Mila
I'm still shaking with laughter as Jaxx sets me down in HIS bedroom.
"the look on your face" I laugh, my head going back, my laughter unstoppable even while more subdued now.
But my laughter stops when his hands lift and my face is set between them as his cups my cheeks gently and my breath is lost for a moment, and my heart stops , my brain too, everything stopping as Jax leans down and puts his mouth over mine.
It's soft at first, as if he's afraid to kiss me, but the second our lips touch , I can feel the shift, of things gears shifting and time stopping for a brief moment as everything falls into place. He kisses me again, and again, his lips soft and tentative , and so careful, brushing mine as he lets out a slow soft groan, as his hands flex and his fingers push back and up into my messy hair and gently curls his fingers in it and tilts my head back to angle my face up towards his more.
Jaxx was kissing me. And it wasnt filthy, it wasn't harsh or demanding , the way i imagined he'd kiss me. The way he was craddling the back of my head now, his fingers releasing my hair when he had me postioned how he wanted me, his mouth moving over mine again and again as my brain finally clicks back on and my mouth is returning the kiss. He groans deeper now and his hands are moving down, they hold the sidesof my neck, his long fingers curled around the back as the tips of his thumbs push under my jaw , keeping my head tilted back.
I'm afraid to say a single word, afraid to even breathe, afraid a single breath or word could ruin this kiss. This perfect, fucking kiss. This man who had degraded me, who had made me feel like he'd never ever touch me with his mouth like this...was kissing me so fucking slow and soft, yet still, it was one of the most intense kisses I've ever shared with a guy. My skin riots, goosebumps prickling along my skin even more, from the wet shirt hanging on my body, or the man stroking his thumbs along my jaw as his tongue slips ever so slightly along my mouth.
My mouth falls open, inviting him in and the rest of my body decides to work along with my brain, my brain firing off a million demands of things it wants to do now, with him.
"Jaxx" I breathe his name, my eyes closed, but my lashes fluttering slightly as I take a much needed breath, and he groans when I say his name, when my hands go to his chest, pushing up over the hard muscles beneath his wet shirt, from carrying me all the way up the stairs over his shoulder.
I slide my hands down, grabbing the end of his shirt and he reaches his heands behind him, grabbing his shirt, helping me pull it up, and it takes my breath away just to watch the way this man removes his own shirt. Pulling it from behind his head up and over and tossing it, my hands falling back to his chest. His skin is warm , even after being doused by the house, even after carrying my wet body to his room.
This was happening, we were putting everything into motion now...Huxley...Leif....and now Jaxx. It should feel hot, and should feel dirty, it should excite me , but suddenly I'm scared, scared that one of them could stop wanting me at any moment, scared that I cant have it all. Scared that Jaxx will go back to hating tomorrow, or even at the end of the night when it's all over, after he's had what he wants. But something about the way his tongue is tasting my mouth, and his lips are moving over mine, tampers with that fear, watering it down till it's nothing.
His hands drop to my face after he's tossed his shirt, cupping it again,and kissing me deeper, his tongue further in my mouth, still controlled, still slow , and softly demanding my own. I push my tongue back against his, my hands on his chest and I moan into his mouth, shivering slightly , and again im not sure if it's from the cold wet shirt plasted to my skin and my water soaked panties , or if it's the way his hands slide down my face, down my neck and over my breast, curling his fingers under my shirt, his shirt, that i'd maimed in attempt to make it look it hotter for them.
I lift my arms and his mouth only escapes mine for a moment as he lifts the wet shirt from my head, and up my arms, my hands falling back down, taking his belt, my fingers working it undone as he kisses me a bit harder, my tits brushing his chest as I push myself against his warm body, and he groans and I moan as my nipples push over his skin, as I feel him against me.
"not gonna go pouring cold water down there again are you?" he asks, his voice deep and his small smirk has me letting out a short laugh and I shake my head.
"no" i answer with a soft breath and he smirks and then he's kissing me again. He'd made a small joke, a small little one, and that turned me on more than the promise of what was to come. A small offering of something to erase all the arguing with me, all the cruelness of his attempts at pushing me away from him, away from Huxley and Leif.
Jaxx's pants are gone, and his hands are dragging my panties down my legs as his mouth kisses down between my breasts, to my navel, to one hip and over my lower stomach to the other.
"Sit on the bed Mila." he whispers, kissing my lower belly as my panties hit the floor. My feet stepping out and step back and sit on the bed as Jaxx kneels.
"Just know..." he says as his hands slip from my knees up my thighs and my skin heats from his touch, from his large hands as he pushes my thighs open, eyes on me as I lean back on my hands. His nostrils flaring as he looks between my legs, his jaw clenching, and his eyes lift up to me.
"That I wanted to taste you, the very second I saw you." he says and I swallow, my chest heaving as I inhale deeply, my nipples tightening impossibly hard at his confession.
