EroticReverie

Shayna Sellars

I'm standing off to the side of the stage as the guys play onstage. My eyes watching all of them going from one to the next, and stealing peeks at the crowd , banging their heads to the music, and screaming the lyrics back to them. 

A laugh bursts from me as Wild Midnight comes up in the set list, and Rio pulls a pair of heart shaped sunglasses out of his pocket and puts them on. Over their black masks, Finch, behind his drums, lifts his hands, sliding the sunglasses over the mask the best he can, and Aamon doing the same over his. When I look at Casimir at the opposite end of the stage, slide on the pink pair, I know it's being done with a growl, and even though I cant hear it, i can. I can hear his grumpy grumble as he pushes them onto his eyes. They wont stay on, I know that much. they move too much , and they're not big enough anyways, but I get a little too fucking emotional over seeing all four of them wearing the sunglasses they bought at the airport the other day. All heart shaped, Cas's hot pink, Aamon, bright green, Finch , red, and Rio's yellow.

This is real. I tell myself as my eyes water, and I see all of them looking to the side , while Rio talk into the microphone, giving the same introduction to the song. Telling them its about a wild girl, and a wild night. I see the small smirk on his face through his face paint as I stand there smiling like a huge fucking idiot, and swipe my cheeks, his head cocking slightly, and I can tell that he and the others can see the tears in my eyes, and know that the silly little gesture, has my heart in all of their fucking hands right now.

The songs starts, and the sunglasses slip off Finch, and then Aamon and then Cas, Rio's stay on the entire song, he pushes them back up each time they slip, cause he's able to catch them unlike the others who wouldnt even be able to play if they kept trying to keep them on the masks. When the song is over, I want to run out on stage, and kiss all their handsome faces, but know I can't, so I press my fingers my lips, blowing them kisses when they all look over at the end, tears still running down my cheeks. 

I'm in love. I'm fucking in love with five people all at once, and I can't believe this is my fucking life. 

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Halfway through the next song, I'm able to calm myself down and reign in my emotions. Rio's sunglasses are off for this song, tucked back into his pocket , which makes it easier to calm myself. 

A few people back stage are standing around, and I assume their either venue workers or roadies, or whoever. A few I notice are the guys from the other band that opened, they're new and it's their first time opening for the guys. They have an entourage of about six guys and a dozen girls. I'm not sure if they're girlfriends, or groupies, and don't really care. They're all having fun, drinking and the girls are singing along to the guys on stage, and so am I.

A few more songs go by, and the guys are about halfway through their set , playing one of my favorite songs of theirs called Marksman, when I notice a guy standing right beside me, but slightly behind. I give a friendly smile, then turn my attention back to the stage, banging my head to the music and then throwing my hand in the air, with a fist as everyone screams the chorus along with Rio. 

I watch Cas's mask look towards the side of the stage i'm on, and at the same time I feel the guy behind me even closer, standing right ontop of me. Instinctively I turn my head and look up at him. He's not much taller than me, maybe six foot. He's a good looking guy, but I dont get good vibes from him at all. 

"Oh sorry!" I yell over the music , even though im not the one breathing down someone elses neck and then go to step forward with a polite smile and face back to the stage, and continue to sing along, but half a dozen words later, he's right back ontop of me, and his hand is on my waist.

"Nothing to be sorry for" he says loudly, leaning down and yelling in my ear.  Immediately I brush his hand off my side. I turn my head to look back at him. 

He just smiles, leans down and makes me feel like I've got a slime coat on my fucking skin when he tells me to "Relax" and puts his hand back on my waist, it's more firm this time, his grips it. 

"Please dont" I say loudly and have to actively peel his hand off my waist the time.

"Oh come on" he laughs. 

"Let's have a good time baby" he says, and this time, fucking wraps his arm around me and I yelp, my lower lip trembling. I heard a wonky cord, a thud and the speakers give a wearid feedback for a moment. My eyes going to the stage, my breath catching, Casimir is already halfway across the stage, storming over, ripping off his mask, throwing it the ground and I shriek, and only then does the guy manage to look up to see six foot four inches of doom , heading right for him. 

Finch has stopped playing the drums, noticing Casimir first, then his eyes on me, dropping his drumsticks, pushing off his seat and jumping off the platform, the creeps arm is still around me. It all happens so fast, but then Aamon and Rio are noticing in the next second, looking and seeing me in distress right as Casimir reaches me.

His grip on my arm is rough, but I know it's not meant to hurt me, even though it does as he pulls me from the man, just like he'd done at the festival that night I met them all. I seemed to attract creeps, other than the four of them. Finch reaches us, the crowd going silent as they watch the commotion right behind the curtain at the side of the stages, the people on the other side in the audience can see it all clearly, as Casimir pushes me back, Finch catching me as I stumble and I Casimir grabs the guy by the shirt.

