EroticReverie

Ellie - Two Days Later

I’m laying on my bed in my apartment, hand between my legs as Benny talks dirty to me through the phones. 

Fingers rubbing my clit , my toy buzzing away inside me against my gspot as he tells me how hard he is right now, how he needs to be buried inside of me, fucking me deep, how he wants to feel my stretch to fit him inside me. 

I cum easily , panting and then returning the favor as he finishes himself off. 

We sit there in the phone in silence and I know I need to tell him sooner rather than later.

“Benny” I say his voice softly. 

He’s quiet a moment. 

“No Ellie” he says as if he can sense it in just the way I say his name. 

“I need to talk to you” I say. My voice tight. 

“El, don’t” he groans. “Baby, don’t do this to me”

“Just…let me talk” I say and he sighs. 

“I will fucking beg if I have to El, is that what you want, cause I’ll do it” he says and I take a breath. 

“No. That’s not what I want.” I sigh and he sighs even harder. 

“I got a promotion at work. A really good one.” I  say quietly. 

He’s silent. 

“Benny?” I whisper. 

“Congratulations El” he says. And it’s not sarcastic or angry but it’s missing any genuine tone. 

“I worked really hard for it Benny” I say. Chewing my lip. 

“I’m proud of you El.” He says and there’s truth there but I can still hear the disappointment underlying it. 

“We can do long distance.” I say , met with more silence. 

“It can work Benny” I offer. 

“Seven years El…I went seven years waiting for you…I don’t want to spend anymore time without you…I want you here El. I know that makes me an asshole to say. Cause you’ve made a life for yourself there and I don’t doubt you worked your ass off and deserve that promotion…but I don’t want you just sometimes. I want you all the time. Here. With me. With the kids. I want us to start a life together. We can’t do that with long distance baby” he says with a sigh. 

“I love you” I say fighting back my tears. 

“I love you too…always will El..you know that” he says and breathes deeply. 

“Can’t we try to make it work? And then eventually maybe I can..”

“El. I meant what I said when you were here.” He says cutting me off. “I want you to be my wife, I want to have a child with you for fucks sake. How is that gonna work if you’re there?” He asks and tears slip down my cheeks. 

“Dont be angry with me” I say my voice cracking. 

He sighs. “I’m not angry El…I’m fucking…sad and fucking ..okay yeah …I’m fucking angry” he says and then breathes hard into the phone. 

“I’m asking you not take the promotion. I’m being selfish because I know what I want. And I’m asking for it. Don’t take the promotion El. Move back here. You’ll find a new job. Fuck, you don’t even have to work at all. I’ll take care of you. I’ll give you everything you need.” He says. 

I sniffle and wipe my tears with my hand as I hold the phone to my ear. 

“Don’t take it.” He says. 

“Marry me” he says. 

“Fucking marry me and let me fucking love you , fuck, marry me Ellie” he says and my tears spill faster. 

“Marry me” he repeats.

“God damnit El” he sighs and his voice cracks. “Fucking marry me baby” he says and he’s crying now too and it hurts. My chest is tight and I break into a sob. 

“I don’t ….I…” I trail off. Sobbing because I don’t know what to say. 

“I love you” he says his voice fierce even as I hear the sadness and the tears in voice. 

“El” he says, voice pleading with me. 

“I have to go” I say my voice cracking. 

“No, baby, no, just talk to-“

“I’ll call you tomorrow” I say voice shaking as tears shoot down my cheeks. 

“El, don’t hang-“

“I love you Benny” I choke out as I pull the phone from my ear. Hearing his pleading and then end the call and turn my phone off. 

——

I spent the entire night crying and my phone is still off as I sit at my desk at work and trying to sort all the things in my head. Trying to focus on work as thoughts of Benny assault my mind and take over. I think of Sammy and Dani. I think of those months I feel in love with their father and all the years in between where I never once stopped loving him or thinking of him. I think of how we made love to each all day before I came to Arizona. The promises I made in the middle of being drunk and high on the romance that was still between us. 

I think about how it’s not fair. I think about all there is to consider. Would the kids even want me as their mother? Would my parents disown me for being with my uncle? Would they understand? Everyone loved Benny, but would they still love him if they knew our secret? That I’d fallen in love with him at eighteen years old? That he’d fallen in love with me? 

Is it fair for him to ask me to give up the promotion I’ve worked over a year to get? Is it fair for him ask that of me when he could just move here? But the kids. It wouldn’t be fair to them. To take them away from their lives there. Their friends. And I know that him giving up his life there. Wouldn’t just be him, it’d be asking the same of Dani and Sammy. But if I give up mine here, it’s only me. 

My work phone rings on my desk and I press the intercom. 

“Yes?” I answer my secretary. 

“There’s a gentleman here to see you.” She says and my brows pinch as I flip open my calendar to check my meetings. Almost sure I don’t have one today-

“He says he’s your boyfriend” Sarah whispers

And my hands freeze and I blink dumbly at the intercom. 

