EroticReverie

Lark Avery

The sound I fucking make when Javier puts his tongue to my clit, is embarrasing. The way my fucking body responds to teasing, barely there flick of his tongue on my clit, sends me into a fucking spiral. The balls of my feet push into his bed as my hips lift, and my clit chases his teasing tongue as I whimper pathetically. God, I was desperate. Four fucking years I've wanted this, wanted him, needed it, needed him. His tongue licks me again and I cry out, my legs shaking. It was too much, the tension was wound too tight between us, those two years of me pretending I wasn't in love with the man who saved me and changed my life for the better.  Those two years of living here, watching him with Gabriella , pining after him in secret. The two years I'd spent away from him, still so fucking in love with him, and pretending I wasnt, that it didnt kill me and break my heart that I wasn't near him.  Trying to pretend I'd be just fine. 

The smell of him, the smell of the mansion, the smell of his food that he cooked for me earlier, the smell of everyone and their own personal scents that I'd missed so much. All of them were my family, my home. Being back here, and not just back here, but in Javier's bed, with Javier's devestatingly beautiful fucking face between my legs as he licks me again, and again, his tongue stroking over my clit as he groans, telling me how beautiful I taste. My fingers clench his hair, and Im not ashamed for how greedy I am, pulling his mouth against my pussy, grinding myself on his mouth, his soft tongue. My hands readjusting their grip in his hair as he lets me pull it, as I ride his mouth , grinding my pussy on his face. 

"oh my god" I say for probably the tenth time since he's started licking my clit, and it's barely been a few minutes. 

"you taste so fucking pretty Lark" he groans, his tongue sliding down, and over my cunt where it aches the most, the emptiness inside that I've ever wanted anyone but him to fill. His tongue pushes against me and inside of me. I nearly fucking scream. Crying out as he groans , his tongue delving deeper as I grip his hair even harder and buck my hips slightly.

He mutters something in Spanish before his tongue dives right back into me, and moves against my walls and then out and up back to my clit as I shake, trembling and my one hand stays in his hair , the other lifting above me, clutching at the bed sheet, pulling hard as I roll my hips and cry out. This was fucking bliss. I've let a few men go down on me since living in New York, but jesus christ, this was not like that at all. Javier licked my clit and my pussy like my body was his own, and he knew just what it liked. As if he could somehow feel the pleasure he was giving me, and knew just how to make me come undone. To be honest, the man could just fucking breathe on my pussy and I'd end up cumming, because there was nobody that could ever turn me on the way Javier Santos did. 

"fuck, Javier" I cry and he groans. 

"i love you" I cry out, unable to keep it in a single second longer. I couldnt live another fucking second without saying it. 

"i love you" I cry as my hips buck and I cure. "fuck, i love you Javier." I whimper. 

"i love you so much it fucking hurts" I say, nearly crying and he groans, sucking on my clit as I gasp. 

"Fuck!" I cry as my back arches and his mouth chases my pussy as my hips buck and I chase my orgasm, wanting it, needing it more than anything. Javier's hands take mine as they push into the bed at my side as I pant, his fingers slipping through mine, his face pushing against me, his mouth working my clit as our fingers both curl around each others hands, grabbing eachothers hands and I cry louder. 

"im so fucking in love with you, fuck, i've loved you for so long" I admit, tears in my eyes as his mouth delivers the finishing blow, sucking my clit, his tongue licking , more sucking and I scream his fucking name as I cum harder than I ever have. His hands grab mine harder when I try to the pull the away, my body bucking, and my legs shaking as they try to close, trapping his face between them, but his mouth keeps sucking at my clit as he groans loudly. 

He gives me mercy, his hands slowly unfurling from mine and his head lifting from between my quivering legs as my body trembles and I whimper as his mouth leaves soft kiss and Spanish whispers on my skin as he comes up to me. 

