EroticReverie

Giselle Galas

There's nothing I want more, than to make love to Rainer after what he did for me. I didnt even want to think about what the fallout would be for him talking to my mother like that, and my father. Would my mother try to end Fleur's engagement to Rainers brother Valen? I was surely permanently disowned after all that. No matter how much my mother tried to save face after getting yelled at by Rainer in front of a few guests, the word would spread, rumors would start like a game of telephone, but all in all, Mira Galas would have been disrespected in her own home, by the brother of the man engaged to wed her daughter. I couldn't think about all of that right now. I couldnt think about Fleur or Serena, I couldnt think about any of it as I walk into Rainer's place. 

"Come on" he says softly, taking my hand. I don't argue, because if Rainer wants to take me to bed , I'll let him. I'll let him do anything right now after all that. 

"What?" I ask as we get to the bathroom and he drops my hand and then takes off his suit jacket. 

"A bath Galas." he says. 

"Oh." I say as I watch him start to unbutton his shirt.

"I'm sorry" I say and his brows pinch as he undoes his last button and shrugs off his shirt, and I watch the expensive jacket and shirt fall to the floor. Something my mother would screech over, and it's just a small thing that he does that lets me know a life with Rainer won't be anything like my life was before.

"There's a million things that happened today Galas, and not a single one warrants an apology from you. So what are you telling me sorry for?" he says walking over to me. 

"I just.....I really want to make love to you....but...i'm just so...i'm tired" I say with a sigh and my voice cracks as tears well in my eyes. 

"hey" he says so softly and I close my eyes as a lump forms in my throat. 

"I really want to make love to you too Galas...and I will...we will...but I dont want to make love to you right now either....i know you're tired...i know all of you has to be so fucking tired Galas...I only want to take care of you right now...so dont apologize to me for that...ever." he says softly and tips my head up and leans down. 

"alright?" he asks quietly and I nod. He kisses me softly. 

"Do you need help with your dress?" he asks and I shake my head. 

"Alright, i'll start the bath then." he says and walks over to the tub big enough for both of us, turning on the water, adding just a bit of bubble bath to it as I just watch while slipping out of my dress. He turns around and looks only at my face as he starts to undo his belt and I walk over to him. I know I said I was too tired emotionally and physically to make love to him, but I cant help but put my hands on him. 

"Whats that little smile for?" he asks and I dont notice it on my lips till he says something, his pants and boxers briefs dropping to the ground. 

"You told my mother her decorations were hideous." I say with a little giggle, a giggle that turns into a laugh, and then i think i might be delerious cause my head is going back as I laugh. 

"Well, they were" he says and I just laugh harder and he pulls me to him as I keep laugh, my head back and my eyes are filling with tears, but only from laughing.

"the look..on...on her face" I struggle to get the words out and feel his body shake slightly with laughter as I lose my fucking mind with laughter. 

I look at him finally, through the tears in my eyes and then swipe under my eyes, still shaking with random fits of laughter as he just watches me. 

"you're so god damn beautiful" he says softly, as if he didnt even mean to say it outloud. My laugh slowly subsides as I look up at him, the water to the bath still running. I slide my hands up his chest and around his neck, our eyes going to each others mouths as I pull him down to kiss me. 

It's soft, our lips pressing once, then again, and again, parting our lips slightly, tongue slipping lightly over one anothers, until I'm wrapping my arms around his neck, pressing my tits to his bare chest and finding myself needing him more than ever. 

"Galas" he groans. "I cant..you cant kiss me like this baby" he says, because I know he's trying to be perfect right now, and take care of me.

"I have to" I practically whine as I push up on my toes.

"hold me" I whisper against his mouth. "hold me against you" 

"god, i love you" he groans , kissing me harder, his arms wrapping around me and pulling me tighter to him and I moan feeling our skin pressed tightly together, my one leg lifting. 

"Pick me up Rainer" I whisper my next request and he groans, his hands sliding down my back, over the curves of my ass and as if he cant help himself, squeezes it, before sliding his hands underneath and lifting me right off the floor, my legs groing around him as he hoists me up, so my face is level with his, and neither of us , has to crave our necks up or down to kiss each other. 

"I love you, i'm sorry it took me so long to realize it Rainer, i love you" I say again and he groans and kisses me. 

"i'd have waited my entire life Galas...no apology needed....you're worth the wait" he says softly and I kiss him, our mouths slating, heads tilting and tongues pushing back and forth as I wrap my arm around his neck. 

"make love to me later Rainer....i need you to take me right now....please" I breathe when I can sense him wanting to tell me no. 

"I need you to fuck me Rainer, please" I beg him. 

"Galas" he groans.

"Please, ...make me feel you Rainer..i need you.....i love you, and i need you" I whimper and he groans. Rainer leans to the side, swiping the water off to the tub and then carries me to the sink and sets me down on the edge. 

