Calypso
I'm laid on the weight bench, topless, with Bane's kisses laid upon every inch of my breasts and stomach as he curls his fingers around the waist band of my leggings.
"I'm....i'm not..." I pause so does he.
"I'm not fully..shaved down there" I say and his brows draw together.
"Okay." he says.
"I just...I know guys like that....and I dont want you to be disappointed." I say as I lift my head and look at him.
"Trust me Blackbird....nothing about your body would disappoint me..." he says and pulls on my leggings again as he kisses my hip and then lifts his face and draws them down my legs with my panties and his eyes go to the hair above my pussy.
"I don't..." I pause as his pulls my pants off and his eyes lift to mine.
"I just...don't want to look like a little girl..." I say and he nods.
"I understand Blackbird. And you're perfect the way you are. Just like this." he says and gently spreads my legs lifts my legs and spreads them open and looks down at me again.
Because he did understand. He understood why I didnt want myself to be bare down there. Because of my step dad. Because if he ever DID get his hands on me, maybe having hair on it would deter him somehow. He wanted me because I was young, because he was a pervert, but if i didnt look young, maybe he wouldnt want me. It's stupid, I knew deep down, my pubic hair wasnt going to actually stop him. But it was just one more thing I could use to try to keep him from me.
"you're perfect" he says leans down, kissing the large patch of hair, and I suck in a breath.
He lifts his head slightly, turning it, kissing my thigh softly, and running his kisses slowly up towards my knee as I watch, and his eyes are on mine. Yeah....I was going to fall in love with him too. Nobody kissed my mouth the way he has....nobody has touched my body like it was a gift....nobody ever asked for permission, they just tried to take. But Bane knew the importance of my consent. Because his wasnt given. Part of me doesnt want to know the extent of what happened to him, and then another much larger part, does. I feel like I need to know, every last horrid detail, so I can punish the people that did it to him accordingly.
"You're beautiful" I whisper and he smiles at me.
"So are you Blackbird." he says and then kisses my other thigh and then glides his hands down my thighs. My toes point as my legs stay up, knees bent and spread apart as he gently skims his hands to the crease of my thighs and dips his head down.
I gasp, my tiny little breaths catching on my lips as his tongue drags up my center, from where I ache and drip to where my clit throbs and I let out a whimper. My mouth hangs open as I breath soft little pants as he does it again.
"Is this okay?" he asks.
"yes" I cry , nodding my head several times. "mhm" I bite my lips together and he smiles.
"do you like it Blackbird?" he asks and I nod again.
"i love it" I exhale and he smiles.
I bite my lip hard and whimper as he does it again, my entire body trembling as I feel his soft tongue carress me again from my cunt to my clit.
"you're so pretty" he says and licks me again and I moan as my legs quiver.
"Have you...done this before?" I ask as his tongue licks at my clit.
"Not to anyone that deserved it Blackbird." he asks and I flinch and he kisses my clit softly and then keeps licking softly and my toes curl and I vow to murder the woman that made him do this for her.
"But you deserve it Blackbird" he says and hums and sucks my clit softly and I near scream, my voice muffled as I bite my lips together.
"God, you deserve it" he says and then keeps licking and my lips break apart as I pant and make little sounds as he drags his tongue down and I gasp as he licks at my entrance, his tongue pushing over it, lapping up my arousal and I my toes curl harder as I feel his tongue brush over me and just slightly inside before licking back to my clit.
"you're so fucking pretty" he groans and licks my clit, flicking it with his tongue and my breath comes in quick gasps as i feel the trhob in my clit being satisified, feel him find a spot i've only ever had touch by my one hand.
"right there" I breathe.
"Yeah...is that where you like it blackbird? Right there?" he asks and keeps doing it and I whimper, biting my lip hard.
"yes" I say through gritted teeth.
"fuck" I cry as he keeps going and I cant stop watching, cant take my eyes off him, and his eyes are on me as his tongue keeps going, his eyes close and he groans, then sucks my clit into his mouth and I fucking jerk, screaming as I curse and he groans louder and curls his arms around my thighs and tugs my pussy further onto his mouth as sucks my clit harder.
"Bane!" I cry.
"you deserve it Blackbird" he groans.
"cum for me pretty bird" he groans and licks my clit quickly, his tongue lashing up and down on it as my hips buck and I pant and my head goes back as my back arches.
"Bane!" I cry. "Fuck! Fuck!" I whine as his tongue keeps moving and I try to keep my screaming down, but I cant.
"its feels so good" I whimper. "oh my god, it feels so good" i gasp and lift my head and look at him and he grins as his licks my clit and then sucks it again.
I yelp and then gasp, throwing my head back against as my body lifts off the bench.
I wanted to stab the woman who made him know what to do. I dont care how fucking good it feels, I wanted to make her fucking pay for being responsible for my pleasure. I groan, trying not to think of her , or whoever else taught him what to do and how to do it. My orgasm slipping away as my mind cant stop wanting to torture the woman that made him lick her like this.
"Bane" I cry, wanting to scream. Tears filling my eyes. I wanted to fucking kill her. Kill them. Whoever hurt him, whoever made him do this before, whoever made it so he hasnt wanted to do this ever again or even touch another girl until me.
His mouth sucks at my clit and my orgasm races for it's finish, his mouth bringing me back, and demanding that I take what he thinks I deserve. I don't know how I deserve it, or what I did to deserve it, but I want it, god I fucking want it so bad. I grit my teeth and force myself to focus on the fact that Bane needed this, wanted this, that he wants me, that Im the one he's chosen to trust and give himself to, and I want him to have my pleasure, want him to be the first to have it, and the only one to have it. He deserves it too.
Mr orgasm explodes through me all at once and I'm shaking, crying, and moaning, and cursing , panting and trembling and unable to fucking think of anything else but how fucking good it feels as every part of my body shudders as my orgasm crashes off the edge and falls through me.
He hums and slows his sucking and stops, kissing my clit as I pant quickly, tears streaming down the sides of my face as I lay there.
"blackbird?" he asks, his mouth leaving me. I dont answer , I just picture him as an innocent boy, doing that for some fucking woman. I dont answer, because Im crying and want to go back in time and save him, and have him never be hurt or touched , I want to erase everything that happened to him, and fill his childhood with the things our childhoods should be filled with. Carelessness. Happiness.
"Blackbird." he says, moving and then standing and then he's gently lifting me as I cry and pulling me onto his lap sideways so my legs hang over one side of him and pulling me into his chest.
"Im sorry, what did i do?" he asks holding me. "I'm sorry" he repeats and I shake my head.
"nothing, you..didnt..do anything wrong" I cry into his neck as I wrap my arms around his neck.
"why are you crying?" he asks quietly and kisses the side of my head. "Hmm?" he asks and strokes my hair.
"you shouldnt...have....been so good at that" I say and he laughs lightly.
"what?" he chuckles and kisses my head.
But he doesnt get what I mean, until he does a few seconds later.
"Oh..blackbird..hey" he whispers softly, kissing my head and lifting my face from his neck.
"They dont get to ruin this for me...okay? They dont get to make you sad when we just shared ourselves together, okay?" he says.
"they dont get to ruin anything else for me, alright? Dont let them ruin this, okay?" he says and kisses me and then wipes my cheeks.
"I hate them" I say my chin wobbling.
"Me too Blackbird." he says and kisses my cheek.