Liliana
It's not the best idea, but after laying in bed for an hour with being dead tired from all my crying and it being nearly three in the morning, I let myself slip out of Jackson's guest bed and into the hall and tap my knuckle against his door. I wait, then do it again.
"One sec" I hear a groggy sleepy voice, feeling a bit guilt for waking him.
When his door opens and his face he looks at me.
"What's wrong?" he asks and I shake my head.
"I can't sleep." I say quietly and he nods.
"alright let me just, throw on some pants." He says and lets the door fall open.
"I..I dont want you to stay up...can I just...can I sleep in here?" I ask and he stops and turns and looks at me.
"You want to sleep...in here? In my bed?...with me?" he asks and rubs his eyes.
I nod and he takes a long deep breath.
"Yeah...alright...that's fine." he says and gestures to the bed and walks around me to shut his bedroom door as I walk over and climb onto his bed.
"No funny business" he says jokingly as he gets back into bed and I laugh softly as he pulls the covers over both of us.
"You talking to me or yourself neighbor man?" I ask tesingly and he huffs a laugh.
"both." he says and then shuffles under the covers as we both lay on our backs.
"You good?" he asks.
"mhm" I hum softly. "thank you"
"you're welcome" he says with a yawn and then I turn onto my side, my back to him, tucking my hands under my cheeks.
Several minutes go by and I just lay there.
"You still awake?" he asks in a whisper.
"Yeah." I answer just as quietly.
"What will help you sleep?" he asks and I shrug to myself.
"I'm fine." I answer him and then he shuffles a bit and I feel his hand grab my hip.
"Come here" he whispers and I swallow, but let myself scoot back towards him, our bodies moving closer. He lays his arm over me, spooning me loosely.
"This good?" he asks and I nod and we lay there.
"David would never cuddle me on the nights we slept over with each other." I say, not sure why I'm admitting it. Jackson huffs.
"What a fucking bastard." he mutters.
"He said it was too uncomfortable" I say, my voice cracking slightly, when I think of all the little things that should have been signs to me that David wasnt as great as I made him out to be in my head. I understood not spending the entire night cuddling, but he wouldnt even ever cuddle me, for even just a little while.
"He's a fucking bitch" mutters Jackson and then I feel him put a kiss on the back of my head.
"You were right." I say.
"About what?" he asks quietly.
"About him using me....to get off....I always thought it was normal....he's.....i lost my virginity to him...so our relationship was my first serious one...and I just...didnt know anything other than what I had with him...ya know?" I say, hurting my own feelings even more as I admit it outloud.
"I didnt mean to be such a dick Liliana." he whispers.
"But you were right." I say sniffling.
"I'm going to fucking knock his teeth out next time I see him." he says and I let out a little laugh.
"No you're not." I say.
"Wanna bet?" he says and then pulls me even closer, the few inches of space between us erased, my back to his chest, my ass tucked against him.
"this is nice....thank you" I say softly.
"fuck" he mutters. "Im about to ruin it."
"About ruin what?....oh....ohhh." I say when I feel him getting hard against my ass.
"Just ignore that. It does what it wants." he says and I smile to myself in the dark.
"Kind of impossible to ignore." I say with a little laugh.
"Do you want me to cuddle you neighbor girl, or not?" he teases and I laugh.
"yes please" I answer and he huffs.
"Cant put that thing in my lap and expect my dick not to react." he mutters and I laugh.
"What thing? This thing?" I ask and wiggle slightly.
"Knock it off Liliana, that's not funny" he groans, his hand going to my hips and gripping it to still me.
"It's a little funny" I say as I arch my back and push my ass against him.
"fuck" he groans, and then digs his fingers into my hip and pulls me towards him while grinding his dick against my ass. My breath hitches and he groans near my ear.
"fuuuuck" he growls through his teeth and then grinds against me once more and stops.
"This was a bad idea." he groans.
"Youre in my shirt....in my fucking bed.....with your gorgeous fucking ass rubbing on my fucking dick Liliana." he groans and grinds against it again and curses again.
"do you want me to leave?" I whisper, my ass pushing back.
"no, i don't...but I should....talking about your ass is one thing....having it right fucking here...in only some panties....fuck....you're eighteen Liliana" he says.
"so?" I breathe.
"you're vulnerable right now....and i shouldnt be letting you put this pretty little fucking ass against me like this" he groans and then brings his mouth to my ear.
"im not vulnerable.....i'm....." I pause.
"You're what?" he groans, his hand sliding from my hip, down my thigh and then back up, his fingers skimming along the hip of my panties as his shirt slides up to my waist.
"I'm..wet" I say it softly and he groans, he licks his lips near my ear.
"Yeah?" he whisper as his hand slips off my hip and along the top of my panties and I nod.
"You've been drinking" he groans, as if he's talking to himself.
"My last drink was hours ago...im not drunk Jackson." I nearly pant as his fingertips slide into the top of my panties, my breath hitching.
"I shouldnt be touching you Liliana...but I cant fucking help myself...i need to know how wet you are" he groans and I nod, my breath catching as I let my leg lift slightly and his fingers push down over the top of my pussy, right above it.
"You shave it all Liliana?" he asks as his fingers pass my bare skin and over my lips.
I nod and hums in my ear.