No questions asked. Casimir punches him right in the face. I jump , seeing the instant river of blood running down the mans face, my eyes going wide as I jump. 

"Think you get to fucking put your hands women like that?" he asks and the guy is already in tears, cursing. Wondering what the fuck is going on, the other guys from the other band, just standing there, trying to talk Cas down. I know they guy isnt in their band, but I'm pretty sure he's with them. 

"think you get to touch MY fucking girl like that?!" he growls and socks him again in the face, and fuck, Angry Casimir, is fucking terrifying. Even if I know none of that anger is towards me, it still makes me shake and sends chills down my spine. 

There's so much shouting, but Casimir isn't hearing any of it. Is this what he did to my ex? when he went there to "Handle" him for what he put me through? I swallow, my eyes, wide as sauce as Cas punches him in the stomach, making the guy keel over forward, Casimir , grabs his shoulder and knees him in the ribs, sending him crashing to the floor. 

"cas!" Aamon, and Rio are both trying to pull him off the guy. 

Cas is the only one who saw it all out of the four of them, the rest dont know, I had to remove the guys hands from me multiple times before he snatched me in his arm. 

Rio's an inch taller that Cas, and Aamon only an inch shorter, but the two of them are thin built, where Casimir is a fucking house of muscle. He's bulkier and bigger than the rest and Rio and Aamon have zero chance of pulling him off the guy as Cas hold him by the shirt, no longer hitting him, but growling and yelling in his face.

"I SAW YOU MOTHERFUCKER" 

"I SAW YOU PUT YOUR FUCKING HANDS ON HER" 

"SAW HER PUSH THEM OFF"

"BUT YOU HAD TO KEEP ON FUCKIN TOUCHIN HER"

"YOU DONT FUCKING DISRESPECT ANY FUCKING WOMAN" HE GROWLS.

"AND YOU DEFINITELY DONT DISRESPECT MINE" HE SAYS THEN RELEASES ON HAND FROM HIS SHIRT AND PUNCHES HIM AGAIN

"CAS!" I scream, the punch knocking the offender out cold, he punches him again in the face and I scream so loud I think I make myself go deaf. 

Aamon and Rio finally pull Cas away, security is finally there, there's blood all over Casimir's hands, and I screech as Aamon and Rio kick the guy in the side, I flinch in Finch's arms. 

Apparently hearing Casimir yell at him, and what he was yelling at him for, was enough that they had to get a hit in as well. 

Neil is there, his face red as an apple, yelling at the three of them to get back, pushing and shoving them, doing what the security guards are too afraid to do, because now there not just one pissed off guy, there's three, and thankfully Finch is holding me upright, otherwise he'd probably have his part in it too. 

The crows is yelling, and I cant tell if it's for the fight, for them wanting the band back on the stage. But I look at Cas as he finally looks away from the guy on the ground. My eyes go wide. His face is fucking terrifying right now. But it softens just the slightest bit as he walks over to me. 

"Did I hurt you?" he growls. I can hear the harsh breaths of air through his nose as his chest rises and falls rapidly.

"n-no" I shake my head. 

"Did he hurt you?" Cas tosses his head slightly , indicating the man passed out cold on the ground. I shake my head. 

Finch kisses the back of my head, then Casmir is lifting his hands to my face.

"you good?" he asks. 

Am I good? I just watched him beat the shit of some guy, this time, I actually saw it, to think that's what he did to my ex, that he was capable of that. Scared me, but also turned me on, but the fear was what had me shaking.

"Cas you could have killed him." I say. 

"And he'd deserve it" he growls. and I just look at him. 

"Cas" I say shaking my head. 

But Finch releases me and Cas pulls me to him and lifts me right off the ground and I want to yell at him, but I dont, I wrap my legs around him, his hands grabbing my ass, my arms wrapping around his neck as I bury my face in his neck.

"Let's get you out of here Midnight" he whispers, one hand lifting to cradle my head and I nod. Neil is yelling, following Casimir and I can't bear to lift my eyes and see how fucking angry he is right now. I've disrupted things, yet again. That man was going to fucking hate me. 

"he's going to fucking hate me" I sniffle.

"nobody gets to hate you...and i'll break him in two if he's fucking rude to you" Casimir gruffs.

"You cant just beat up everyone who disrespects me or is mean to me" I sniffle,.

"I can. and I will" he grumbles and I squeeze him tighter. 

Neil is catching up, yelling at Casimir as he barges out the back door. 

"Shut the fuck up Neil!" Casimir bellows, his voice angry and scary and vibrating his entire body and I squeeze my arms tighter, burying my face deeper in his neck. 

