EroticReverie

Shayna Sellars

"A shower huh?" Finch smirks as me and Aamon walk out of the bathroom, both of us dressed once more after rinsing off in the shower. I made him clean the sink too. If he wanted to be filthy, then he'd clean the fucking mess. 

"Shut your mouth." I say to Aamon as he goes to open it and my cheeks flush bright pink as everyone stares at us, Casimir looking at me, like I've just kicked a puppy. I walk over to him, taking my spot back in his lap, unable to help myself from feeding his posessive need for me. He tugs me against him, and kisses the side of my head. 

"You alright?" he asks softly and I turn my head and look at him and can't help but smile.

"I'm fine Cas." I say and grab his jaw, placing a kiss on his cheek and then on his mouth. 

"Alright well, if everyone can refrain from fucking for like...an hour...i'm hungry." Lauren says and I laugh , as do the others. 

"What do you ladies want to eat?" Finch asks and I shrug and lean my back against Casimir as he wraps his arms around me, tucking me against him. 

"I want pizza....and beer." Lauren says. 

"Careful." Rio says. "I know I said I didnt currently have any romatic feelings for you, but beer and pizza might change that. " he says and Lauren rolls her eyes.

"Men...so fucking simple." she sighs as stands and we all let out little laughs. 

"Let's go to Marty's" Lauren says.

"What?" I ask, sitting up straight. 

"No" I say and glare at her and she pinches her brows and then her eyes pop. 

"Oh. Yeah...right. Um okay, NOT Marty's." she says with a nod and a nervous laugh. 

"What's Marty's and why is it a no?" Rio asks , everyones eyes on me to explain as Lauren winces and mouths a "sorry" to me. 

"Terrible health inspection reviews." Lauren says making them all look to her. "I forgot that they had um...roaches..lots of them." she says. God she's always been an awful liar and I watch several brows quirk in question. And I can tell they also know she's lying.

"Roaches huh?" Aamon asks and then looks to me and I look at him and shrug.

"yeah, roaches." I say, my eyes looking to the side away from him. 

"It's a good thing you're both awful liars, at least then we wont have to guess if you're lying to us." Finch says. I roll my eyes. 

"I'm not lying...they probably DO have roaches" I argue and Casimir just kisses the side of my head. 

"What's wrong with Marty's ?" he asks me, his gruff voice sending shiver down my spine.

"I just, don't want to go there. End of discussion." I say with finality that goes ignored.

"All the more reason to go, if you're not gonna tell us why you're avoiding going and avoiding telling us why." Rio says and I shoot him a glare. 

I sigh and roll my eyes. 

"Fine." I bite out and look at Lauren and she winces again. 

"My ex works there now." I say, the room going too silent.

Casimir grumbles and the other three just look at me. 

"Things not end well?" Rio asks and I sigh.

"They ended fine." i say, not wanting to get into it. 

"He cheated." Lauren says.

"Lo!" I yell and the guys visibly all shift. Casimir growls deeper. 

"sorry!" She squeaks. "But hes a fucking asshole and everyone should fucking know it! I hate him!" she shrieks. 

I place my hands over my face and sigh as amount of testosterone floods the fucking room so thick I could swim in it. 

"He cheated? ....On YOU?" Aamon says, shaking his head in disbelief. It was charming that they thought I was so amazing that no man could ever possibly cheat on me, but Axel DID cheat, and not JUST cheat, but had a whole other relationship happening without my knowledge. And that's not even the worst part. 

"He cheated...on his wife. WITH me..." I huff and they all just look at me. 

"With her AND another girl. He's a fucking scumbag." Lauren hisses. 

"We're going to Marty's." Rio stands up , so do Aamon and Finch, Casimir shifting to stand. 

"No, no we're not" I argue and they all huff in unison.

"We're fucking going to this Marty's place Midnight." Rio growls. 

"Okay, can you all just fucking relax, it's not that serious , we werent even that serious and-"

"They dated almost a full year" Lauren says. 

"Lo!" I yell at her. "NOT helping!" 

She throws her hands up in the air. "I for one WANT to see him get his ass kicked! He fucking deserves it! For what he did to you! What he did to that other girl! And his fucking WIFE! WIFE SHAY! Let them make him piss himself in fear! It's the least he fucking deserves!" she argues.

Rio slings his arm around her shoulder.

"Yep, I'm gonna catch feelings, for sure" he says to Lauren as she sides with them.

"You do NOT need to fucking defend me to that piece of shit! I'm over it! I was over the day I found out what he was doing!" I yell. "There's no point in going there and causing trouble!" 

"The fuck there isn't." Casimir snarls and then he turns me and grabs my jaw and tilts my head back. 

"I'll fucking make him eat his teeth." he snarls. 

"Cas, I dont want that" I shake my head. 

"You still love him?" He growls. 

"What?" I jerk my head back and swat his hand. "No. No i do not fucking love him Cas! I just dont want the fucking dramatics of whatever this is bound to be if you guys go there, and Lo..I appreciate your loathing of him, but thats enough...I dont need anyone to do anything or say anything to him, it's been six months , I dont need to rehash it." I say. 

"He hurt you?" Casimir asks. 

