EroticReverie

Madalyn

It was a bad idea. All of it. This arrangement. The “rules” I made. I should stop him, should tell him he can fuck other women during our fake relationship. Because having sex with Carden wasn’t going to turn out well. Not for me. Not for him. Not for anyone. 

I was already developing feelings for him that went past just physical. He was attractive. But he was also sweet and thoughtful. This past week, ever since I declared no touching. He’s shown me a side of him that I didn’t know was there. While the relationship might be fake, he was making it feel like it was real. 

I made mention that I’d missed my pillows from home.  The next night they were on my bed. Overnighted by my parents at his request and he’d paid the ridiculous shipping fee for them. 

He’d asked the next morning if I’d slept better. Which I had. 

He opens every door, and has a protectiveness whenever he takes me out in public. He listens when I talk to him. Putting his phone down, or diverting his attention from whatever he’s doing anytime I open my mouth. He asks me every morning how I slept and if I need anything else from home. He texts me throughout the day with random memes or pictures. Yesterday it was pictures of baby ducks  because I’d said the night before that I thought they were the cutest. Maybe it’s just him being a friend. And he’s right. He HAS been good this week as far as keeping his hands to himself and keeping it professional. But it didn’t make the sexual tension between us wane at all. It was there , thick as hell anytime we were in his home together. And when we were in the same room it was undeniable. 

I should stop this, but I can’t. Okay, I can. But I don’t fucking want to because  my vibrator and the shower head and my hand don’t compare to how fucking good his mouth and hands feel on my body right now. We’re both already naked , our clothes strewn throughout the bedroom on the floor and Carden is between my legs , kissing my thighs and spreading them , now taking long slow licks at my cunt. 

“You could make a man do anything with a cunt that tastes this good” he groans and his tongue plunges inside of me. Making my hips buck and he groans deeply. His hands under my ass now. Lifting it up. Pushing my pussy up against his face and licking me deeper as I arch my back. 

It wasn’t fair.  It’s not fair that he can make me feel this sexy, make me this fucking hot for him, and this fucking desperate. It’s not fair that I have zero will in stopping this from happening. 

I reach down and grab his hair , and pull it, his mouth growling as I remove him from between my legs. Directing his mouth up to mine, but it stops along the way. Kissing my stomach. My breasts and pulling one nipple into his mouth with a groan and giving the other a swift lick of his tongue before dragging his warm lips against my skin up to my neck. My head pushing back into the bed as he groans and kisses at my neck. 

“Fuck me” I breathe. Entirely too impatient. He groans. 

“I need to get a condom” he exhales and kisses to my mouth and claims it and I reach down. 

“Do you always use condoms?” I ask and he lifts his head. 

“Yes” he answers and I lick my lips. 

“Me too” I answer and he looks at me. His brow quirking. 

“If you trust me…I trust you” I say with an exhale. God, what was I saying?! But I don’t take it back and I watch him blink several times. 

“I need to hear what you’re telling me explicitly Little Mouse, because I think I’m hallucinating that you’re telling me take your sweet fucking pussy bare” he says. 

“That’s what I’m saying” I nod as I reach down. Grabbing him. Stroking him. 

“Mina” he groans. 

“I’m on the pill” I tell him. 

“Jesus Christ” he groans louder. 

“Fuck me bare Carden, I want you to feel how wet I get for you, I want you to feel me all over your dick” I moan and he lets out a strangled sound. 

He winces and his hips shift as they jerk and my eyes go wide as cum hits my stomach. 

“Fuck” he mutters. Panting. “Shit” he heaves a breath and my hand stills as the last of him cum hits my stomach. 

“Did you…just…” I say. But I know that he did. He just came. 

He huffs and looks at me. 

“This is fucking embarrassing” he exhales and I just blink. 

“I’m so fucking sorry” he says. 

I shake my head slightly. Because , I wasn’t mad. Not at all. Confused , maybe. Surprised, yes. But nothing that warrants an apology. 

