EroticReverie

Eve

I was too scared. Too scared to push down harder on my skin. But I'd done enough to damage to scare him. That wasnt even my intention, I just wanted to get out. Out of here. Away from here, away from him. Where he couldnt hurt me anymore or break me. Away from here, so I could stop falling for someone that was the last person on earth I should be falling for. He thinks I don't really love him....but I do. I don't know how....but I do. I told myself I'd be the one to manipulate him. That he was fucking crazy and I could pretend to love him, pretend to be his,....but then...pretending.....I hadnt realized just how dangerous it was.  To catch glimpses of the man I could and had fallen in love with....the one who let me kiss him whenever I wanted. The one who was gentle with my body when having sex with me. The one who kept me from the others now, not willing to risk anyone else laying a finger on me or hurting me.  But...the other part of him was still there.....and as much as I wanted to believe that maybe one day, it would just go away,....that I could love him enough to heal him. God, I'm so stupid. I know my brain is fucked up and brainwashed and im going just as crazy as him and the others already are. How can I want him so much? Why am I wrapping my arms around the head of a sobbing man , on his fucking knees for me, with apologies spilling from his lips, and promises to do better for me, pleading with me to stay with him. 

Emotion clogs my throat, and suddenly, the tears I was crying, aren't for me, aren't for wanting to get out of here, but instead for the giant man crying like a baby in my arms, begging me not to "leave". 

His hand takes the back of my wrist, his mouth brushing the cuts that bled worse than they looked, they are still bleeding , but both of us know it's not going to do a damn thing to take me from him. 

"don't leave me" he whispers against my wrist. "don't ever leave me Eve, please, promise me you wont leave, don't leave, don't leave" he says, his lips wet and red with my blood and then his tongue licks at the wounds. 

"i'll be good, i'll be good , i'll be so good" he makes promises he can't keep and I close my eyes, and he lets go of my wrist and then kisses my stomach.

"I'll be good to you" he says, kissing lower. 

"Malachi" I whisper, because I wasnt even in the mood , but that never matters. 

"Malachi dont" I say as he kisses my pussy. 

"I have to" he says. "I have to show you that I can be good" 

I close my eyes, my fingers sinking into his hair as his mouth pushes to my pussy, his tongue pushing over my clit and my breath hitches. My body instantly in the mood, because unfortunately, that's what "good" Malachi is capable of. Making me stupid, making me melt, making me want to be his. 

"Malachi, please" I whimper. 

"tell me you still love me" he groans against my pussy. "tell me you're still in love with me" 

He groans and sucks my clit, licking as he sucks and I gasp. 

"i love you" I answer him. 

"stop hurting me" I plead with him. "stop hurting me like that" 

"I cant" he growls, licking at my clit. "you know i cant.....but i love you...i dont want to do it Eve...i dont....you cant leave me....you cant go anywhere Eve...I need you" he groans, between licks. 

"Malachi" I moan, his hand gently lifting my leg over his shoulder, leaving me to balance on one leg. One I barely need as Malachi grabs my ass, pushing up and lifting me right onto my tip toe as I grasp his hair , my back leaning against the shower as he eats my pussy, licking me wildly and then lifts my other leg right up over his shoulder and I gasp. He kneels with me on his shoulders, my pussy on his face as my back and shoulders push against the tile, my feet pushing against his back as I rock my hips, my ass in his hands, giving me all the support I need. 

"Malachi!" I cry his name, panting, my wrist still turning the water pink, but slowing, and I watch the water stream into his hair as I clutch his hair and ride his mouth. 

"say youll never leave me" he growls into my cunt. 

I let out a cry and buck my hips harder, fucking his mouth.

"I'll..never...leave" I pant. 

"Say you love me" he groans. 

"I love you!" I cry. "I love you! I love you" i repeat with each desperate roll of my hips. 

"Malachi!" I cry, cumming hard, shaking and screaming as my orgasm goes quickly, too quickly and my body is a fucking shaking mess as he gently lowers me onto his lap. He's hard, and his cock presses against my pussy as I whimper, my insides are fucking sore and battered from he'd done to me tonight. I don't even know how long it had lasted. We both blacked out I suppose. Because I believe Malachi. Maybe I was dumb to. But I believed him that he didn't want to hurt me anymore. That he wanted to be good. But....he still did....and he would again. We both know he will. 

I wrap my arms tighter around his neck, and bury my face in his neck as he holds me. 

"I can't leave you Malachi....I want to sometimes....but I can't." I admit and he holds me tighter. 

"I hurt you....bad....i'm sorry...i'm trying" he says , kissing the side of my head. "I'm trying Eve...I really am." 

I squeeze my arms around him tighter.

"Say you love me Malachi" I whisper. 

He groans as I use his words on him. 

"I love you." he says.

"Tell me i'm not just your pet....that I'm more than that" 

"You're so much more than that." he says and then leans his head back and looks down at me and takes my face in one hand, his eyes all over my face.

"You're everything I've ever wanted." he says, and I watch the pain in his eyes, the sadness. 

"I'm broken Eve. And I dont think I can fix it." he says and I nod. 

"I know." I say softly.

""Do you really love me?" he asks, sounding like a little kid. So insecure and unsure , and desperate for love. It hurts to see. Even if a man like him. 

I nod. "I do." 

"You can be honest." he says as the water starts to run warm in the shower around us. 

"I love you." I say simply and then kiss him, pulling my mouth to his and he exhales through his nose and his hands slide up my back and then down, and grab my ass as he kisses me back. 

"I want to go to bed,..I want you to just hold me" I whisper on his mouth, even though I'm grinding on his cock slightly. 

"anything you want pet, anything for you" he says and I kiss him again. 

"will you tell me about you as a kid?" I ask and he pauses and pulls back and he swallows. 

"If that's what you want." he says. 

I smile softly and I nod. 

"that's what I want." I say gently. 

"and i'll tell you about me too.......if you want" I shrug, feeling a bit embarrassed. 

I see him smile as he nods. " I want that." 

 It lights up his sad eyes, turning them a different shade of green. And Malachi is the most beautiful man in the world when he smiles. Even if it doesnt show his perfect teeth. But his smile, is to die for..........and it scares me...that one day....I might.