"I'm in love with you too Lark Avery, and I'm a fool for ever pretending I wasn't" he says and his mouth pushes over mine, my legs wrapping around him, his cock against my pussy, and I moan into his mouth. I can taste myself all over his mouth, our lips parting, tongues hungry and tasting each others mouths. 

I had every reason to fall in love with Javier Santos. He'd been the first person to ever truly care for me. The first person who gave without ever asking or expecting anything in return. He saved me from Thomas, and from my life in that run down den. Saved me from having to struggle. Fed me, cared for me, housed me, and protected me. He made me feel safe, he gave me my first real home. My only home. 

"shh" he whispers on my lips as I cry softly. 

But I couldnt understand why he loved me back, why he ever even cared for me at all, just some stranger, some girl. I couldn't understand how he loved me back or needed me the way I needed him. As if that day, when he showed up, we were just automatically forever connected and meant to be. As if fate decided itself that Javier Santos was not only meant to save me, but had dropped the love of my life in front of me. 

"Promise you'll never leave me again Little Bird, I wont survive it if you do" he whispers and I huff with a little cry. 

"never" i answer. Was he fucking insane? I could never leave now, not after the words had been said, when I knew my love had never been unrequited. But he'd simply been Javier Santos, the man who tried to be good, always so fucking good to me. I understood why he didnt want to admit it to himself or to me, back then. I was young, I still am, he'd only been trying to do right by me. He didn't want it to seem like his saving me from that shit hole, had always been for some different reason, or because he wanted to take me to bed. I'd have never thought that of him, but I understand it anyways. 

My legs wrap around him and he kisses me slowly, gently, my breath still fast and i'm still coming down from the orgasm he just gave me. 

"Lark" he groans my name on my lips and moves his mouth to my cheek and to my ear. 

"What" I pant. 

"I dont think I can go one more second without knowing what i feels like to be inside of you" he groans. "I need you Little Bird, so fucking bad." 

"yes" I pant, my legs wrapping tighter, my pussy pushing over his cock as I grind against it. 

"go slow" I remind him. 

"of course" he whispers, kissing my neck and lifting his face above mine, hovering over me, as gently rock his hips, letting his cock push against my pussy, his eyes on me, his hand going to his cock and pushing it against my pussy gently. 

"i won't hurt you" he whispers. "I'd never hurt you Lark" he says, when he sees my face slightly wince as he pushes against me. I might be a virgin, and may have not have done much with many other guys, but I'd seen porn, I'd seen enough dicks to know Javier Santos was well endowed. 

"i know you wont" I say softly, my hands going to his chest, his hand falling away from his cock as he keeps himself pressed against me, bracing himself on his forearms and kissing me softly. 

The head of his cock pushes and pushes, just testing the resistance and making me whimper, making my pussy drip and ache as I look down between us and whimper. God he looked so big. 

"Look at me" he says so softly, gently, my eyes lifting back to his. 

"Are you sure you're ready?" he asks and I my eyes widen. 

"yes" I answer quickly. "god, yes" 

He smiles. "Okay" he says and kisses me. 

"I love you" I whimper.  Because only Javier Santos would have a virgin underneath him, his cock right there against me, one bit of pressure away from notching his cock inside of her, and ask her if she was sure she wanted it. Okay, maybe not only him. But I didnt have high expectations for most men. Only Javier. 

"I love you too , so fucking much Little Bird" he whispers on my mouth, and my mouth parts as his hips fall gently down and up, the head of his cock breaking past the spot that has him what I'd consider actually inside of me. 

"Javier" I say my eyes going wide, my mouth open, panting , gasping , and he's not even moving, but fuck if I don't feel like my entire life is changing in this fucking moment with him inside of me. 

"does it hurt?" he whispers, kissing me softly, his eyes searching mine, and I shake my head with a whimper. 

"maybe a little" I answer and he holds himself there, so fucking patiently. 

"do you want me to stop?" he asks , I shake my head a bit aggressively, he smiles softly at me. 

"I don't want to hurt you Lark, maybe we should...wait...do other things first.....I could finger you" he suggest.