“Dont be sorry” I say and he looks at me. 

“You….you just…fuck…I was not prepared for how hot you sounded telling me that you get wet for me, or telling me you wanted me to feel you all over my dick, Jesus “ he exhales and then kisses me. “I’m sorry” he says again and I shake my head. 

“I’m taking it as a compliment” I tell him with a soft smile and he huffs. 

“As you should. Because this….has never….and I mean NEVER …fucking happened” he says and I bite my lip and he looks down and groans. 

“God, you look with my cum on you though” he exhales and I smile to myself as I watch him admire the mess on my stomach. 

He lifts his eyes to me and I smile at him. 

“I think I severely underestimated my ability to control myself with you” he says as he breathes out. 

I just lift my brows. 

“I’ve never had an issue ….with…performing….but I’ve also never had anyone turn me on the way that you do” he says and I bite my lip. 

“If you need any more proof than this that you’re exactly my type Mina, I don’t know what to tell you. Because you have me in fucking shambles Little Mouse”  he sighs and leans down. Kissing me. 

“Let me get a towel.” He says and moves off the bed. I watch him go and then come back. A warm wet wash rag in his hands, cleaning my skin. 

“I’ll take care of you. I promise. But I need a minute to gain my manhood back after that embarrassing display” he huffs and drops the rag on the night stand and then drops to the bed at the side of me. 

“I’m not questioning your manhood” I laugh slightly and turn to my side to face him. 

“Well I am” he says and shakes his head and then turns it to look at me and I’m smirking. Biting back a laugh. 

“It’s not funny” he says narrowing his eyes playfully. 

“I’m not laughing” I say and bite my lips shut again. 

“Youre smirking. Cause you WANT to laugh” he huffs and I shake my head. 

I move closer and he lifts his arm for me to lay in and I place my hand on his chest and he groans and I lift my head and we stare at each other. 

“It feels like we’re not pretending anymore.” I say and he looks at me. 

“I haven’t been pretending since you got here Little Mouse” he says and I bite my lower lip. 

“My brother won’t be happy” I say and he just smiles slightly. 

“He’ll get over it.” He says and I shift and slip upward and bring my face closer to his. My mouth hovering over him. 

“If you hurt me…it won’t be my brother that cuts off your dick Carden.” I warn him and he smiles. 

“I like you Little Mouse.  Too much to ever hurt you.” He says and I lick my lips. 

“I like you too” I say and he grins at me.  

“Even if I might have a premature ejaculation problem on my hands when it comes to you?” He asks and I laugh. Nearly snorting. 

“Yeah. Even then” I answer and kiss him. 

“I’m going to enjoy stealing your manhood” I say and he groans. 

“It won’t be difficult to do. Trust me.” He sighs and I laugh and kiss him again. 

“I’ve never been with a woman…like this” he says and I cock my head. 

“What do you mean?” I ask. 

“I like being around you. A lot. I want to be around you all the fucking time. It’s driving me crazy.” He says and lifts his hand to the side of my face. 

“I’ve never had sex with someone I cared about , it’s always just been casual, almost like a fucking transaction, I’ve never thought about them all day, every second, I’ve never been with someone who consumes me the way you do” he says and my heart skips several beats as I listen to him. Seeing the genuine sincerity. 

“I don’t want this to be an arrangement. I don’t want this to be just another transaction. I want you Madalyn. And I don’t give a fuck about anything else. I like you being here. And I don’t want you to leave. Ever.” He says and I kiss him softy. 

“I don’t want this to be an arrangement either. It’s real to me.” I say. “I’m not pretending”

“It’s real” he nods. And I smile and kiss him softly again. 

“It’s real” he repeats and I nod and climb ontop of him slowly. 

“You ready to have your manhood taken?” I tease and he laughs but also groans. 

“Yeah Little Mouse, go ahead, do your worst baby”