EroticReverie

Calypso

I lay there , naked beside Bane, our naked bodies , side by side as I rest my head on the crook of his arm and my hand lays over his scarred chest and my pointer finger traces one of the many circular scars on his chest. 

I was calm now, had come down from the additional orgasm Bane had worked from me when licking me so slowly over my clit and murmuring his love for me with his lips against my clit. I want to know, I want to know where the scars came from, how they happened, but I’m too scared to upset him by asking. I’d already asked him once and he said no. I didn’t want to push. I didn’t want to force anything from him. I didn’t want to force him like others had. Even if it was just for answers to questions. I wouldn’t force him. 

“Cigarettes. Cigars.” He says quietly as his hand rubs my back. I lift my head slightly. 

“Hmm?” I hum as I look at him and his eyes stay on my finger still tracing the idle circle around one of the larger round scars. 

A lump forms in my throat when I realize what he’s saying. And my finger stops and my hand lifts , as if I can feel the burning of his skin and he takes my hand and brings it back to my chest. He pushes my fingers out, splaying my hand over his chest and lays his over it and presses it to his chest. 

“Please don’t stop touching me.” He says softly and my eyes are still on his face. I look to my hand and leave it there and then look back at him and his eyes are on me now. I try not to cry , but my eyes water anyways and he shakes his head. 

“Don’t cry Blackbird” he whispers and I lean up, shifting along side him and kiss him and then bring my mouth to his chest. And kiss the scar that I’d been tracing. He takes a shaky breath. 

“Does it upset you when I kiss them?” I ask. 

“No. The opposite.” He says and I kiss another. 

“I love watching you kiss them.” He says and I lift my eyes and kiss another. 

“I love watching the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen be sweet to me….watching her try to erase the bad things…” he says and my lip wobbles but I press another kiss to his chest. 

“I wish I could erase them..” I say softy and kiss one of the long scars, traveling inch by inch across his chest as I finish my work of pretending I can make them go away. 

“I wish you didn’t have to look at them” he says. 

“I wish you didn’t either” I whisper to him. 

“I wish I could remove them so you didn’t have to see yourself and think of monsters and the pain of what they did” I say and kiss to his torso. Starting my work of kissing each of those as well. 

“Sometimes …” he whispers and his voice shakes and my lips keep moving slowly and softly.  

“Sometimes they’d do it to punish me for defying them or telling them no…” he says and I wince. My eyes filling with tears and pressing and firmer kiss to a larger cut near his abdomen. 

“Sometimes they’d do it just because they could.” He says as his voice cracks slightly and squeeze my eyes shut and open them to see my tears dropping to his skin. 

“I’ve never told anyone. CPS could tell by looking at me what they’d done….I didn’t need to tell them….you’re the first person I’ve talked about it with…” he says and I shake slightly as I try to keep my crying silent as more tears fall and kiss his scars and my tears that coat them. 

“I’ve never trusted anyone….but I trust you Blackbird. I barely know you but I trust you more than anyone…I love you” he says and I kiss back up his chest and look into his own tear filled eyes and lift my hand to the side of his face. 

“I’ll never hurt you.” I promise him. Because I wouldn’t. I couldn’t. 

“I know.” He whispers and I kiss the side of his face and press a long kiss to his mouth. Then again and again until his hand reaches for my face and he kisses me harder, deeper, our mouths parting and our tongues moving slowly but passionately over one anothers as his hand slips into my hair and he clenches it. Drawing my head back as he kisses down over my jaw and my throat as I arch my neck and let him rumble whispered words into my skin as I hold my fucking breath. 

“I trust you too” I exhale and he groans softly. 

“I want to love you forever Bane” I whimper softly and he groans deeper. 

“Promise?” He asks with a breath against my neck right under my ear and I nod. 

“Promise” I shake slightly and his hand goes to my breast. Palming it and rubbing gently and squeezing it softly. 

“I love touching you” he whispers in my ear and I whimper. 