His fingers slip over my pussy lips and I feel his middle finger slide between them and over my clit making me suck in a breath, and I exhale as his finger slides down and he groans in my ear when he has the proof of just how wet I am, soaking his finger.
"jesus" he groans.
"That's so fucking wet Liliana....you're so fucking wet babe" he whispers, kissing below my ear on my neck and I whimper, my leg lifting a bit more as his finger moves back and forth over my pussy, soaking up the wetness between my lips at my core.
"Mmmmm, you spreading those legs for me Liliana?" he asks and I nod , making him groan.
"Lay on your back for me Liliana, I want to see your face when I slip my finger inside and fuck your wet little pussy for you" he groans quietly and I whimper even more, turning as I breathe heavily with anticipation and desire.
"That's it babe...good girl" he whisper to me as I look up at him and he looks down, to where his hand is in my panties, and then his eyes are on me.
"you sure you want me to keep going?" he asks and I whimper, noddding, my hips pitching upward and my legs spread further.
"yes" I breathe.
"Im going to make you cum Liliana." he says, his voice quiet but determined and deep.
David made me feel like something was wrong with me, when he failed to make me cum. But right now...I realize that...David just had no idea , HOW to make me cum, and instead of admitting it or even trying to learn my body...just made me feel like I was the problem.
"Do you want to cum Liliana?" Jackson asks as he teases my entrance and I nod with a whimper.
"yes" I answer.
"You're already so close, arent you babe?" he asks, sliding his finger into me slowly and I gasp and he groans.
"Fuck." he groans. "That's one wet little fucking pussy you've got Liliana"
I whimper, biting my lip, then my mouth parting on a moan as he starts to pump his finger in and out.
"Jackson" I gasp, my one hand going his arm, gently grabbing it as it moves slightly while he fingers me.
"You want another finger Liliana? Tell me what you want, tell me what this pussy needs"
"I...."I whimper. "I dont know....god...oh god that feels so good" I moan and he groans, then kisses on my neck as he slides a second finger in. He groans against my neck as I clench around the two fingers that start to pumping in and out of me.
"Jackson" I grasp his arm tightly. "oh god...oh my god" I whimper.
David had fingered me before, but never like this. How could just Jackson's fingers have me so worked up? I've never been this turned on, never been this wet before.
"such a wet fucking pussy Liliana, that feel good , you like that?" he asks as his fingers slide out and start to rub my clit and I moan loudly.
"yes" I cry and he groan, kissing on my neck.
"we're gonna make this pussy cum Liliana....and you better make sure...from here on out...anytime you bless a guy with this perfect, tight, wet little pussy...he better make it cum....you hear me?" he groans.
"oh god....yes" I cry. "I..i hear you" I whimper, gasping as he circles my clit.
"Promise me that you wont give this sweet fucking wet cunt to guys that dont deserve it Liliana" he groans.
"Promise me" he growls as he slides his two fingers back inside me and I arch my back, gasping, my hips rolling.
"I p-promise" I pant.
"Good girl" he groans on my neck and then brings his mouth to my ear as I pant, my hand reaching behind him, clutching his dark hair in my hands as he licks my skin, and gently bites it and I whimper loudly, clenching around his fingers that are currently hitting a spot that not even i had discovered yet on my own.
"Jackson!" I pant, my eyes water. Fuck. Fuck it feels so good. It feels, so fucking amazing, and I want more, I never want it to stop.
"Jackson, Jackson" I whimper his name as I feel pressure build.
"Don't hold it back...it's not what you think it is Liliana....let it go...let me make you cum babe....just let go..." he whispers to me, thrusting his fingers against the spot.
My legs are shaking and my hips bucking as I fight off the pressure that he's forcing to build with each thrust of his fingers.
"let go Liliana....I want you to cum for me...you're going to make the hottest fucking mess for me Liliana....this little pussy is going to cum so fucking hard for me Liliana..." he growls in my ear.
"let...go" he commands.
My eyes roll back and my body seizes as my orgasm crashes through the wall I was holding it behind, horror rips through me as I feel the pulse between my legs, send a gush of liquid all over Jacksons hand, and the bed, my thighs, my panties are soaked as his hand works inside of them
I squeal.
"yesssss" he groans and then lifts his head from my neck and watches, watches the embarrassing display between my legs that I cant control, my legs trying to shut.
"no, fuck no, leave them open" he groans. "Look at you fucking cumming all over this fucking bed Liliana....that's what you deserve....this is what pretty little pussies need.." he groans, his fingers forcing wave after to wave to unleash and then his fingers slide out my pussy pulshing as I tremble and I moan loudly and gasp as he goes back to my clit.
"and now your clit....now this sweet little fucking clit." he groans and rubs and my body bucks and writhes as I pant, back arching. And I cant even speak as Jackson talks to me with dirty words and his fingers press firmly to my clit, but not too hard, his hand moving quickly, making his fingers stroke my clit quickly and I feel my toes curl as they still shake and I cant even fucking believe it's happening. I orgasm, crying out, and the pleasure washes over me quickly, his fingers still working my clit as I gasp and shake and grab his wrist with both hands, my legs snapping shut when it becomes too much and Jackson stops, sliding his fingers down my pussy, back inside.
"i...please...oh...god" I cry and he groans , licking his lips.
"give it to me Liliana...give me more babe...you're so fucking beautiful when you cum"