Calypso
I fall asleep and I wake up with the same urge to stab whoever laid a finger on him. We didn’t make out after his confession of being raped. He didn’t actually say the words but that’s exactly what he’d meant. He didn’t need to say the terrible word or speak it for me to know. He held me while I cried for him and eventually , we just fell asleep together.
I wake up to him gone from the bed and look around, still in my leggings and my bra.
“Bane?” I call out as I sit up. And then move off the bed. I go to the bathroom attached to his room and use the toilet and then wash my hands and then steal some floss a bit of his tooth paste on my finger, before throwing on my long sleeved black shirt and leaving his room.
I call for him but don’t get an answer.
“Oh” I stop abruptly at the bottom of the steps when I see a short woman dusting.
She looks at me and smiles.
“Um hi, I’m Callie…do you know where Bane is?” I ask and she smiles and nods and I follow her through the house towards the subtle hum of music that grows louder and louder as she takes me through the maze of the giant home.
“He’s in the gym” she says and points down the stairs to a lower level basement.
“Thanks” I say as I make my way down toward the music and sound of what sounds like a punching bag being hit.
I open the door at the bottom of the stairs to the right where the music is coming from and my eyes find him to the side of the room. His fists bobbing near his face. His side is to me and he swings and I flinch as he grunts and swings again and again. Sweat dripping of him as he hops on his feet. Circling the back and then his back is facing me and I flinch again. Not from the sound of his fists hitting the back but from the scars on his back that match the ones on his chest. Some small lines that stretch a few inches , a long one that slashes down his back diagonally over other small ones. There’s round white circles all over him too and I try to swallow the lump in my throat. Sadness for him and anger towards whoever the fuck was responsible for doing that to him.
I just watch as he keeps punching , grunting , circling that bag slowly as he keeps landing one hit after another into the bag. I wonder if he imagines it’s the person that did that to him. Or the person who stole his innocence. Or if they’re the same person. I choke on a sob as I think of the possibility that more than one person hurt him. When he circles enough that I can see his entire face and his scarred chest his eyes catch on me and my tear filled eyes meet his and he drops his fists. Panting. I can’t even admire how beautiful he is with sweat dripping over his muscles. Not when I see his past all over him.
He drops his hands. Undoing his gloves and then pulling them off as he walks over to me.
“What’s wrong?” He asks as I just look at him a drop my eyes to his chest and tears fall as I take in the thick scar across his chest and lift my hand and press my fingertips to it.
He’s still breathing hard from boxing and drops his head down to watch my fingers.
“Who the fuck did this to you?” I grit though my teeth angrily as tears rip down my cheeks. My vision blurry as my fingers pass over the raised scar and the over one of the circular ones, then smaller thinner lines.
“Blackbird” he says and reaches up and grabs my hand.
“WHO DID IT?!” I Nearly scream as tears drench my eyes and cheeks and drip down my neck.
“Bad people.” He says.
My eyes lift to his.
“I’ll fucking kill them” I say my hand shaking and he lifts it, kissing my knuckles and the back of my hand.
“They’re not worth the jail time Blackbird” he says.
“I don’t care!” I scream at him.
“Why?” I cry. “Why would anyone do this?” I say as my eyes fall back to his scars. The question isn’t for him. It’s just me not understanding how anyone could do this, to a fucking person, let alone a child.
“Some people are sick” he says.
“They’re fucking monsters” I say through gritted teeth.
“I know Blackbird”he says gently and then takes my face in his hands.
“Don’t look at them alright, just look at me” he says and my eyes lift and he gives me a soft smile and gently wipes my tears.
How he can even smile at all after what he’s clearly been through is beyond me.
“I’ll kill them, whoever did this to you, I’ll fucking kill them” my voice is full of broken cries.
“Shhhh” he whispers and leans down and kisses my forehead.
“I’m alright Blackbird” he says softly and kisses my forehead a second time.
I place my cheek to his sweaty chest and then turn my head and kiss the thick scar and he sucks in a breath. I keep kissing it as if I might somehow erase it.
“Blackbird” he breathes and I whimper as I keep kissing it and he fists my hair as tears stream down my cheeks and my lips keep pressing to the reminders of his past. I want them gone. I want them fucking gone.
“Blackbird”he whispers as I kiss another scar and another.
“Blackbird” he groans and I can’t stop , my lips pressing to his sweat covered skin and kissing every single fucking scar on his chest and down his stomach and he groans as I apologize to him for what others have done. Kissing every single bit of his skin that they’ve destroyed.
I can taste the salt of his sweat on my lips but I don’t care. I kiss him over as I drop down and be sucks in a breath as I curl my fingers around his shorts. He’s hard, and panting as he looks down at me.
“Tell me to stop if you don’t want me to do it” I say. Asking for his consent. Wanting to give this to him if he wants it. Wanting to give him something good to erase the bad.