"give me a god damn minute!" he yells and then storms to the bus. Neil doesnt follow and Casimir carries me onto the bus and sets me on the little counter in the kitchen area, and cups my face, and makes me look at him.

"Are you scared of me?" he frowns. 

I shake my head. "You're scary..but Im not scared of you. I know you won't hurt me. "

"good" he says and then his jaw flexes and he studies my face.

My eyes are on his as they flit all over my face.

"How did you do it Midnight?" he asks nearly inaudible.

"Do what?" I ask , my brows pinching.

"How did you make me love you so fucking much?" he growls. My breath hitches, caught somewhere in my chest as he crushes his lips to mine. 

"I didnt know a single thing about you, other than what you made me fucking feel that night....and i still dont know, so fucking much of who you are...but there's nothing I wont fucking do for you...i'm fucking consumed by you Midnight..." He growls angrily and crashes his mouth to mine again. 

"I fucking love you" he growls and I whimper, his hands pulling off my shirt, parting our mouth just long enough to lift it off me. 

"i love you too" I moan, and it only makes his growl more, and his hands are rougher as he grabs me, lifting me off the counter to set me down as he undoes my pants and then lifts me right back onto the counter and pulls them off.

"say it again" he groans into my mouth as he grabs his shirt. Pulling from my mouth as he lifts his own shirt off. 

"I love you" I pant as he undoes his pants. 

"fuck, say it again" he groans as kicks off his boots and then his pants and strokes his cock as I undo my bra and throw it off me and to the floor, speading my legs. 

"I love you Casimir" I moan, my hands sliding to his sides, and then to his ass as he pushes his cock inside of me, and I gasp, his hands on my face as he keeps his face closer to mine, thrusting into me. It's deep and hard, but it's slow. 

"again" he groans. 

"I love you" I nearly cry. He kisses my cheek, and I realize, I am crying. 

"Again" he groans, and then kisses my mouth. 

"I love you" I whine against his mouth, his cock so fucking deep with each thrust, but still slow, knocking litle cries from my lips before he demands the same words from me over and over again.

"You fucking own me Midnight, you own every fucking part of me" he groans.

"You own me" I say the words back and he groans and kisses me again. Picking me up off the counter, pushing through to the back of the bus and then leaning over the bed, his cock never leaving me as he lays me down and starts to fuck me again.

"Cas" I cry. 

"shhh" he whispers, kissing me and then kissing down my neck.

One hand slides up his back, the other grabbing his ass as he thrusts into me hard and slow still. 

"fuck" I cry, "Oh my god Cas" I cling to him. 

"who's is it baby?" he whispers and I clench.

"yours" I answer. "it's yours, it's always yours" 

He groans. 

"I love you Shayna" he whispers on my neck. 

"I love you too" I choke on the words, then he's kissing me again as he fucks me slowly, less deep, not as hard and it's even softer than the night at the hotel when I'd snuck into his hotel room and spent the night with him. 

"next person that lays a fucking finger on you, loses their fucking hand" he groans as he fucks me slowly. 

"Cas" I moan. 

"nobody touches my girl, nobody disrespects you, and if they do, i'll handle it...every..fucking..time" he groans as he thrusts deeper again, my back arching.

"You're with me tonight" he groans. "You're not leaving my fucking sight for the rest of the night" 

I nod, breathlessly, and he kisses me as I cum, cursing against his mouth as I cry. I'm fucking crying as I orgasm and Cas groans. 

"say it for me Midnight, say it" he groans. 

I force the words out as I cum. 

"I love you" I cry "I lo..i love you" I say, legs shaking as he groans, and goes harder, faster, fucking me as he leans up, grabbing my hips and I arch my back so hard I hear it crack and my hands are reaching above my head, pushing at the bed, as I cum again , screaming at the top of my lungs that I love him. 

"You're mine forever Midnight" he growls. "Forever" he repeats, jerking his hips, cumming inside of me as groans my fucking name. 

"Shaynaaaa" he draws it out and I fucking love the sound of my name on his lips when he cums. And I know im going to be begging to hear him call me by it more often. I loved them calling me Midnight.  But I loved hearing them say my name, especially like this, especially now as Casimir finishes making love to me, collapsing forward, bracing himself on his arms over me, sliding his hands behind my head, cock still buried inside of me, leaving heavy kisses on cheeks, on my chin, on my lips, then on my nose, on my forehead, and muttering against my forehead.

"I've never felt happy Shayna...not till I made you mine" he groans and I clasp my hand to his back, then wrap my arms around him, my shaking legs, wrapping around him and I hug his large frame to me as tightly as I can.

"i love you" I whisper to him. "Forever....i'm yours forever, i promise."