EroticReverie

Malachi - One Week Later

I've avoided the others, keeping myself and Eve locked away as much as possible in our room. I had to leave her today though, to go out with the others, a meeting that I didnt want to go to. I'd become addicted to what a good girl my pet was being. I'd been good to her...mostly. I lost control a few times, but not out of anger, out of pure lust. She made me a monster for her when she fucks me the way she does now. Her sweet little mouth kissing on me, moaning my fucking name on my lips as she kisses me. Eve loved to kiss. My little pet cherished those kisses and would do anything for them. I hadn't wanted her to have them before......and I'm afraid that Im beginning to not just want them, but need them. 

I'm laying in bed with her, letting her curl herself up against me, my cum dribbling from that sweet little cunt of hers. 

"What were you like as a kid?" she asks quietly and I give pause, and her finger stops tracing the tattoo on my chest. 

"Sorry." she says. 

I allowed her to speak more now, even found myself asking her questions or talking to her just to specifically hear that sweet, soft voice of hers. I was lengthening the leash I had her on, allowing her more freedom to think for herself instead of doing or saying only the things I wanted her to do and say. 

"I'm sorry Master." she says, her voice tinier now, a little nervous. She thinks I'm mad, but I just don't have anything good to tell her. That's why I'm giving pause. Because I don't want to lie to her, but I also want to give my sweet pet what she really wants. Which is a sweet little story about a little boy who skipped rocks or some shit, and skipped and frolicked without a care in the world. But I don't give her a reason for my silence. I let her think she's upset me instead, because I'm not ready to share my past with her.

"I love you." she whispers, nudging her cheek against my chest. "I'm sorry." My cock grows hard for her as she keeps apologizing for what she thinks she's done wrong. 

I could be honest with her. Tell her everything Im thinking in my head. That I'm not ready, and I cant give her the kind of story of myself as a child that she's hoping for. I cant admit that Im worried about disappointing her. So Instead I grab her head gently, and push it down my chest, towards my cock. 

I take in a breath, watching her accept my silent command, my cock growing harder. She's so good. She's such a good girl. She's the most perfect little pet. 

Her mouth opens and she takes me in and I groan, closing my eyes and letting my head go back as I exhale, feeling her mouth suck at my tip, her body moving between my legs, kneeling as she hunches over and sucks my cock, her small hand working my length , her other hand working my balls and I groan. 

I say nothing. I let her suck me off. I try to think of something else, to take me out of my head, because Eve's mouth is so god damn sweet to me. Kissing me all over , sucking my cock. She's such a good girl for me and that alone makes it harder and harder not to cum each day. The longer she goes on like this, being such a fucking perfect girl, that harder it is to control my release. Every breath she takes , there's fucking risk of me spontaneously busting a load all over myself. 

"are you mad at me?" she asks with a breath , licking my cock with her tongue, making me lift my head and look down at her. God, her fucking eyes on me, those sad little eyes, and she's afraid she's in trouble with me, afraid she's upset me.

"no....just keep sucking" I say simply and she fights the little pout on her face, but I see it, it's there for a flash. 

"you're mad at me....tell me how to make it up to you master" she speaks against my cock and kisses it. "tell me how to make you love me more" 

My nostrils flare and I growl, grabbing her arm, pulling her right up, yanking her over me and then shifting, throwing her onto her back as I move. It's quick and Eve is yelping, whimpering as I manhandle her, and throw her legs open. 

"you couldnt possibly...make me love you any fucking more than I already do" I snarl and then slam my cock into her. 

I watch her face as agony floods her face, I watch the bulge in her fucking stomach on the next thrust, as I make her fucking cunt take me as deep as I can fucking get. She's screaming, tears instantly springing to her eyes and she screams for me to stop. 

I can't though. I fucking can't. 

Her body thrashes and I grab her arms, slamming them to the bed as I thrust violently into her cunt. My cunt. Mine. She's mine. My pet. Mine. She's mine. My Eve. Mine. She's mine. My precious fucking little sweetheart, with her sweet little mouth that's always kissing on me. Now it's screaming for me. Stop. Stop. She want's me to stop, but I can't. I grunt, slamming my cock into her over and over as she sobs, she's speaking to me, but I've blacked out. I need this. I need this. I need to fuck her as hard as I can. She's mine. I can't be good right now. I want to, and I cant. 

She screams my name, choking on cries, her body fighting me. I drive my cock into her harder. No mercy. 

I register the fact she passes out, I register the loss of her beautiful screams, the pain knocking her out as It's done before. I keep fucking. I keep claiming. I keep going, not stopping, never stopping. I can't. Harder. Harder. Deeper. My eyes go to her face, her limp arms, I pull on them, pulling her limp frame from the bed and up into my lap. I hold her , passed out, in my lap as I wrap my arms around her tight and keep fucking her pussy, bouncing her body with my thrusts as I hold onto her. My pet. My doll. Mine. Mine. 

