Jackson James
I see her friend arrive. I also see her leave. I wait for the text to come, for a call, but it doesnt come till thirty minutes after the fact.
"Sugar butt?" I ask as I pick up my phone when she calls.
She laughs through obvious tears.
"Come over here." I say gently. "Come let me hold you."
"okay" she croaks through her tears and sniffles.
Five minutes later, I'm letting Liliana in through my back door as she sneaks out her own and over to me.
"Come here gorgoeus" I say, pulling her into my arms, and then inside, and closing the door and her eyes are puffy and red and she buries her head in my chest as I wrap my arms around her and place a hand at the back of her head, and a kiss to the top of it.
"You give her hell?" I ask. She nods.
"good, that's my girl" I whisper in her hair and she sniffles.
"I hate her....she just....she just walked into my room like always, like n-nothing happened...h-how can s-she be s-so fake...h-how long has s-she been doing that f-for?" she says though little sobs that break my heart.
"People are fucking heartless, they're selfish...and some of them are really good at lying to us..and to themselves."
"Come on, come inside" I say gently and bring her to the kitchen and pull out a chair at the table.
Without asking her if she wants any, I fix her a cup of tea as she tells me what happened, and what she said. I smile to myself, proud of her, for standing her ground and not letting her friend play the tears card on her, or the im so sorry, i never meant to hurt you apology speech, on her.
I sit down with her, sliding the tea over to her.
She looks at it. Then slips her hands around the cup. Her hand shaking.
"I dont want to see her ever again, or him...I cant stand to look at her...I dont think I can ever look at him again....I just cant." she says. I nod and listen as she tells me about how stupid she feels, how dumb it makes her feel to know they did it behind her back and just assumed she'd never find out. And I get it, and understand it all to well, cause it's the same thing that happened to me with my ex wife, cheating on me with my brother. I didnt only feel angry, sad, betrayed, and hurt. I felt increbily stupid for not even picking up on the fact she was having an affair.
"I get feeling stupid, I really do, but you're not stupid...you're just a good person...we're good people...and we don't expect the ones we love and trust to break that trust or be so careless with our hearts."
"Sorry, you must think im a baby, he's just...a highschool boyfriend, and YOU had it happen with your wife...you must think that i'm -"
"Stop that." I say and take her hand.
"Dont do that. Dont assume that I think your feelings and what you're going through aren't important, because you werent married to the fuckin kid. I don't think you're a baby, don't say that to me. It's insulting."
She blinks.
"I ...i didnt mean to-"
"I know...I may an asshole, but Id never invalidate someones else feelings, or think my pain or emotions are more important or worthy of misery than someone elses just because it's different circumstance...pain is pain...betrayal is betrayal...it all fuckin hurts Liliana. Dont ever think I would be that type of person."
"Sorry" she says softly and I just rub my thumb over the back of her hand.
"come here." I say and gently pull her hand. She slips the tea away and stands up and I pull her over to me, pulling her onto my lap, making her straddle me. I wrap my arms around her and let her rest her head on my shoulder.
I clutch her hair and close my eyes and kiss her head.
"It's their loss Liliana" I say and she nods.
"It still hurts." she sniffles.
"I know baby" I say softly and kiss her head again and she lifts it and looks at me.
"Can we just have sex?" she asks and I laugh softly and shake my head.
"Not right now...i think you need to just need to take a moment and process it all...we cant just fuck till you forget them."
"Why not? Sounds like a solid plan to me." she says and I laugh and cup her face.
"Because, it's not healthy." I say.
"neither is smoking." she eyes me and I smirk.
"I've cut back." I say. She rolls her eyes.
"I did." I say and poke her side a little with my finger and she smiles.
"Some little bird on a roof gave me shit for it." I say and she smiles and I wipe her tears from her cheeks and then kiss one, and then the other.
"I stopped going on the roof." she says.
"I know." I say and kiss her cheek again. "thank you"
"you need to quit smoking, it's not good for you" she says quietly as I keep kissing her cheeks, and then down to her jaw on one side.
"mmhm, working on it neighbor girl" I say and gently bite her neck and she grabs my sides, clutching my shirt.
She lets out a soft whimper as I bite her neck again.
