EroticReverie

Hudson Holliday

I spend all day fucking wallowing inside of my head. Sydney is right. Maybe she’s scared. But it’s my fault that she’s scared. And yeah, I guess it’s a big ask to jump into something when at the end of the week, we’d be at the same place we were four years ago. Be having to leave , her staying here. And she wasn’t eighteen anymore. She couldn’t just pickup and leave. She had her job , her friends, her life was here. Not in California like mine. And what did I want? What did I expect to happen? For us to do this long distance? No. Fuck no. I wanted her to be with me. Physically. I wanted my hands on her and my mouth on her. I wanted to be able to hold her and touch her and see her everyday.  It wasn’t fair for me to expect her to come with me and I was about to be given a large promotion at the beginning of next year. I was killing it in California and I actually liked my job. But did I love it more than Sydney? No. I didn’t. Was I ready to throw away my second chance at getting it right and getting the girl? No.  

The day has been torture. My other brother Harlen and his husband Steven showed up with their three kids. My mother and father showed up shortly after that. And of course they all adored Sydney , the kids loved her.  And even though they weren’t meant to really have to babysit the kids until the two days of Christmas parties , the kids were stuck like glue to Nikki and Sydney. I felt like a desperate fool. I was jealous of my brothers kids having all of her attention. Watching her laugh and play with them and keep them occupied while me and my family talked was pure torture. 

It was easy to picture her as a mother. Did she even want kids? Picturing her smiling and laughing with kids of our own had me in my fucking feelings all day long. 

After the kids are put to bed later in the night , Nikki and Sydney join the rest of us for a drink. Sydney politely declines and Nikki assured her that it’s fine and one drink is okay. My mother jumping in to also tell her she just “has” to have a spiced apple toddy with us. So Sydney accepts and sits with Nikki on the opposite side of the living area. 

We play a round of Pictionary , the women against the men. Of course, the women win and I can’t help but smile as I learn that Sydney is pretty artistic. All of her drawings guessed easily by the other women. 

We all have one more drink and then my parents say their good nights and the rest of us linger for a bit longer till my brothers and their spouses decide it’s time to get some sleep as well. 

Nikki and Sydney take that as their queue and stand to go to bed and I stand and walk over to Sydney. Nikki clears her throat and then says Goodnight to me , giving Sydney a look that I can’t decipher and then walking away. 

I sigh the second we’re alone and she looks up at me. 

“Am I a bastard if I ask you if we’re still going in the hot tub?” I ask. 

I see the small lift of her mouth and maybe it’s the spiced apple toddy’s or just the fact that she actually wants to. 

“I’ll get my swim suit.” She says and I swallow and nod. 

“Meet you back down here?” She asks I nod again. 

Ten minutes later. I’m standing at the back door in a pair of swim trunks with two towels as Sydney comes into view , in the small red bikini and a towel over her arm. She looks so fucking hot that I want to drop to my knees and beg her to fucking take me back. There was no way I’d ever find anyone even close to her. She was it. She was everything and I wanted her to be mine again. 

“My eyes are up here” she teases and I lift my eyes from her body to her face and smile softly. 

“You have the most incredible body, and a face  I’d kill for” I say and she bites the side of her lip. 

“I don’t want to talk tonight. Not about us anyways.” She says and I nod. 

“Whatever you want” I agree barely breathing and she gestures to the door. 

“Let’s go pervert” she says and force a smile because while I wanted to just get my hands on her. It was killing me to have to keep my mouth shut about us. About what I wanted and what I’d do to have her. Because I’d do fucking anything. 

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Sydney gets into the hot tub carefully. Sinking down till she’s mostly under the water and I slide in next and put the jets on high and the lights on which are currently red. 

By the time we’re settled , the motion light at the back door goes off and it’s just the moon through the trees surrounding the cabin , and the red light in the jacuzzi, and the snow around us that light up the night. 

“Please tell me you’re not going to sit across from me the whole time” I say and she smiles slightly and shrugs. 

“Maybe if you ask nicely I’ll come over there” she says. 

“Please come over here.” I say with an exhale and she smiles slightly and moves through the water and slips right up onto my lap, straddling me. 

My hands go to her thighs. Skimming over her submerged skin, my hands gliding to her ass as pulling her closer against me , my dick growing hard the second shed started moving toward me. 

“Please kiss me” I whisper looking up at her as she runs her hands up my chest and over my shoulder and up my neck and to my face. 

She brings her mouth close , her lips barely touching mine as she keeps her hands on my face. My chin lifting slightly steal her lips and she pulls back just slightly with a small smirk. 

“Snowflake..” her nickname on my lips is a plea. “Please” 

“Shh” she hushes me softly and and keeps teasing my lips as she grinds slowly on my lap and I groan , cursing softly under my breath. 

She continues the slow teasing and the torture of her mouth as she kisses the corner of my mouth and down my neck and I groan. She shifts and slips off my lap. 

“What are you…” I groan as her hands reach under the water and grab my swim trunks. 

“Take these off Hudson” she says , her voice a soft husky purr that has me fucking shaking as I lift my hips and let her draw them down. 

The wet fabric hits the side of the hot tub with a wet slap as she sets them down and then slips back onto my lap. 