Her body jerks and a hiss falls from her lips a gasp, a scream, she's back, and she's crying again. 

I don't stop. I take her pussy. I take it again with her on her back. I flip her over, taking it that way, I take her on her her side. I take her ontop of me, her body not able to even sit up right as she sobs. 

She passes out twice more before I'm even close to being done. 

I take her again standing up, her limbs useless to her as I fuck her and her exhausted body hangs limp around me as she goes quiet. Her cries barely there, her mind somewhere else as I continue to lose my mind and go wild with lust. 

I throw her back onto the bed, her body flailing, the sight of it, so helpless, making me need to cum all over her. I spread her legs, jerking myself off as I look over her, her eyes are blank , staring off at the side of the room. My hand reaching forward, grabbing her jaw,turning her head to me, making her face look at mine. So pretty. My pet is so fucking pretty, even when broken, even when she's no longer there behind those eyes. I broke her again. I didn't mean to. Didn't want to. Had to. I had to.

"I love you" I groan to her, through my clenched jaw as I jerk myself off over her body. My cum hitting her stomach, shooting far over her, my cock is in my hand, near her cunt, but shooting my load up between her tits and over her neck. I aim the rest onto her stomach, her cunt. Groaning as her eyes look at me with that vaccant stare, her eyes red and puffy from crying. 

My cum is spent, and I groan , breathing hard, coming back to myself, slowly, swallowing hard as I look at her eyes. They're still on me, not even blinking. They close slowly, and her head drops to the side, turning away. 

"Pet..." I breathe, wincing slightly, realizing what I've done. I didnt mean to break her. 

"I didn't mean to hurt you." I say. "I ....I had to Eve. It's not....I can't control it." I say in my defense.

"Pet...please..." I say , feeling emotion in my throat. Emotion that never fucking challenged me till recently. Because of her. She was doing this to me. Making me care about her, making me love her. Making me want to be good, for her. But i'd never be able to be good to her the way she wants. I was always going to be this. A monster. 

"Can I go shower please?" she asks, without looking at me. 

I back up and allow her room and her lower lip trembles as she pushes up , still not looking at me. 

"Pet" I say, gently grabbing her chin as she stands, lifting her face to me. She allows me to touch her , to make her look at me. Still following my commands. 

I lean down. Maybe if I kiss her. She loves when I kiss her. If I show her I want her to feel good ...

She turns her head from me. 

"I'd like to shower please." she says softly. 

"Pet..." I say and she lifts her hand to mine, and pushes it away from her face. 

"I'm going to take a shower. Then I'd like to go to bed. " she says.

I drop my hand, anger coursing through me. I wanted to hurt her for punishing me for something I couldnt control. It was the monster inside of me. Not me, not the man she somehow sees there inside of me. The part of me that's been lost forever. My hand flexes, the monster wanting to smack her. I step back before it wins. 

I exhale hard when she's out of sight, and in the bathroom. 

I sit on the bed, place my head in my hands, gripping my hair, pulling at it. Slapping my head. Hitting it. Punching it. I scream. 

The water runs and I keep hitting my head, pulling my hair and listening to the monster, fighting it. 

I get up, storming to the bathroom, not sure who is going to win when I get in there. Which version of me is my pet going to get? 

I let the door fly open and she jumps behind the glass, and I hear something drop to the bottom of the shower, pulling the door open. My eyes going to hers, they're still red, and even though her face is wet, I can tell she's crying again. My eyes flick down. 

The water is pink....my eyes lift, following the curling red trail winding its way down the side of her leg, my eyes catching the razor on the floor of the shower before they lift further, following the red. My eyes flare as they land on her wrist. 

"What the fuck is that?" I clench my jaw and step into the shower, grabbing her by the forearm and lifting it. My blood fucking boiling as I look at her wrist. The cuts are shallow, they are more like slivers, it takes me a split second to realize it's not life threatening. She'd been trying....if I hadnt come in here? What then? My eyes burn as I look down at her. I feel hurt, I feel...scared.  I feel angry. I feel....sad. 

"You don't get to leave me." I say. My jaw clenched and she pulls at her arm. 

"Let go of me" she argues, crying as her blood runs down her wrists. 

"you dont get to leave me!" I yell at her. but it's not anger....it's fucking more than that. Her eyes come to mine. 

"YOU DONT GET TO LEAVE ME!" my voice bellows, and cracks. It fucking cracks and I feel the sting in my eyes making my eyes blurry, they're wet. My fucking eyes are wet and now my cheeks. Her lower lip trembles, her brows pinching.

"you dont get to leave" I force the words out again and I drop. 

I drop to my fucking knees and wrap my one arm around her legs, the other at the small of her back as I hold my cheek to her stomach. 

"please" I barely speak the fucking word.  "Please dont leave me"