EroticReverie

Ellie

I had to check out of the hotel, so we didn't spend all day in that bed, after making love to each other, then checking out of the hotel, I went with Benny back to his place. 

"You still haven't moved?" I ask as we head back to his place, the place him and my aunt had lived in, the place I'd lived in that summer. 

"Nah, I couldnt take the kids from their friends." he says as we keep driving, his hand on my lap, so casual just like it always was, as if the seven years never happened. 

Once we're there and inside, I look around. Emotions filling me, flooding through me and tears pricking my eyes. It smells the same,..like nothing in particular, but just that smell that each home has that is it's own. Some of the stuff in the living room and family room is moved around, but most of the furniture is still the same. A new television, gaming systems for the kids, a new recliner, the old one I used to cuddle up on Benny's lap in long gone. 

My lip wobbles, thinking about how much happened here that summer, and how his life went on without me, and mine without him, and how I could have maybe stayed...could have lived in this home with him, with the kids. Been more than just their fun aunt to them. 

I look to the mantle of the fire place in the family room, walking over, my heart fucking breaking in chest when I see all the same pictures. The one of me Benny and the kids at an amusement park, a small little smirk on Benny's lips because his hand is on my ass in the picture as the kids stand in front of us, and my head is turned slightly, my eyes looking up at him. That summer feels so real, and unreal at the same time, like a fever dream. 

I lift my hand to the mantle and pick up the picture. 

"That was a good day." he says his voice quiet, his footsteps coming closer, and I feel him behind me as I just stare at the photograph in the thin silver frame. 

"It was." I say, smiling softly at the big smiles on Sammy and Dani's faces, ice cream stains on Sammy's shirt and mouth. Dani's hair wild from all the rides. 

"We had a lot of good days." His whispers, and I swallow as his hands touch my hips, resting there. "All of them were good...weren't they?" he says as if he too is replaying every single one and I nod. 

"yeah." I say quietly and lift the picture back to the mantle, turning slowly and then looking up at him. 

"I'm sorry I never called you. Or texted...or came to visit..or-"

"shhh" he whispers when my eyes start to water, lifting his hands to my face and cupping it gently, my lashes lowering, a tear slipping.

"You don't owe me any apologies Ellie." he whispers and I lift my lashes, lip wobbling as I look up at him, the soft smile on his face. 

"You were young...you still are....you did what you should have done...lived your life and-"

"You're my life." I interrupt him. His brows lift and he nods. 

"And you're mine" he whispers. "But I don't want apologies Ellie...cause I'm not mad...I'm not hurt by the decision you made...because I understand it...and I only ever wanted you to do what you wanted....I didnt want you throwing your life away for me." he says and I shake my head. 

"But i did...I threw it away...I threw us away...it's been seven years Benny..seven..and seeing you yesterday...and being here with you now....I still dont know if it was the decision I was suppose to make or not." I say honestly. 

"I love you...I've never stopped...but even now...what's the point if we can't even be together?" I ask and he sighs, lowering his head and bringing his forehead to mine. 

"I hate that I havent seen you, heard from you, or touched you for seven years...but I believe it was right for you to not contact me...I wouldnt have wanted you to resent me for keeping you from being young and living the normal eighteeen year old life and going to parties and dating guys your own age and-"

"But i couldve been here...with you...I shouldve been here...i don't even know what i'm saying....i don't even know what to do now ....because I feel no different now then I did standing here saying goodbye to you at eighteen....im angry that I missed out on seven years with you....but....i was doing what I thought was right...for both of us....I just wanted us to move on from it.....but....I havent." I say looking in his eyes. 

"I havent either Ellie" he whispers, his thumbs stroking my cheeks. 

"And I never will...I understand how you feel....because even I still don't know what to do about loving you....do I let you get on that plane later? And just be thankful I got one more day with you....or do I selfishly beg you to stay....to come back to me...." he sighs and then kisses my mouth softly.

"You've got a life now...a good job....friends there....and i cant ask you to give it up....even if i could....can we even be together? Would we both want to deal with the discussions with family about what we are to one another? Would the kids understand? ....and I cant move to Arizona....I cant take the kids from their lives here." he says and I nod. 

"So what....we just say goodbye again...and give it another seven years, even though I know i'm going to be in love with you for the rest of my life?" I ask with a huff and he smiles softly

"I dont know what we do...but god..please dont make me wait another seven years to hear your voice Ellie...promise me that much at least." he pleads. 

I nod, kissing him back softly. "I promise." 

"Tell me what to do...." I whisper. "Tell me what we're going to do Benny" 

"I'm going to make love to you..in our bed." he whispers and I inhale, mouth parting as he kisses my mouth, tongue sliding in slightly and let mine meet his as my arms wrap around him. 