“Blackbird” he groans.
“Do you want this?” I ask as I hesitate pulling down his shorts.
“Do you?” He asks.
“Yes” I answer.
“I want it , if you want it” I say.
“I want it Blackbird” he says. “But ..I should shower first”
“I don’t care” I say as I pull down his shorts and he groans and his cock springs free.
“Blackbird” he groans as I take him right into my hand. Wrapping my hand around him as his shorts fall to the floor and I stroke him gently. My grip light and sliding up and down his erection.
“Oh my god” he exhales and shakes and I look up.
“Do you need me to stop?” I ask. He shakes his head.
“No, that feels so good” he groans. “Please , don’t stop”
I lick my lips and keep stroking him and he groans as I wrap my mouth around him.
“Fuck” he hisses and sucks in a breath as he sweeps my hair back and holds it and I lift my eyes to his as I suck at the swollen head his cock and my hand moves up and down his shaft , my lips following. Taking what they can and I’m not even sure if I’m doing it right.
“Blackbird” he groans.
“I think I’m going to fall in love with you” he exhales and I whimper around his cock and suck him harder, faster. Taking as much as I can into my mouth.
To know he’s never touched another girl since whoever took advantage of him, to know I’m the first girl he wanted to even kiss since his abuse, it makes me want him even more. To know that he trusts me , and that he somehow had my trust last night when I let him bring me back here. I can’t explain why or how but I already cared about him.
“Blackbird” he groans as I moan around his cock and he curses.
“Fuck, fuck Calpyso” he groans as I moan louder hearing my name on his lips, being groaned with pleasure that I was giving him.
“Can I go down on you?” He groans.
“After..” He pants. “After this…I want to go down on you”
I just nod as I keep going. He groans and fists my hair with grunt and he breathes hard and fast and closes his eyes and his head goes back as he curses.
“I want to taste you Blackbird” he groans. “God I want to fucking taste you”
My pussy is wet as I shift and my knees and keep my hand and mouth working him as he looks back down and pants as he watches.
“I’m going to cum” he groans and goes to pull out and I grab his hips and pull my mouth back into his cock and keep sucking and keep my eyes on him and he groans loudly.
“Blackbird” he groans. “Can I cum in your mouth?”
I nod. Letting him know that’s what I want.
“Fuck” he curses and keeps his hands in my hair as he watches my mouth move on his cock.
”I’m gonna cum” he groans.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum” he groans and closes his eyes and his jaw clenches and his cock thrusts slightly into my mouth and warm cum spills into the back of my mouth as he curses loudly and jerks his hips as the rest spills into my mouth. I swallow it down as he cums.
He pants and breathes hard as his hands unfurl from my hair and he strokes my hair and my mouth slides off him and I lick my lips and just look up at him.
“Thank you” he says softly. I nod and then push up off my feet and stand there with him as he grabs my face and leans down. Kissing me softly and his hands sliding my down and over my shirt and lifting it.
“I’m gonna fall in love with you” he says softly again on my mouth as he tosses my shirt and reaches around to unclasp my bra.
“Is that okay?” He whispers on my neck as the hook unlatches and my bra loosens. My breathing faster as I nod and look at him and he he kisses me again as his fingers gently reach to my shoulders and pull the straps down over them and my breath shakes.
“Is it okay if I think I already have Blackbird?” He whispers on my neck and I whimper and nod again. My bras slipping over my breasts and falling down off my arms to the floor.
“Yes” I answer , barely a whisper.
“Are you gonna fall in love with me too?” He asks and kisses over my shoulder and then back to my neck.
“I think…I already have too” I say honestly. Because what else would explain the way I felt right now? I haven’t even known him twenty four hours but I knew I already wouldn’t be able to walk away from him. Already knew I wanted to protect him like he wanted to protect me.
“Nobody else touches us Blackbird” he whispers as he kisses down my chest and I inhale deep and hood my breath.
“Nobody touches you but me…” he whispers and I nod.
“And nobody will ever touch me again but you” he says.
I know what he really means. That my step father won’t get a fucking finger on me as long as he’s with me. And that the people of his past , that nobody else gets to have him that way ever again. That if our bodies our touched, it’s only us doing the touching, it’s only the hands we want on our bodies that get to touch them.
“Yes” I answer as his mouth grazes my nipple.
“My beautiful bird” he whispers against my skin of my nipple and kisses it and I let out a moan.
“Youre gonna save me Blackbird, and I’m gonna save you” he whispers and licks my nipple slowly and I whimper.
“Yes” I breathe.
“I’m yours Blackbird, only yours” he whispers and kisses over to my other breast as my nipples tighten even harder , both dying for his mouth.
“I’m yours Bane” I breathe. “Only yours”