My hands going to her hips. Finding the strings of her bikini , I pull one of them. My eyes on her. Ready to stop if she says so. But she only looks at me and move her pussy against my dick, rocking slowly in my lap. 

My fingers pull the other string and I drag the fabric away from her body. Feeling it slip over my dick until her bare cunt is sitting flush against my cock. I groan. Adding her bottoms to the wet pile of clothes. 

My hands go to her hips and I push against her. Grinding against her and feeling her soft pussy glide over my dick. Her pussy lip hugging me and her clit pushing against me. 

“My god, you feel so fucking good Snowflake” I whisper and then slide my hands up her back. My fingers taking the strings and pulling at her top and she sits up and I pull the top away. Throwing her top to the side with the rest of our clothes as my eyes drop to her tits. Sitting above the water. Her nipples are the prettiest I’ve ever seen. 

“They’re cold Hudson” she says as I stare at her tits. Her hand slipping behind my head and she fists my hair and groan as she pulls me towards her chest. 

“Warm them up” she whispers and my mouth open and I take her left nipple into my mouth with a groan. Sucking it , my tongue pushing over her hard nipple and I groan. My mouth watering as it sucks the prettiest fucking pair of tits to ever exist. My hands are on her back pulling her into my greedy mouth. My face pressed into her breast and my tongue licking. Flicking her nipple and my head turning to go to the other as she moans quietly. 

“I thought id get to have your mouth on them” she moans. “Suck them Hudson, suck them” she moans as my mouth keeps sucking and my tongue keeps licking. Her bare pussy riding my lap and grinding on my cock as she moans quietly and gasps as I gently bite her nipple and tug. 

“Fuck, yes, yeah baby” she moans as she encourages me. I’m groaning from her little pants and gasps as I take turns on her nipples. Sucking them hard and then soft , flicking my tongue over them. Teasing them with circles around her areolas. Her shoulders shifting to place her nipple on my tongue  when I spend more than a few seconds without contact. 

“Fuck you have the best tits” I groan as I scoop them from underneath in my hands and push them up and together and drag my tongue across them. One nipple to the other as her head goes back and she puts both hands on the back of my head. Shoving her gorgeous tits in my face. I rub my face all over them. Groaning and then flicking her right nipple and biting it again. A bit harder this time and she lets out little whine and gasps as I tug her nipple with me as I pull my mouth and teeth away from her. Her wet nipple sliding from my teeth and she groans.

“More” she pants. “More” she breathes as I do the same to the other and her hips pick up speed and she bucks against me. The water moving and waves sloshing against the side of the hot tub. 

I nip them again.  One then the other and her moans grow louder and I don’t bother to quiet her because nobody can see us from where the hot tub is tucked against the side of the cabin and I doubt anyone can even hear her.  

“Make me cum” she moans. “Make me cum Hudson” she moans and my hands grab her ass and I pull her hard against me and her toys push against my upper chest as she brings her mouth to mine. Crashing down over my lips and her hot little whimper spill over my mouth and into it as she rides my lap faster. 

“Your cock feels so good against my pussy” she cries and I groan loudly. Because fucking hell. She was right. We felt so good together. No matter what we did. Her body belongs against mine. 

“Rub that pretty little cunt on my cock Snowflake” I groan. 

“Yeah” she pants. “Fuck” her head goes back and I groan. My mouth covering her neck. Sliding down to her tits. Kissing them. Biting them softly and then lifting her one breast and sucking it hard into my mouth as she cries out. Her orgasm making her cry out and I keep my mouth on her nipple. Groaning as my hips move. Groaning against her skin as I follow her over the edge. My cum shooting into the water as her pussy pushes against me , Sydney riding out the rest of her orgasm and then panting as I jerk my hips and the last of my cum leaves my dick.  

She pants and then grabs my face. Kissing my mouth as she trembles and I breathe hard and heavy and she moans softly. Kissing me with her tongue slipping past my lips and mine meeting hers as she settles her hips and her hands slip over my chest and down it, holding my sides as she brushes her mouth from mine and over my jaw and down my neck. 

“I wanna cum with you , all night” she breathes against my neck and I groan. 

“Yes” I answer with an exhale and she moans and I feel her teeth bite gently on my neck and her mouth suck and then lick the same spot and then her lips brushing back up my neck.

“I want my mouth on you Hudson…I want to suck your cock so bad” she whimpers and my dick throbs. Staying hard for her and her words are so fucking good that it makes my dick hurt just thinking about her mouth on my dick. 

“You want to suck this dick Sydney?” I groan. 

“Yeah” she moans and licks my neck and brings her sweet soft lips to my ear. 

“I want to suck it right now Hudson, I want you me cock in my mouth” 

“Fuck” I groan. 

I shift slipping up in the water and her body slides back as I stand and sit on the edge of the hot tub. The cold air doing little to keep my cock from going down when I have the prettiest girl I’ve ever known slipping onto the seat on her knees and placing her hands on my thighs. My hand gripping my dick and stroking it as Sydney smiles up at me. 

“Tell me what you like” she asks. 

“Anything. Fucking anything Snowflake , anything you do to my cock with that mouth is going to be heaven”