“Do my hands feel good on your body Blackbird? As good as your sweet kisses feel on mine?” He asks as his hand palms my other breast now and I moan and nod. 

“Yes” I whine quietly as he slides his hand down over my stomach. 

“Your skin is so soft” he whispers as his fingers graze feather light strokes over my stomach and sides , it tickles , but it feels so good. 

“Nobody has ever touched me the way you do” I say as my voice and body tremble.

“How do I touch you Blackbird?” He whispers as his hand splays over my stomach and then slips down, his spread fingers drawing together as they push over my pelvis and over my hair, stopping right before he reaches where my lips start and legs fall apart in silent invitation. 

“Like you respect me” I quiver. 

“I do.” He says and kisses my cheek. 

“You don’t touch me like you’re entitled to” I breathe. 

“Because I’m not Blackbird” He whispers. 

“Regardless of the fact that you’re mine….your body is yours and it always will be” he whispers. “Do you want me touch you Calypso?” He asks as his hand still rests there right above where it aches. 

“I should be the one touching you…it’s your turn” My breath trembles still as his hand waits for my permission.

“Then touch my hand with your pussy Blackbird” he whispers and I whimper and bite my lip, my hips rolling and I reach down and put my hand over his and push it down between my legs and he groans in my ear. 

“I want to taste you again Blackbird, is that okay?” He whispers as his hand starts to move on its own, his middle finger sliding between my lips and over my clit and moan as my arch my back and let out a shaky exhale as my legs tremble and part wider. 

“Yes” I answer and he hums in my ear. 

“Youre so beautiful Calypso” he exhales and his warm breath pushes over my ear and down my neck and I whimper. 

“I’ve never seen anything as beautiful as you are Blackbird” he says and rubs my clit in circles as my hips chase his touch , my hips rolling up and down slowly as I breathe faster. 

“You deserve good things Blackbird” he kisses below my ear and I nearly cry. 

“So do you” I choke out and turn my head and he smiles as my body keeps chasing his touch and he kisses me softly. 

“And I’ve got you…that’s more than good Blackbird…you’re so much more than good” he says softly and my heart pounds so fucking hard at his words , at his eyes and the way he looks at me , and it feels like I’m being seen for the first time , his gaze makes me feel actually worthy of the good things he speaks of. Of him. 

“I just want you, I don’t need anything else” I say and he smiles.

“You’ve got me Blackbird, the second I saw you, you had me” he says and kisses me again, harder, firmer , groaning as he slides his finger down and over my pussy and I moan and gasp as he touches me where it aches, where I’m the wettest. 

“Is it okay if I put my finger inside of you?” He whispers with his harsh pants on my lips. 

“Yes” I answer him. 

“Can I ask you to tell me you need it Blackbird? I want to hear you say it, please” he whispers and kisses me again and I whimper on his mouth as his finger teases my entrance. 

“I need your finger inside of me Bane” I say, giving him my consent, giving him a clear understanding of what I’m agreeing to as my heart thumps wildly in my chest , turned on by his need to make sure everything and anything he does is allowed and wanted. 

“I want you to finger my pussy” I breathe and he groans and the tip of his finger slides inside of me and I let out a small cry. It was nothing , it didn’t hurt and the first finch of his finger wasn’t making any real stretch or anything , but just knowing his finger was inside of me had me so needy and desperate for him. 

“Are you alright?” He asks sounding a bit concerned as well as confused. 

“Yes” I cry and whimper and look at him. “I just really want this, I want you so much” I say and he smiles softly. 

“Tell me what you want Blackbird” he whispers and kisses me again with a groan as I whimper and my hips move, trying to steal more of his finger. 

“Put it inside of me Bane, please, please put it ins-“ I gasp as his finger slides a bit further in before sliding back out and I groan and curse as I feel a need inside of me throbbing like it never has before. 

“Ple-“ I go to beg again thinking he’s going to stop but his finger slips back inside of me slowly. 

“Mmm-fuck” I whine as my head goes back and my mouth parts and Bane kisses my cheek. 

