding gown smiling up at me. I felt like a crazy bastard for wanting her this bad. For planning out an imaginary future with an eighteen year old girl. Because regardless of the fact she was an adult...Ella is young...and it's just the way life is....that at eighteen...the guy youre dating...probably wont end up your husband. She has so much more to experience....she has college....all those fucking guys....all the parties and ooportunity to make dumb and fun mistakes with friends and boys. An eighteen year old isn't ready to settle down. There's years left in her young adult hood to make all the same crazy bullshit mistakes that I'd made, that we all make. What I wanted, would take that from her. And even if we did keep this going, even i I got the girl, and someday had her walking down an aisle towards me, would she resent me for all she missed out on?  Would she end up like all the other women? Would she realize she only slept with one guy and then need to go find what she missed out on with other guys? 

"Fuck" I groan and drop my hand from my dick. I couldnt do this right now, not with all the shit in my head. Was I fucking crazy? This was just for summer, it had to be. I needed to stop planning out a fucking future for us, it was fucking crazy. But god, it's what I fucking want. I'm fucking ready for it, but she's not. And I need to remember that. That this is just a secret summer fling. A hot fucking few months, and then she'll be off to college. Get it together Trey. This girl is not for you. Not past these next few months. Quit thinking about anything other than the here and now. 

I reach over for my phone, I go to text and realize she's already texted me twice, I forgot to turn my sound back on. 

"Thank you for the best day."

"It really was amazing. I'll never forget it." 

I take a deep breath. It was sent thirty minutes ago, and it's almost ten o clock. It's not late by any means, at least not for her. 

"I wont either." I reply. 

The little bubble pops up that she's typing.

"I thought maybe you fell asleep." she types back, and I smile. 

"No, just forgot to turn my ringer back on." I reply. 

"What are you doing right now?" she asks. 

"Laying in bed, been thinking about you." I say. 

"Naked?" she asks and I can hear the flirty little tone of her voice if she were to ask, the mischief in her eyes.

"Yeah baby. Naked." I reply. 

I decide not to tell her all my thoughts and concerns, not to ruin her clearly flirty little mood. I decide to take the moment and keep it just this way between us, not wanting to make it more serious than it needs to be between us. 

"Should I be naked too then?" she types back and I exhale. 

"Yeah baby, you should always be naked." I reply. 

"Okay....I'm taking my clothes off Trey." she responds and I groan, my hand going back to my dick. 

I wait. 

"They're off. I'm naked on my bed." she types and I strokemy dick. 

"My nipples miss your mouth." she types and I groan, typing with one hand. 

"Show them to me." i type.

"I've never sent a nude before." she says and I groan. 

"You don't have to if you don't want to." I type.

"I want to." she answers quickly. 

A second later, a photo pops up and I groan, tapping it to let it fill my screen. Her phone is held up with one hand. Her hair wild around her as it spreads over her pillow, her bare tits out, a soft smile on her face. Not a sexy little bite of the lips , or a finger posed at her mouth trying to be sexy, just her pretty face and that little smile, and that's even fucking sexier. I save the photo to my phone.

"I'm saving that to my phone, is that okay?" I type back.

"Do you like it?" she asks. 

"I love it." I type back quickly. "you're fucking beautiful." 

"thank you" I add. Making sure she knows I appreciate it. 

"you're welcome. Send me one of you." she replies.

I smile at the screen. Finding my hand leaving my dick as I type back, more interested in talking with her than touching my dick. 

"I dont think i've ever taken a selfie in my life." I type back. 

"A virgin then hmm?" she replies and my cock throbs.

"Guess so." I say. 

"Let me break your cherry Trey." she types. My nostrils flaring. I lift the camera above me, feeling stupid as I try to smile naturally, my brows pinching and I shift, unsure if I should fucking pose or what angle is best. Christ. I just snap a pick quickly and send it before putting to much thought into it.

"why do you look angry?" she replies.

I huff a laugh and look at the pic better. My brows are definitely drawn together with frustration , my mouth tight with annoyance that I dont know how to take a fucking selfie.

"Because I dont know how to take a selfie." I type back.

"You did good. As long as you're not actually mad...then the scowl is hot." she says and I laugh. 

"Take another." she says. "Practice makes perfect." 

"You first. I need examples , you're a natural." I type. 

"haha, okay, i see what you're doing, but sure...I'll spoil you with more naughty photos." she types and I smirk. 

Another picture comes in and it's not of her in bed. Fuck. She's standing in what I assume is her bedroom, in front of a full length mirror, one foot slightly in front of the other, the heel of her foot lifted off the ground as she holds the phone in front of her tits, the little v of her pussy almost hidden by the way she slightly turned from the camera with her legs almost crossed. That same smile on her face, with more of a little smirk this time.

"Fuck baby. More." I type. 

"That's not how this game works, you next." she replies. 

I bite my lip, groaning as I lift my head, throw my hand behind it, lift the camera above me, imagining her above me, a small smile on my lips, and i snap the photo. and send it. 

"You're so attractive, it's unreal. You should definitely be taking more selfies." she types and I chuckle. 

"Your turn." I type.

"lol, yeah yeah, give me a second mister greedy." she replies.

My jaw fucking drops and I think my heart stops as the next photo comes through. 

Ella is on her knees, back to the mirror, that hot ass perched on the heels of her feet , looking over her shoulder with that sexy as fuck smile as she holds the camera up to catch the reflection. 

"I ever tell you how much I love your ass?" I type , knowing i'll make her laugh. 

"lol mhm" she types. 

Another photo comes in, breaking the rules of the game. I curse out loud. Shes bent over more this time, her ass sticking out, knees spread as she braces herself on one hand, showing me her ass and her pussy from the back in the reflection.

"You're so fucking sexy. More baby." I groan as I reply. My dick throbbing as I grab it and stroke it to that last pic. 

My fucking god. She was incredible. 

Another photo comes in and I groan. 

Ella's sitting on her ass, legs spread, feet to the floor, her marvelous little pussy out as she leans back on one hand, holding the camera with the other. I stroke my dick faster.

"Rub that pussy baby." I instruct her. 

"I am" she says and I groan. 

"Show me." I type. 

"fuck" I breathe hard when a minute later another picture comes to me, but it's not a picture , it's a fucking video. She's laid back, the mirror in front of her, her ass, pushed closer to the mirror that leans against her floor. She holding the camera up and down, and I get to see not one, but two fucking pussies. Her hand rubbing the real thing, and then the reflection in the mirror. 

"trey" she whispers softly. 

"i'm so wet" she moans quietly. 

"i miss you already" she moans. 

"I miss the way you touch me" 

"I want your mouth on mine...your hands on me" 

Fuck. Fuck. fuck. 

"i cant stop thinking about kissing you....i love kissing you" she whimpers. 

I groan, because I loved kissing that fucking girl.

"you're such a good kisser...nobody has ever kissed me the way you do....i never want to kiss anyone else but you baby" she moans. 

Fuck. Hearing her say that, hearing her tell me she doesnt want to kiss anyone else but me...hearing her little moan as she calls me baby. 

"mmm, Trey" she moans my name as she keeps rubbing her clit. "oh you get me so wet" 

My cock is going to fucking explode, the video cuts off and I growl at the fucking screen. 

I swipe the video away and take my hand off my dick. 

"I should be the one touching that pussy. I should be doing that for you baby. Can you leave the house?" I ask. 

"yes." she answers. "Tell me where to go." 

"Come here. I'll move my truck. You can park in the garage so nobody sees your car." I type and then type out my address and hit send. 

"Come to me baby, I need you here Ella....i need that pussy right here with me"