"That everyday...I think about you...just like this....on my bed....letting me look at you...letting me fucking touch you..." he says and his hands graze my inner thighs and he pushes them even wider, and my pussy is fucking dripping, I can feel it as his eyes burn into me.
"Don't you dare make me regret losing the will to keep myself away from you." he says, his voice low and I shake my head.
"I won't." I answer, barely audible, barely able to fucking breathe.
"Make sure you want this Mila..that you really want this...us...you and my brothers and me....because they're already in love with you...and i know the second I have the taste of you on my tongue....i'm going to follow suit" he says and kisses my mid inner thigh and I breathe faster.
"I want it...I want this....I want them...I want you.." I say and he groans and kisses higher up my thigh, slowly, lips brushing, and torturing my body as my cunt pulses with need and I bite my lip, watching him as he licks the skin of my thigh and sucks it gently with a kiss and then bites down gently. So gently, pinching just barely but making me gasp.
"every part of you...drives me fucking insane..." he growls and then turns his head kissing my other thigh and I whimper as he ignores the part of me that needs his attention the most.
"I'm sorry for hurting your feelings Mila. I'm sorry for all the shit I said to you" he says, licking my skin again, sucking biting and I let out a soft wail, shifting and pushing my hands to the bed my legs widening as much as they can as his mouth climbs closer and closer to my center.
"i forgive you" I exhale shakily and he groans.
"You shouldnt...i was a bastard" he says and I whimper as his mouth kisses my lower stomach and up my stomach slowly, tongue slipping out, grazing skin along with his lips and I shiver again, watching as his mouth showers me with the softest agonizingly slow kisses i've ever received.
"just...don't do it again.....and dont decide to hate me again tomorrow" I say and his eyes lift, his mouth kissing upward, his lips brushing my nipple and I whimper.
"I never hated you.....i wanted to Mila....i tried to.....i wish I could have...because I knwo you're going to fuck me up...fuck all of us up, if you dont really want this" he says and his tongue slides over my nipple, around it, and Jaxx's warm mouth takes my nipple into his mouth and I exhale, shaking as he slides up, mouth slipping from my breast, mouth kissing to the other, tongue flicking at my nipple, again and again as I squirm and lift one hand behind his head.
"I've never wanted anything more than I want this Jaxx" I whisper and he groans quietly and then lifts his head and brings his mouth to mine.
"I'm not sure I can be gentle" he groans as his cock presses against my pussy and I shake my head.
"you dont have to be....i don't want you to be...take me as hard as you need to Jaxx..as hard as you can....fuck me Jaxx....fuck me deep.....fuck me rough....just fuck me" I pant as he groans at each of my requests his cock nudging against me.
"I was going to taste you first.." he groans. I shake my head.
"I can't wait....i need you ..right now" I breathe and Jaxx kisses me with a groan.
I reach down, my hand wrapping around his cock and he groans at my touch, nudging against my pussy as I guide him to my pussy, the head of his cock notching into me , and my mouth parts, his eyes on mine, his brows drawing together, his jaw clenching.
"fuck " he groans, not daring to move, as he breathes harder and groans.
"you gotta be fuckin kidding me Mila" he groans and then is slipping in deeper, my pussy taking it slowly, and I feel his cock sliding into me , taking more and more room inside of me, as I gasp.
"mmm my god" he hangs his head, drawing back slightly, letting out a long groan as he sinks back inside of me, this time, every inch that can fit, is filling me and I gasp, my hands on his chest as he hovers over me, his hands to the bed near my head on either side.
"fuckin hell Mila" he groans dipping his face down, kissing me, and I whimper , my walls cinching , tightening around him and he groans, kissing the side of my mouth, my cheek, then brings his face to mine, cheek to cheek as he whispers in my ear.
"do you know how fucking good you feel?" he breathes.
"fuck Mila." he speaks softly, his hips drawing back and then falling into me again as he fills me with a hot deep groan than fills my ear and sends shivers down my spine.
"you feel so fucking good" he whispers. "so fuckin good babe"
I moan, hearing Jaxx fucking call me babe, has me going somewhat feral on the inside, I want to wrap my self around him, but I keep my legs spread as wide as I can, allowing him to keep going deep, my hands on his chest, as I let out tiny cries and moans with each of his thrusts.
"you feel so good Mila" he repeats, groaning with every movement he makes, his hips delivering long slow strokes, allowing me to take it slowly.
"i'm gonna fuck your pretty little body into this mattress Mila" he promises and I clench around him.
"yes" I exhale, my body trembling, my pussy slick and full of his perfect cock , his hips moving just barely as he fucks me slowly, pulling out just a bit, before knocking the head of his cock at my cervix over and over making me let out little cries.