"god, no, no...no i want this, please" I nearly fucking cry. 

"shhhh" he whispers. "I'm not stopping unless you tell me to" he says and kisses my nose then nudges it with his. 

"I'm going to pull out, and then push back in...only like this...right here...i wont go any further till you're ready." he whispers and I nod. 

"Okay" I say and he kisses me, and I whimper as I feel his cock slide from me, just that inch or two that was pressed into me, just the head of his cock and maybe a bit more. He pushes back into me gently, there's still resistance, and my walls still have to stretch and adjust , but it's not as much of a surprise or as jarring as before. 

"Is that okay?" he asks and I nod. 

"i'm sorry" I say softly. 

"for?" he asks.

"I was really hoping i'd magically be really good at this my first time" I say and he laughs softly. 

"god, i've missed you" he sighs and kisses me again and groans. 

"if it makes you feel any better....i could definitely cum right now...just like this." he says. 

"that's how good you feel Lark" 

"You're barely inside of me" I whimper. 

"exactly, you're gonna undo me every single time you let me inside of you Lark, it's inevitible, i'll never feel you on my cock and not need to instantly cum, your pussy is going to be me to fucking work Little Bird, it's going to be a job not to cum inside of you instantly everytime" 

"god that's hot" I exhale and he laughs, slowly sliding out. 

"you say that now, till i'm lasting five seconds everytime." he jokes and I smile. 

"more please" I say softly and he groans. 

"God, dont say that like that" he groans, and slips back in and I bite my lip, my back arching. 

"how should i say it?" I moan, my walls adjusting, as Javier takes more than enough time , being more than gentle with me, talking to me, making me comfortable, making me smile, and making me realize that Im so fucking glad my virginity is going to him. That there were so many circumstances where other men could have stolen in, and that if he hadnt come to NY when he did to bring me home , I might have settled and gave it to my shitty ex I left behind that didnt deserve it. 

He curses in Spanish as he sinks a bit further into me, groaning and dropping his head, continuing his breathless rant, dropping his mouth to my neck, murmuring more Spanish words and curses.

"You need to teach me Spanish." I moan and he groans and thrusts slowly, sinking deeper again, just barely as I gasp. 

I picked up the curse words, I picked up some basics living with Javier. But he never spoke Spanish much when I was around, because he didnt want to make me uncomfortable. Gabriella hated it when Javier made her speak English for me. The way he'd scold her in front of me and others whenever she left me out of whatever conversation she was having in front of me. I didn't really care, it wasn't their fault I didnt know Spanish, they should be allowed to speak their first fucking language . But Javier considered it rude. And he never, ever let anyone be rude to me. 

"another time Lark." he says. I half laugh and half moan at his joke , as if I expected a Spanish lesson right now. 

"te amo" I whisper in his ear softly. One of the only words I know. Javier shudders, cursing. 

When he says the words back, it's so much fucking hotter. I'll never have the accent, I'll never be able to speak so fucking passionately as he does when he speaks Spanish. My legs wrap around him. 

He sinks deeper on the next thrust, and I'm almost full of him, I can feel it, he's working me so slow, being so fucking good to me, and I want to cry. 

"fill me Javier..I want to be full of you" 

He curses at me. Looking me in the eyes.

"Are you trying to make me cum?" he groans. 

"You can cum if you need to....it's not like we can't go again?" I say and he clenches his jaw. 

He curses, and speaks more Spanish words that make me moan. 

"Tell me what you're saying, don't be rude" I smile softly and he groans. 

"I was saying something not romantic" he groans and thrusts again, back out and back in, this time, giving me what I told him I wanted. He fills me, and my eyes pop and my mouth pops open too as I feel him deep, pushing against a part of me that lets me know he's reached as far as my body can allow. 

"say it" i whine and he groans, sliding out partially, and filling me over again. 

"It's not shit you say when you make love to a woman for the first time" he heaves a breath and curses and thrusts again into me. 