"Maybe we can...." I groan. "let you process it all later.." I say as I kiss back up her neck and she inhales as my hands slide up her shirt.
she nods. "solid plan" she moans and I grin against her neck.
"Can I take you to bed Liliana?" I ask.
She nods and I groan, standing, picking her up with me and carrying her through the house as she takes turns on either side of my neck , kissing me and gently biting my neck like i did hers.
I lay her on the bed hovering over her, kissing her mouth , letting my hips fall against her ,grinding against her as her legs wrap around me, all of out clothes still on.
Her hands reach down to her shorts, unbuttoning them, I grab her hands and lift them over her head.
"I'll undress you when I'm ready to. Just keep giving me this mouth." I whisper and she pants and I gently bite her lower lip and drag my tongue over it and betweenher lips as she grabs ahold of my back, legs tight around me again as she writhes agaisnt me as we makeout.
"I love kissing you" I groan.
"mmhmm" she moans. "me too" I smile against her mouth.
"please...take my clothes off" she whimpers as we continue kissing.
"Not yet, I want you ready for me when I take those shorts off."
"im ready" she whimpers.
"not yet" I groan and kiss on her neck as my hand slips up under her shirt, palming her breast.
"all of you fits so fucking good in my hands" I say as I gently squeeze her breast and rub my hand over it, then twist her nipple, rolling it with my fingers and she whimper into my mouth.
"I'm ready" she pants and I chuckle softly.
"so eager neighbor girl..so impatient"
"I want to ride you Jackson" she moans.
"fuck" I growl deeply, because fucking hell, I wasnt expecting that.
"yeah? you gonna put it on me babe?" I groan.
"mhm" she moans and I bite her lip.
"take those tiny little shorts off" I say. "and that shirt." I say, kissing her again, before moving from the bed and walking to my dresser grabbing a few condoms and tossing them onto the bed as she already has her shirt whipped off and her shortshalf way downher legs.
"Spread your legs Liliana, show me how ready you are to take me for a ride" I say with a smirk and she whimpers and spread her legs and I look betwen them, licking my lips at the way her pussy glistens and she spreads herself open, and I groan.
"Good girl." I breathe as I pull my shirt off and watch her eyes fall over me. I've never felt as attractive as I do with the way she looks at me.
"Talk to me, tell me what you need Liliana." I say as I push down my sweats and pull them off , my hard cock hanging heavy and my balls so fucking full and ready to cum, just from looking at her and listening to her.
"I need you...I need you inside of me....I need you to let me ride your cock Jackson....I need you to teach me how you like it..." she moans and I groan, grabbing my dick and stroking it.
"You're not ready for me to be selfish with you Liliana. You're not ready for the way I want to fuck that pussy." I groan and then lay down, letting her move ontop of me, her pussy pushing over my cock and she moans as I groan. Her wet slick cunt, stroking my dick, slipping back and forth, pushing against it, was fucking heaven.
"fuck you're so wet" I groan and look down, cursing again at how good her pussy looks grinding on my cock bare.
"you can be selfish with me" she says and grinds faster.
"not yet.....im not ready to fuck you like that....i promised id be good to your pussy Liliana...and im not about to break that promise...when you're ready, and im ready....i'll be sure to be more than selfish with you"
She moans.
"Do you want to fuck me hard?" she asks and I nearly bust at the hot way her voice turns into a smokey purr.
"harder than you'll ever fucking have it Liliana." I groan.
"Am I going to be bent over when you give it to me Jackson? Will my sweet ass be in the air?"
"Fuck!" I growl. "Yes"
Her hips move faster and I grab them and try to still her or slow her down, cause if she kept it up I was going to lose it and bust all over myself and her pussy.
"I need your pussy right now" I groan and grab one of the condoms.
"I've always used condoms...i'm on birth control.....you can have me just like this...if you want"
I was going to fucking explode. I was also going to kick myself. Because I was going to deny myself that fucking incredible offer.
"We've got plenty of time to get to that fucking gift Liliana." I say and then open the condom.
"i want you to have me, all of me" she whimpers, I groan and gently push her off my cock and roll the condom on.
"You'll be mine before I ever take all of you Liliana. Im not fucking your pussy and taking that till you're mine."
she bites her lip and I finish rolling the condom on.
"Now get up here and ride me however you need to Liliana...show me what pleases that pussy."