“You be sure to tell me if I need to stop Blackbird” he says and I shake my head. 

“Dont stop, more” I pant my words and he groans and kisses my neck. 

“Can I put my mouth on your breasts while I finger you?” He asks and I groan. 

“Yeah, uh huh” I nod and he lets out a whisper of a laugh as he kisses over my breasts and his finger works gently in and out of me Barry giving me more with each slow careful thrust of his finger. 

“Is it okay to talk dirty to you?” He whispers. 

“Don’t call me names” I whisper. Shaking and wondering if that’s what he wanted and hoping I’m not disappointing him. 

“Never” he whispers. “Youre far too perfect to be talked to like you’re cheap, you’re a fucking Angel , Blackbird” he groans and kisses my nipple as I exhale. 

“Is okay to use the word cunt when talking about your beautiful pussy?” He asks against my breast and I groan and nod. 

“Yes” I answer him. 

“Is it okay to tell you that I love how wet your cunt is right now?” He groans and I moan and writhe as he fingers me a little deeper and I know his whole finger still isn’t inside of me. He so fucking careful and slow and it drives me crazy and only make me love him more as he respects every single fucking inch of me. 

“It’s so wet Bane” I cry and he hums and kisses my nipple and sucks it gently with a lick of his tongue before letting the suction slip and flicking his tongue again at the hard flesh. 

“I know Blackbird , and it feels so fucking good baby” he whispers on my skin and I wince and bite my lip as my chest rises and fall with each gentle thrust of his finger and flick of his tongue at my nipple. 

“You feel so good inside Blackbird” he groans and sucks my nipple again as I let out a louder moan as his finger sinks deeper and I gasp feeling just how far it goes as he sinks into me fully. His knuckles against my flesh. 

“Is that too deep?” He asks slowly pulling his finger out. I shake my head. 

“N-no” my voice shakes as he kisses my tits and leans over sucking the other nipple into his mouth. 

“Does it feel good baby?” He flicks his tongue at my nipple next and rolls it around my areola and the flicks his tongue at my nipple and I whimper as he sinks his finger back into me slowly, again, all the way and I toes curl as my ass pushes into the bed and then lifts up and grinds against his hand as his finger stays buried inside of me. 

“Yes” I cry in answer and his finger moves out and then slowly back in , only drawing it out partly before sinking back into me with care. 

“Your pussy like that baby? Does my pretty Blackbird like her man’s finger fucking her deep like that?” He whispers and my legs shake and I curse at his words. 

“I love it” I pant. “I love it, please don’t stop” I answer and he groans. 

“Do you want me to go faster?” He asks. 

“I don’t know” I answer honestly. I’ve  never had a guy finger me, did I want him to go faster? Harder? Which felt better? I barely even ever fingered myself that much when masturbating and never this deep. God, how long were his fingers? 

“Then we’ll go just like this Blackbird…we’ll fuck this pretty pussy nice and slow” he says and kisses down my stomach and I suck in a breath. 

“I’m going to eat your pussy while I finger you, okay?” He checks in with me and I whimper and nod. 

“Yes” I answer 

“Thank you for trusting me with your body Blackbird” he kisses below my navel and I melt at his words , whimpering As I try to understand what I did to deserve such perfection. He didn’t seem real. 

In a world like the one I’ve known, I didn’t believe guys like this existed. Asking for permission at every little thing he did , wanting to learn what I was comfortable with him doing or saying to me before doing it. I’ve never wanted to give myself entirely to someone , but  I’d wanted to give Bane everything within hours of knowing him. 

I lift my head to watch as he kisses over my lower stomach and reaches my pelvis, kissing over the hair there and I tremble as his finger slowly pumps in and out of me. His eyes lift and he smiles softly at me. 

“Lay back black bird” he whispers. 

“I want to watch you” I reply with a pant and he smiles a bit more. 

“Alright, then watch me baby, watch me make love to you with my mouth Calypso”