"say it" I whimper. "Please" 

"I said.." he groans. "I'll always need to cum when I'm in this perfect little fucking pussy" 

I moan, and he thrusts again, not going hard, but filling me with every thrust. 

"that i've needed to cum inside of you ever since I saw you" he groans.

"you're the prettiest thing I've ever fucking seen, god you're fucking beautiful" he groans, and leans his head down, kissing over my neck, my collar bone. 

"so fucking beautiful, i fucking adore you more than anything in this fucking world" he groans, and kisses up my neck and thrusts slowly still, closing his mouth over mine. Kissing me as he fucks me slowly, and my hands go to his back as I breathe his name on his lips. 

"your pussy is going to make me cum Little Bird" he groans. 

"yes" I whimper. "yes" 

"fuck" he groans, pulling out and I gasp, warm cum spilling onto my stomach, Javier, groaning as he jerks it onto my stomach and over my my pelvic bone.

"You couldve came inside of me" I say and he groans, panting and then kissing me. 

"We'll discuss that later." he says, kissing my cheek, breathing hard as he moves to the side and lays there a moment, before sitting right up. 

"Discuss what?" I ask. 

He smiles over his shoulder and walks to the bathroom as I lay there , looking down at Javier's cum on my stomach. Not realizing how much I'd like having cum all over me. He returns with a wet wash cloth and his cock hangs, still hard and thick, like he didnt just get off. 

"Discuss what?" I ask again as he gently cleans my stomach, wiping his mess from me. 

"You're not on birth control." he says. 

"How do you know, maybe I..." I pause as he lifts a brow at me. I roll my eyes.

"Right, I forgot, you've been spying, and having your guys stalk me for two years, oh and Olivia, you live in spy." I say and he smirks. 

"You're so proud of yourself for it too. It's annoying." I say as he laughs , shaking his head and wipes the last of himself from me. 

"I make love to you, and you cant go more than a minute without being mean to me again?" he fakes a pout. 

"Im never mean." I huff and he reaches over, folding the rag and setting it on the night stand then turns and grabs me, pulling my naked body to him. 

"you're always fucking mean" he says with a smile and then grabs my chin and lifts it, as we lay on our sides and he licks his tongue over my mouth.

"am not" I argue, and lick his tongue, and then bite his lip. He groans.

I pull, tugging and his hand slides down, grabbing my ass, squeezing and I laugh as I let it go and he groans. 

"i like you mean....and feral" he says and slaps my ass. It's not hard, it's a playful smack, and I let out a squeak and he grabs it again. 

"you're the only one who can give me attitude....the only one that dares to....you've never been scared of me" 

"that's not true, i was scared of you in the beginning" I say. 

"didnt keep you from running that pretty fucking mouth" he smirks. 

I bite my lips together with a smile and shrug. 

"What can I say, you made me mad sometimes" I say. 

"Promise you'll never stop arguing with me" he says with a smile, and lifts his hand and tucks my hair behind my ear.

"you're a strange strange man" I tease. The corner of his lips turn up. 

"why is that?" he asks and kisses my mouth and I hum. 

"you WANT me to argue with you." I say with a little laugh and he smiles and nods, kisses my cheek, my jaw line and down my neck. 

"you have the sexiest fucking angry face, it's always made me so fucking hard Lark" he whispers on my neck and I gasp and then exhale a little whimper. 

"those big brown eyes, so fucking soft and pretty, i love when you narrow your eyes into those sexy little slits, looking like a fucking siren, the way you put your hands on your hips while you purse your pretty fucking lips at me...fuck, i've missed that so much" he groans. 

"i've missed every single thing about you Little Bird" he gently bites my neck and I gasp, he licks the spot, and sucks it softly, the moves his mouth down my neck, and over my collar bone and I whimper as I he gently pushes me onto my back. 

"Javier" I moan and writhe as his mouth goes to my breasts, kissing them slowly, softly. 

"I'm gonna make love to you again with my mouth Little Bird, is that alright?" he groans, kissing down my stomach.

"yes" I pant. "god yes"