"I cant wait to put my fucking cum inside you" he groans and I moan, my hands going to his back, my nails digging in. God, I didnt want it to be over, and I knew he didnt mean right now, cause we'd barely fucking begun, but my body was so fucking ready for it, ready for him to claim me that way. To make me his just like Huxley and Leif had already done.
"mmm fuck babe" he groans kisses my neck, my head leaning to the side as he kisses my neck.
"Jaxx" I moan, my nails digging into his back, and I moan as he gently bites my neck, sucking it and I hiss slightly and my back arches as he pumps his hips slightly faster, my breath speeding up, and he groans louder, his mouth all over my neck, my collar bone, then back on my mouth and I let out a cry as he thrusts harder.
"fuck me" I cry, fucking pleading. "fuck me, fuck me" I repeat as he thrusts harder this time and I let out a yelp and Jaxx groans.
"tell me it's mine Queenie"
"it's yours" I moan. "It's yours"
He thrusts again, even harder than the last and I let out a tiny scream, my breath catching, and I feel the fucking pain of his cock hitting my cervix, the pain that swirls into the pleasure, all of it lacing it's way through my body, wrapping around every nerve and limb and bone in my body. Another sharp hard thrust and I swear I might fucking cry. He's not hurrying, not in the least, but his thrusts are brutal, coming again and again, vicious and pounding into me, scream after scream, cry after cry, and my legs are fucking shaking as Jaxx hovers over me, watching me as he fucks me. His eyes all over my, to my tits that bounce with each thrust. To my pussy as it takes what he gives it, to my mouth as it parts with each gasp and sound I make, to my eyes.
"That how you need it Queenie?" he groans. His hips slamming into me.
"yes!" I scream, my nails raking down his back as I whimper, hissing from the pain, but drowning in the pleasure that has me soaking his cock as my pussy continues applaud his words and movements by drenching his cock further with each thrust his gives.
"yeah?" he groans, thrusting deep again and I whimper, almost fucking crying, the headboard hitting the wall each time he thrusts, my body being driven up the bed, his body moving to compensate. I throw my hands up behind my head is driven into the fucking wall and I he groans , dipping his mouth down, I pant as his thrusts stop, his cock inside of me as he decorates my breasts with kisses, sucking my nipple, then the other, licking them , over them, around them, up and down, flicking my hard nipple with his tongue and then biting it and tugging. I wince and my pussy clenches around his cock.
"please dont stop fucking me" I cry. "please dont stop, dont stop" my body writhes, hips rolling, my body desperate and begging for more and he groans as he sucks my nipple.
"do you know how hard it is to fuck you without cumming?" he growls.
"i dont care" I whine. "fuck me, fuck me" I beg. "please Jaxx, please don't stop...hard...give it to me h-hard" I pant, losing my mind and he groans and then kisses me.
"you'll make me cum just by begging, I need you to stop it" he groans and I whimper.
"please" i beg anyways. "please, i dont care if you cum...just keep going....fuck me more....fuck me, fuck me" my hips roll with each word as Jaxx growls at me and then pulls out and glares at me.
"no" I whine.
"turn over" he demands, grabbing my hips, flipping me, my body obeying as I stick my ass in the air, on my knees, my face to the bed, clutching at the pillows on either side of my head.
"jesus christ, that little ass in the air isnt gonna make it any easier not to cum. " he growls and slaps it.
I jump and he groans.
"yes, yes, spank me" I cry.
"I'm gonna punish you for having the worlds most fuckable little cunt Mila" he growls.
"uh huh, yes, yes, punish me , please, please" I cry, wanting anything at all that he wanted to give me, needing, something , anything.
Two of his fingers slide into me, and my eyes roll as the curve, hooking perfectly, immediately massaging my gspot, then moving in and out, finger tip rocking against it as I clench, toes curling. His other hand slaps my ass hard.
I let out a cry.
"d-dont s-stop" my voice quivers as my pussy pulses and I squeeze my eyes shut, my hips jumping, ass lifting higher as he slaps my ass again and I let out a scream.
"such a stunning , pretty little thing" he groans and slaps my ass even harder and I squeal, shaking and my pussy threatening to cum as his fingers work faster and I groan. Panting and he slaps my ass again.
"Who's gonna be my gorgeous fucking Queen, Mila?" he groans.
"m-me" i cry. Barely able to focus on anything other than the orgasm ready to rip through my body.
"yeah, you...you, you sweet little fucking thing" he grunts and then is pulling his fingers out and I cry, but then I scream as Jaxx grabs my hips and his dick hits deep, violently slamming his hips against my ass, and I swear i see black, and my vision goes for a fucking a moment from the blinding pain of it. I fucking scream when my brain and vision registers it. Again. Again. Jaxx is fucking me like he promised he would.
"Cum with me Mila" he growls loudly. "Fucking cum with me Mila."