EroticReverie

Dalton Denvers

It's seven in the morning when I get back from my run, trying to fucking clear my mind, but it's impossible. I end up with a hard on when my mind can't think of anything other than Seline laying in her fucking bed, those fucking panties as I tugged them between her pussy lips and made her cum, her hot little breaths, sweet fucking moans, hearing all of it over and over in my head. Her quiet sniffles as I held her in her bed afterward, when she could sense my immediate worry and posible regret. But I refused to regret it, I'd never regret anything when it came to Seline. But, I had to admit...it shouldnt have happened. I shouldn't have let my dick fucking do my thinking last night. But what the hell was happening between us? I've obviously always loved Sel...like a sister. Like my best fucking friend. We've always been so fucking close since our parents had gotten together, and we didnt let their split affect our realtionship. I'd told her no matter what, she'd always be my sister. But now...coming back after three fucking years....finding my sweet Sel....as a woman?  

Was she right? That maybe it's all because of fate? That Sel was meant to be more to me....but not until the timing was right? She was too young when I left for me to even consider laying a fucking a finger on her. I'd honestly, never wanted to. Never once thought about Sel inappropriately or sexual, other than quick fleeting intrusive thoughts. 

But then I come home...expecting the same little star i'd left behind....only to find the most incredible fucking body I've ever seen. Sel wasn't a little girl anymore...and I didnt know what the fuck to do about it. I tell myself I can't let what happened yesterday ever happen again, but my inner voice argues with me, asking why the fuck not? 

I shuck my shirt off in my bathroom, panting from my run as I throw the shower on, and then drop my shorts and fist my dick. I'd had to walk the last half mile back here, because my cock had been so painfully hard as I'd considered letting myself continue exploring whatever was happening between me and Sel. 

I step into the shower, groaning , unable to take my hand off my fucking dick , my head going back as I let the water run over my face, down my chest, trickling down my body, and I picture Sel cumming. Picture that pretty fucking mouth parted, gasping , her body trembling, those hot little cries of pleasure and I groan as I slap my other hand to the wall, stilling my hand around my cock and thrusting my hips forward. Squeezing my fist aroud my dick, wondering how fucking tight Sel would be around me. 

I let my arm do the work again, stroking my dick as I play the entire day back in my head....Sel in the pool when I first got back....holding her....that tight little fucking dress in the kitchen...her hot little legs wrapped around me,....the movie night together.....holding her while she cried during one movie, and kept flinching with fear at the next...her wearing those fucking panties to bed.....letting me spread her legs open and tease her....letting my touch her pussy through her soaked panties , cumming for me....pretty little Sel...hot fucking Sel...cumming...for me.

I groan loudly and bust , cursing as I cum to the hottest fucking thing I'd ever seen in my entire life. That fucking orgasm....that fucking face of hers...her body shaking....god she'd been incredible to watch....and I'd never fucking forget the sight of her as long as I lived....because....I couldnt do it again....I couldnt let myself indulge in this possibility....she'd been my little sister for years....my step sister...but still...my fucking sister...and it felt so fucking wrong to want her now. 

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I'm dressed , my father already waiting downstairs for me to go into the office with him today. 

"Sel awake? I ask. 

He laughs and shakes his head. 

"That girl will sleep till noon." my father says, but it's not at all judemental , Sel has always been the apple of everyones fucking eye and can do no wrong. I know my father loves her just like his own, which makes it feel even more wrong for the way I let myself get so fucking intimate with her last night. I barely did much, but too fucking much at the same time. 

"you ready to go?" he asks after we stand talking over cups of coffee. 

I nod, then tell him I'll be right behind him. I lie, telling him I forgot something upstairs. That I'll just be a few minutes behind him. He just nods , tells me he'll see me at the office and then leaves through the house as I make my way upstairs. Walking to Sel's room, opening the door. Finding her asleep, a pillow hugged between her arms, her hair a mess as she sleeps soundly. 

I walk over to the bed and just look down at her, curled up around the pillow, the covers at her waist. 

"You left me." her voices is soft, but it startles me. Then I realize she's not asleep at all, and she releases the pillow and turns, laying on her back, looking up at me.

"You made me sleep alone....after you promised." she says, and I can see it, it's not a fucking silly little guilt trip. Her feelings are hurt, her heart crushed. Her eyes water.

"Sel..." I say with a soft sigh.

"you promised" she says, tears slipping from her eyes and she swipes them from her cheeks, her lips trembling and she turns away from me. 

"Just go away Dalton" her voices cracks. She turns her face into the pillow and cries. A knot in my throat.

I told Seline when she was little....I'd never make a promise I couldnt keep. I'd made good on that. Never letting her down. I know her tears have nothing to do with whatever else is happening between us. Or maybe they do a little bit. But I know those tears are mostly for the fact I left her bed....left the room entirely...leaving her feeling unsafe after I'd promised to stay with her. 

"I'm sorry." I say, and let myself lay down behind her, wrapping my arm around her, kissing the back of her head. "I'm sorry Sel...please don't cry" I whisper to her. Kissing her bare shoulder.

"I just felt like I couldnt stay Sel...I dont know what to do with what's happening between us...I was up all night....I didnt sleep at all...I went for a run....I can't think about anything else now....other than how much I want you" I whisper. 

"what's s-so wrong with wanting me?" she sniffles, still with her back to me and I sigh. 

"Because Sel....you were my sister...ARE my sister...step sister or not....doesnt matter....you're always going to be my sister....and it feels wrong to want you now....it doesnt matter than I never planned on wanting you....it doesnt matter if the thought never crossed my mind till the second I saw you yesterday.....it was fucking instant Sel...seeing you sitting there....god." I exhale. 

"I don't regret last night Sel....but I cant lie to you....I dont know yet if I can let this happen between us....I don't know what to do with how I fucking feel right now.."

"how do you feel right now?" she asks, a soft sniffle, and she turns onto her back and looks up at me and I look at her. Her pretty hazel eyes, shining with tears.

"Like I'm going to go crazy if I DONT kiss you right now" I admit. 

"Dalton" she whispers my name, and her hand comes to my face. 

I shake my head. 

"I need to go to work Sel....I have to meet dad at the office....I can't kiss you right now...no matter how much I want to...because I wont be able to stop....I'll spend all day in the bed , kissing this mouth." I say and lift my hand to her face, my thumb running under her lower lip. 

I take a deep breath, lean in, kissing her forehead.

"We'll talk later....I'm sorry for last night...please don't hate me for it." I plead with her, looking in her eyes. She shakes her head.

"I could never hate you." she says. "I could never hate my favorite person." 

My lips pull up at the corners, a small smile on my lips as I look at her.

"I love you Sel" I tell her, stroking her hair back behind her ear. 

"I love you too Dalton" she says and I kiss her cheek, her mouth kissing mine. 

"I'll see you later" I whisper on her cheek. 

"I promise to think of you all day sunshine" I whisper in her ear and she whimpers softly.

"I'll think of you too" she breathes and I kiss her cheek again. And as hard as it is, tear myself from Seline, and smile down at her. 

"Love you." I say. 

"Love you too." she smiles slightly. 

"Later little star" I smile, and turn, and manage to leave the room without putting my mouth on hers, or my hands on her body.