“He’s in the lobby , I can send him away if you-“

“No” I say. “No. You can…you can send him in”

There’s a pause. “Should I call security?” Sarah whispers and I let out a soft laugh. Because even if she’s my secretary, Sarah and I are close and she knows I don’t have a boyfriend. 

“No, that’s not necessary, he’s….it’s complicated, you can send him in” I say , my hands shaking and I stand , smoothing out my plum wrap dress and sliding my feet into my heels. 

“Alright. You sure?” Sarah asks. 

“Yes. I’m sure. Send him in”

Less than a minute later there’s a knock on my office door and I take a deep breath and then walk on shaky legs to the door and pull it open and lift my eyes to the most handsome man I’ll ever lays on. Instantly my heart pounds and my eyes water. 

“Don’t you ever hang up on me again.”

He says with a sigh . And it’s not a demand , more than it is a plea. His eyes on mine, brows pinched as he looks at me. 

I step back and let him in and close the door. 

The second I turn around , his hands are on my face. 

“Ben-“

But his mouth crashes to mine and instantly I melt, my toes pushing to the floor in my heels and my arms lifting up around him and he groans into my mouth as his hands slip into my hair. 

Then his one hand drops and his arm grabs me hard around my lower back as he steps forward , backing me up more and more with each kiss and once I’m at my desk he reaches down. Hiking my leg up and then grabbing my ass with his other hand and lifting me onto the desk. 

“Benny” I breathe as he reaches to his belt and undoes it , my hands on his shirt and pulling him over me as I lean back slightly , my mouth still on his as he shoves his pants down and pushes my dress up , hands gliding over my thigh high stockings and the garter belt holding them up and he looks down and groans. 

“Fuck” he groans and then drops to his knees and I lean back on my hands panting as my pussy immediately responds , growing wetter each second as Benny pushes my dress up further and pulls my ass to the edge and pulls my panties aside.

“So you want to make this difficult” he groans. “Fine”

“I’m not trying to make it diff-“ my moan cuts of my own words as Benny drags his tongue up through my pussy lips to my clit and then sucks on it , my hips lifting as he groans and spreads my pussy with his fingers and flicks his tongue over my clit and I let out a little cry. 

“Youre gonna make me fly here every fucking day for you? Fine” he growls and sucks my clit back into his mouth and I gasp my head falling back and my eyes rolling in my head. 

He groans and slides two fingers inside of me as I gasp and my pussy clenches as Benny fingers me and sucks and licks at my clit and I breathe quickly , panting and gasping as I sit there on my desk, legs spread as the love of my life makes my ass lift off the desk with his mouth and fingers. My pussy chasing all that he’s giving me. 

“I’ll put myself into debt , buying plane tickets just to fucking taste you” he groans and I let out a cry and reach down with one hand and fist his hair as I ride his fingers and tongue. My hips moving rapidly and breath matching the desperation of my pussy. 

It takes only minutes for me to cum and Benny groans as he stands and then pushes my legs wide, his hand on his cock as he lines up and thrusts into me , making all air leave my lungs. 

“Yeah, take my fucking cock Ellie” he groans and then kisses me hard and puts both hands on my thighs. Holding them around him. My heels behind him digging into his legs as I wrap my arms around his neck. 

“Nobody’s fuckin you ever again but me” he grunts and I let out a cry. It’s not too loud but louder than it should be for fucking in my office at work. But I can’t seem to care as he fucks me harder and I let my gasps and whimpers be stolen by his mouth and he keeps groaning and talking to me as he fucks me. 

“I’ll fuck you so hard on this fucking desk Ellie, and make you fucking scream that they’ll have no choice but to let you go and give you back to me” he growls at me. 

“Benny” I pant and he groans. 

“I’m taking what’s mine” he says through his teeth.

“I’m not leaving here without you” he grunts as he thrusts. 

“So either tell me you’re leaving here with me or I’ll open that door and fuck you for all them to see and hear” he grunts and then pushes me back and I lay on the desk as my back arches and Benny keeps pounding into me as my pussy drips down my ass and onto my desk. 

“Uncle Benny” I moan and he groans loudly and then is ripping my wrap dress open, pulling at the tie of it wrapped around my waist and groaning as he finds the matching bra and grabs my waist hard and fucks me even harder. It’s vicious and hard and I choke on a scream that I hold back as he impales me onto his cock. Holding my waist to keep my body from flying off the other side of the desk. There’s a light creak to the heavy desk , my computer monitor wobbling as he slams deeper and harder into me. 

“I’m not leaving this fucking city without my fucking wife”  he grunts. 

“I’m not leaving this fucking office till you tell me you’re gonna fucking marry me …you belong to ME…not this fucking job…not Arizona. To ME “ he growls angrily and fucks me nearly violently , in a way he never has. 

I cum again , the vicious thrusts, the words and his demands, all of it making me fall apart and shatter as I orgasm hard, harder than I think I ever have and I let out a tiny scream as he groans loudly. 

“Mine” he snarls. “You. Are. Fucking. Mine”