"please" I breathe, reaching down for his cock, he's hard, and I stroke him slowly as he cups my face and kisses me. 

"please Rainer, i'll beg for it all night if I have to" I exhale and he groans.

"that wont be necessary Galas" he says and then slips his hand over mine, stepping between my legs and then kisses me, my arm around his neck, the other sliding from his cock and to his chest as he slides into me. 

"fuck Galas" he groans. 

"I told you i needed you" I breathe against his mouth, our eyes locked, as my mouth parts when he goes deeper . I'm so wet for him it's unreal. Thinking about him standing up for me, thinking about this gorgeous man, who spent most of my life being a pain in my ass, loving me all along. 

My hands pushes over his hard chest to his shoulder as he starts to thrust slowly and I kiss him again before gasping softly and looking him in the eyes again as he fucks me slowly on bathroom counter. 

"I love you" I exhale. "i love you Rainer" 

He groans and goes deeper. 

"I love you too Giselle, and i'll never stop" he says and I kiss him again, moaning into his mouth.

"you feel so good" I whisper with a pant. 

"there arent words for it Galas" he says. 

"there arent words for how good it feels to be this fucking close to perfection" he groans and kisses me and I moan into his mouth as he picks up his speed. My  mouth parting, and going back as his mouth slips off mine, over my chin, down my throat and he hums against it, showering it with soft kisses and then my collarbone and over my shoulders as he slides one hand to my breast, grabbing it as he slips his mouth all over my collar bone and back up my neck as he makes love to me. 

"you make me feel so good Rainer" I whimper as his hand slips over my breast, up my chest and behind my neck and into my hair, tipping my head back up gently as he kisses me.

I've got tears in my eyes, and he frowns slightly.

"you make me feel so good" I cry softly and he kisses my mouth softly as I choke on a small sob.

"shhh" he whispers. "I've got you Galas"

he says and I grab onto his back, my nails digging into his back as he goes deeper, harder, it's still slow, and it only makes me feel my emotions for him even harder. Tears streak down my face, hes kissing each tear that falls. I don't have to be the Giselle I was always forced to be around my family. I don't have to be tough, I dont have to hold up the walls I built to defend me from my mothers harsh words, or my fathers cowardly refusal to involve himself or put an end to it. I dont have to pretend it doesnt fucking hurt. And I dont have to pretend that I'm not falling apart inside. 

"rainer" I sob his name and he grabs my face, kisses me softly.

"I've got you" he says. "it's okay" he nudges his noses along my cheek and kisses it and then grabs my head gently, cradling it as he brings his mouth to my ear.

"I've got you Galas, i've always got you" he whispers and kisses my neck and I close my eyes, tears slipping back into my hair line as I let Rainer Rancourt begin to undo the damage that others have done. 

I don't have to be ashamed, that I'm crying while making love to someone for the first time. Because Rainer Rancourt has always loved me more than anyone else ever has. 

It hurts. It hurts to know the man making love to me is the only person that's ever truly loved me. It hurts knowing I deserved better and he's the only one to ever agree. It hurts so fucking much and the tears don't stop as I feel more than just Rainer making love to me. I feel him everywhere, and feel this, him making love to me, healing a small part of me, that I thought would never deserve to have someone care for me. Too tall, too fat, too loud, too unlike my mother and sisters, too much personality, too opinionated for a man to deal with, all the things my mother grilled into my brain. 

I cling to the lifeline in front of me, my nails digging in his back, the only person who can save me, the only one that wanted to. 

"please" I cry as he thrusts, my hands sliding down his back and I grab his ass. 

"rainer" I choke on his name as he gives it to me harder. 

His one arm around my back, the other still cradling the back of my head as he kisses on my neck, and only now can hear his soft whispers as I go silent as I start to cum, my moan trapped in my throat, my body tensing as I feel myself give everything to him. 

"you're perfect, i love you, i've got you" he groans softly on my skin as I cum, a loud cry finally bursting through my throat, as hot tears streak into my hair, and he gently makes me look at him as I cum, with all the pain written all over my face, as he works to make it all go away. Pain put there by others, and erased by a man that fucking loves me.

"I know baby" he says and kisses my face, thrusting into me still. "I know" he whispers and keeps going and I clench and grab his ass again, his cock making me cum again, as I scream. 

I'm shaking as I feel it everywhere, my toes curling as I wrap my legs around his thighs and then my arms around his neck and kiss him hard, and he groans.

"I've got you Galas" he groans, grabbing my ass and lifting me off the sink and then stands there with me as I ride him, kissing him desperately. Wanting him to erase everything all at once, and knowing it's impossible. 

"make it stop" I beg him as I cry. "make it stop hurting" I plead with him and see the pained look on his face , but I kiss him again.

The bath is forgotten, and I'm carried to his bedroom where Rainer lays me down and gives me what I need. He takes me out of my mind, makes all the bad stuff go away, even if for just a little while. He makes love to me till my mind is silent and it's only him and me.