EroticReverie

Javier Santos

I make her cum once more with my mouth, then again with my fingers, lapping her up, taking my fill of her. Hating that I've gone four years without the perfect taste of her on my tongue. 

It's past midnight after we've brushed our teeth, used the restroom and gotten back into the fresh sheets I put on the bed, pulling the covers over us as she tucks herself against my side , her arm over my chest, the other tucked up against her side and mine, the lights out, and I sigh. Content for the first time in forever. 

"I can get on birth control if you want me to." she says and I let out a little laugh. 

"Why is that funny?" she gives me a little nudge, wiggling beside me. 

"It's not, it's just that the last thing on my mind, is whether or not I can cum inside of you." I say and stroke her hair, and kiss the top of her head.

"You dont want to?" she asks. Her fingers gently moving over my chest. 

"Of course I want to." I say. 

"Then why wouldnt we get me on the pill or something?" she asks. "Then you can." 

I kiss her head. 

"I dont want you taking that shit. Not unless it's needed for something else. But i'm not going to make you put chemicals in your body just so I can have the selfish pleasure of cumming inside of you." 

 She sighs heavily and mutters something.

"What was that?" I ask with a little laugh.

"Nothing, you just had to give a perfect, romantic reason for it, didnt you?" she asks and I laugh softly. 

"That's romantic?" I ask. 

"The way you care about me? Yes. It is. 

"hm" I hum and kiss her head again and press my nose into her hair and inhale deeply. 

"Are you smelling me ?" she asks. 

"yeah, got a problem with it?" I ask and she laughs softly.

"I miss the smell of you too." she says quietly. 

"I.....when I was in New York.....one of my first paychecks....I went and bought a rollerball of your cologne......I put it on my wrist before going to bed."  she says. 

I take a deep breath, my heart pounding harder , twisting in my chest to think she missed me just as much as I missed her. 

"But it wasnt the same...it smelled different on you....but i still wore it......but then....i stopped......because instead of helping me fall asleep....it kept me up all night....and made me miss you so much more...."

I wrap my arm around her tighter. 

"There wasnt a second I didnt miss you." I tell her. 

"Me too. I missed you all the time. Some days were easier than other...but never entirely easy." she says and I nod in the dark. 

"I know what you mean. " I say softly and stroke her hair. 

"Some days I wanted to crawl out of my skin without you here." I tell her and she snuggles up to me tighter. 

"I drank alot those first months you were gone.....then I tried to tell myself you were happy, and that was all that mattered...."

"I wasnt happy" she says , whispering on the skin of my chest. 

"Me either, I was fucking miserable without you around." I say and kiss the top of her head, inahling her scnet again. 

"You were the best part of every day Lark.." I say, needing to take a moment, clearing my throat slightly to clear the lump in my throat. 

"When I wasnt able to see you everyday, physically have you here, and know you were okay, and just see that smile, or one of your adorable pouts , or those little eye rolls, or that sexy little scowl of yours.....god, i fucking hated it. The second you left....I wanted you to come back...I never wanted you to leave....but I knew it was selfish to keep begging you to stay....I was trying to the right thing." I say with a sigh. 

"I know. I'm not mad. You've always tried to do the right thing when it comes to me. You've always taken care of me...cared for me..protected me...i'm not mad....i think....just sad....and at the time...insanely jealous of Gabriella." she says and I kiss the top of her head. 

"She knew." I say softly. "She always knew I loved you deeper than I would admit to her, or even myself at the time." 

"she hated me." Lark says and I hug her tighter. 

"I'm sorry she made you feel uncomfortable, and I know it's my fault. " I say, gently stroking her hair. 

"It's not your fault....you're a good guy...when it comes to me....and her....to the people you care about.......did you love her?" she asks. 

"Yes." I answer honestly. "But it wasn't ....it was never..." I pause trying to find the words.