"What? No, he never touched me" I say with a huff.

"No...did he hurt you?" He asks again and I grit my teeth understanding what he means. 

"Of course it hurt me to find out he was-"

"Then we hurt him. Simple as that." Casimir says and then walks around me. 

"What? No!" I argue as the four of them walk to my apartment door, Lo slipping on her boots along with them. 

"Stop..jesus, fucking stop" I say with a squeak as I try to wrangle five fucking lunatics. 

"Im totally fucking flattered you all want to play knight and shining psycho for me, but it's really NOT necessary!" I yell, pulling at all of them one at a time, as they continue to put their boots on. 

"Too late. Your ours now." Finch says with a shrug. 

"Okay, exactly! So LISTEN to me! I don't want this!" I yell as Casimir finished lacing his boots. 

"Put your boots on Midnight." he says. 

"No!" I yell and shove him and then turn to the others. 

"This is so fucking stupid! We're NOT doing this! If you do this I'm going to be so fucking pissed!" I screech. 

"We'll deal with that bridge when we get to it." Rio says. 

"NO. How about you just stay away from the fucking bridge!" I yell and then yelp as Casmir throws me over his shoulder. 

"Stop!" I screech as my boots are grabbed off the floor and Im carried through my apartment, into the eleator, arguing and squirming over Casimir's shoulder as they put me in the back of the suv,  Finch and Casimir beside me, Lauren in one of the middle seats, Aamon and Rio riding in the front. 

"Put your boots on." Casimir growls. 

"fuck you, fuck all of you, and fuck you too Lo!" I huff. 

"That fucker deserves to have these four making him shit himself." she argues.

"Im breaking up with ALL of you." I say, definitely lying but and everyone knows it, but Casimir growls. I yelp as he grabs my hair and yanks my head back. 

"Over my dead body." he growls in my ear.

I whimper, not with fear, but because, even though I do NOT want them all storming in there over me, it IS a bit fucking hot that they're worked up over this information of my ex. And I whimper because of how hot Casimir's claim on me has me. 

"He better not be there" I hiss to Lo. 

"Oh, he is." she says wiggling her phone her hand. Rio reaches back from the passenger seat. 

"This...is the guy?" He huffs with obvious displeasure. 

"Yup" Lo pops the p on her response.

"The fuck Midnight?" he scowls at the phone and then turns and shows it to Aamon in the driver seat who looks at it. I watch him physically recoil.

"Youre into that Midnight?" he asks and I roll my eyes.

"He was nice." I say. 

"Oh yeah, real fucking nice, making you his mistress." Rio huffs and hands the phone back to Lo who then turns and shows his picture to Casimir and Finch. 

"Oh jesus" Finch recoils. "The fuck?" 

I roll my eyes again. 

Axel was not my typical type. But he'd been so damn charming. And while I wont admit it to these four fucking hooligans, he had a dick almost as big as theirs and the man, could fuck. He was equal parts sweet and filthy. A gentleman in the streets, and freak in the sheets if you will. But apparently he was a slimeball in both.  

Casimir growls at the screen. 

"You fucked him?" he growls.

"yes!" I yell. "and im getting a lot of judgey stares right now! I dont like it!" 

"This what you like?" Casimir growls. "Pretty boys?" 

"oh jesus Cas." I huff and Finch hands the phone back to Lo.

"I can like someone for more than how they look!" I yell to the entire car. 

"Like how the secretly make you a side piece without telling you? Stick your dick in your cunt and go back home to their wife?" Rio asks.

"Fuck you Rio!" I yell , shame heating my cheeks. I knew it wasnt my fault Axel did what he did. Had I know there was an unsuspecting wife, that had no idea her husband was out having relationships with other girls, Id have never touched him. I was a lot of things, but a homewrecker wasnt one of them. 

"Dont get mad at me. Get mad at that pretty little blonde fuck boy in Lo's phone." Rio says.

"I already DID, and im over it, and YOURE ALL JUST MAKING IT WORSE and make me RELIVE it! AGAIN!" I scream, fat tears rolling down my cheeks as I start to cry. 

"Midnight." Casimir says.

"Shay" Lo says gently as I refuse to look at any of them.

"you're all..so fucking selfish" I say angrily swiping tears away. 

The car rolls to a stop , Aamon has pulled over.

"Babe." Lo says. 

"Do what you want." I say angrily. "Go on. Make me fucking look stupid by all of us going in there, making him think I still give a shit about him. Is that what you want ? Him to think Im fucking pathetic, and SIX MONTHS after I found out he was USING me, I bring a gang of guys in to intimidate him. For fucking what?!" I scream, tears ripping down my cheeks. 

"You're all going to make me look fucking stupid, you're going to make FEEL fucking stupid. I already felt stupid enough when it happened!" I scream at them. 

Casimir grabs me, and pulls me into his side, and I bury my face into his chest, even though I want to push him away. His hand cradles the back of my head. 

"We're not going." He says to the car. Everyone silent as I cry.

"Okay?" Casimir says, gripping my hair. "We're not going Midnight." 

I nod against his chest, crying harder. 

"okay" I say, my response blubbery and fucking wet and pathetic.