"No woman has touched that bed since you." he whispers, kissing me, hands falling from my face, to my shoulders, down my arm, to the hem of my dress and his hands sliding up under it to grab my ass. I keep him deeper, moaning into his mouth. 

"I spray your perfume on your pillow every night" he groans and I feel my toes curl, kissing him harder, that confession making me want to weep, and also making me more and more wet. 

"Benny" I pant as he turns me, walking with me, backing me up towards the staircase. His hands on my ass, grabbing me, as my feet walk backwards, his forward and our mouths pressed together. 

"I'll never share my bed with anyone but you" he whispers.

"what about that woman?" I pant , as we get to the stairs. 

"She never slept here." he says, stripping my dress up and off me, his eyes roaming down my body as I grab his shirt and lift it. 

"but you fucked her" I say, not sure why i want to torture myself. 

"Yes." he answers, as I grab his pants, undoing them.

"And just like every other woman I've fucked since you...I picture you the entire fucking time." he says and I lick my lips, pushing onto my toes and kissing him hard as I shove his pants down. 

"it's hard to picture the guys i've been with as you....because none of them can make me cum like you do...anytime they were inside me....i wanted you instead....my pussy knows who owns it Benny" I pant and he groans, grabbing my face, kissing me hard and then turning me as I gasp and he bends me over, my hands braced on the wall beside the stairs as Benny grabs his dick and pushes into my from behind. 

My jaw drops and I let out a long moan as his hands grab my hips and Benny draws back and slams forward hard, my tits bouncing, my voice crying out. 

"I miss hearing you tell me that" he grunts. 

"You own my pussy Benny" I whimper and he groans loudly, grabbing my hips harder and fucking me faster, deeper, his cock reminding me of just how well it knows my body, just how well it knows the depths of my cunt.

"uncle benny" I cry and he groans even louder.

"Yeah baby...fuck i missed you so much, so fucking much Ellie...you fit so fucking right on my cock" he grunts and fucks me even harder. I feel my eyes roll back and my mouth fucking hanging open on silent cries as he jostles my body with each thrust, my hands pushing hard to the wall as I throw myself back on his dick. 

"how did this pussy get even better baby? fuck" he groans and I whimper, his one hand slapping the wall above my head, the other swinging around down between my legs and rubbing my clit, as he hangs his head, biting my shoudler and I hiss. 

"don't fucking go El....stay with me...fucking stay with me baby...we belong to each other El...dont you fucking feel that baby?" he groans in my ear as I nearly cry, his fingers rubbing my clit, bringing me to the edge of an orgasm. But I know that's not what he's talking about. He's talking about how fucking perfect it feels just to be with him , the connection, the bond we formed, and the love that never died, not even after seven fucking years.

"I'll be selfish this time....fucking stay with me...i want you here....I want you with me Ellie...i dont want to give you up again...this time ...you fucking stay baby....you stay right here with me....because i cant live without you anymore...i cant fucking do it baby" he groans and I'm sent over the edge, cumming harder than I have in such a long fucking time, legs shaking and my Uncle Benny, feeling the pulse of my cunt on his cock, spends himself inside of me , cumming right along with me, jerking his hips, cumming deep inside me as I barely manage to breathe or stand. 

His hand moves from between my legs, up over my stomach, his mouth panting near my ear, mouth moving to my neck , kissing as he pants, both of us trying to recover as I tremble, whimpering as I breathe heavily, my lower lip stuck between my teeth as he pushes into me, my forearms going flat on the wall as he pins my body to the wall, hands over mine now, my ass sticking out just a bit as he thrusts into me slowly again, groaning in my ear. 

"I'm not letting you go....i'll tie you to the fucking bed if I have to El...." he whispers in my ear and I whimper. 

"I want the life I dreamed of that summer with you.....I want to make you mine....make you Sammy and Dani's mother....give them a sibling and get you pregnant......i want to fucking marry you...and live the rest of my fucking life making up for the seven years we lost" he whispers, thrusting again and I moan, clenching around him. 

"I'm so fucking tired of not waking up to you in the morning....of trying to fucking find someone that makes me feel half of what you do...im so fucking tired of not hearing your laugh....and feeling you against me.....fucking stay Ellie...stay with me...please" he whispers in my ear and I close my eyes, shaking slightly as I whimper. 

"fuck what anyone thinks....i love you....and i'm never not going to love you....you're it baby...tell me you know it as well as I do that we're never escaping this....and that you're going to stay here with me and let me make you so fucking happy..." he whispers. 

"tell me Ellie." he whispers, his voice urgent and desperate and I feel my heart twist in my chest. 

"yes" I breathe. "okay...yes"