"I forced myself into loving her....we'd only been together a short while when I brought you home ...you know that....and ...I think.....I thought it was the right thing to do....and don't get me wrong....I did end up loving her...and I cared for her too.....but....it wasn't effortless....it was work.....not like it is with you.....like I have no choice but to love you....like I was made to love you specifically..." I say and she lifts her head. 

"I didnt have a choice either." she says, and moves up, pushing a kiss to my jaw, and then my cheek. 

"Even when you annoy me" she whispers and I smile. 

"yeah?" I ask quietly. 

"mhm" she hums and moves her mouth to my ear. 

"I somehow loved you even more when you let me give you hell." she says and I laugh. 

"You sure were good at it." I say and then turn and she pushes gently at my shoulder and her breasts move over my chest as the rest of her body slips over mine. 

"what do you think you're doing?" I ask with a slight groan, my cock already half hard, growing harder as she moves over me. 

"giving you hell Javier" she whispers and dips down and kisses my neck. 

I groan, and my hands slide down her back, over her soft skin, grabbing her ass gently. 

"we need sleep" 

"maybe you do, old man" she teases and I laugh and groan. 

She hums and kisses my neck, and brings her mouth to my ear. 

"i want your cum inside of me Javier" she whispers and I suck in a breath, grabbing her ass, kneading it. 

"Little Bird" I groan. 

"You said you didn't want to waste time....that you knew what you wanted.....and so do i..." she whispers and then pushes up and slips down, her pussy slipping over my cock, rubbing against it and I groan. 

"Are you telling me you want me to put my child in you Lark?" I groan, grabbing her hips. 

"What if I am?" she asks. 

"Then I'd tell you we need to talk more about that before we start working on it." I say, even though the thought of putting a fucking baby in Lark Avery had been on my mind for too fucking long. 

"Do you want me to have your children Javier?" she asks. 

"yes" I answer honestly, my cock throbbing. 

"Then what's there to talk about?" she says, grinding on me and I groan. 

"Lots of things." I say then curse softly as she drags her pussy back and forth on my cock. 

"I think nine months would give us plenty time to talk" she says and I grab her hips. 

"Lark, you're fucking killing me" I groan. 

"I'm in love with you Javier....I have been for four years......i don't want to wait.....i want you to show me how badly you want me....make me yours...."

"fuck Lark" I groan. "that's not-"

"show me how bad Javier, show me how bad you need me" she says and I groan, reaching down, she lifts up and I let her lower herself onto me and she gasps, moaning, her pussy clenching as she curses.

Her hands push to my chest and she rides me slowly. Up and down my cock, moving her body, and that fucking wet pussy on my cock, taking me in and out, filling herself with my cock quickly this time, as she hisses and stretches around me. 

"fuck" I grunt as I close my eyes, my head going back, as I focus on not cumming. She was going to steal my fucking cum from me so fucking quickly if I didnt focus. 

"theres no reason to wait Javier...cum inside of me." she moans as she moves faster and I groan, cursing against, grabbing her hips harder.

"Lark" I growl her name. 

"I love you....cum inside me...show me im yours Javier....show me i'm yours" she repeats with a sweet little whimper, and it sounds so fucking desperate, and needy, and maybe she's afraid that I dont want this unless I make all these promises to her now. 

"You've been mine Lark. And you know it...I dont need to cum inside of you to prove it...you fucking know you're mine....and i'm yours..." I groan. 

"cum inside of me" she moans again. "please, please, Javier" she whines my name with the hottest little fucking moan and I nearly bust. 

"Javier" she pants. "please" 

"Lark" I groan. 

"cum inside of me" she whimpers. 

I curse and groan, and grab her , bringing her down to me, lifting my head, bringing my mouth to hers. 

"you want my fucking cum Little Bird, huh?" I grit my teeth, panting and kissing her and she nods kissing me back. 

"Yes" she cries. 

"take it Lark....fucking take it...fuck...it's yours....if that's what you need....then fucking take it....it's yours...it's been yours....it's been waiting to fill this fucking pussy Lark...take it"