EroticReverie

Shay

“What are you doing ?” Killian cocks his head as I redirect the conversation for the tenth time. While waiting for our food to arrive. 

I was on a date. With a beyond attractive man, that fucked me like it was his life’s mission, and was currently trying to get to know me, by asking all the right questions, while I kept trying to steer the conversation back to sex.  Because sex , is easy. It’s simple. Sex was what all men wanted. , so why wasn’t Killian just letting me give him what he truly fucking wanted? 

I feel my cheeks heat slightly , but slip my shoe off and let my toes slip along her ankle under the table and under his pant leg.

“What?” I ask, feigning as much confusion as I can. 

“I’m just asking questions” I say with my best “don’t you want to fuck me?” Eyes and biting my lip. 

He sighs. “While ignoring every single one I’ve asked.” He points out. And I shrug. 

“Ask me something you really want to know Killian…like my favorite position” I say , and keep toeing his calve as I bite my lip. 

“I already know your favorite position” he says. 

I laugh at that. “No you don’t” 

“You think you prefer being on top, but you don’t, you prefer any position where I’m in control “ he says and I open my mouth but he keeps going “because you want to be in control, you like to be dominant because it makes you feel safer, makes whatever this bullshit it is you’re doing denying our attraction to each other , makes it easier for you…because if you’re in control then you think there’s no possible way that you could fall or let it be more than sex, ….but when I fuck you, like I did earlier against my wall before you left…you liked that Shay,…” he says and lowers his voice and I let out a little yip as he leans forward , and reaches his hand under the table and grabs my foot and lifts it and slips his hand up the back of my valve and grabs it firmly. 

“In fact , you fucking loved it….” He says and my breath hitches. My heart pounding. Because. He’s spot on. 

“Your favorite position , is you with those hot legs wrapped around me…my dick buried inside of you, pounding away at your impossibly tight cunt , and giving it to you the way you deserve , you like barely being able to hold on, while I fuck you so hard that you can’t keep up…because you don’t  really want control..do you Shay?” He smirks and his hand slides up and down my calve. 

I’m breathing faster and he tilts his head with a knowing grin and I hate that he’s right. 

“You just can’t admit it, because you think admitting you like the way I already know how to fuck that pussy and what it needs, means something more to you” he says and drops my leg and I exhale hard and lean back in my seat , my chest heaving with excited breaths. 

I didn’t want him to see right through me. But he had. I’d made it all to easy by the way I kept trying to ghost him. By the way I tried to decline this dinner. This date. By the way I kept steering our conversation away from anything that was serious. 

“I don’t want to date you.” I say and his head tilts and he lifts his hands and claps them together. Resting his chin on his hands and smiles. It’s so smug and I want to slap him for it. 

“Yes you do.” He says and I glare at him. My jaw clenching. 

“No. I don’t.” I say and he smiles still and my nostrils flare. 

“Then why the fuck are you here baby?” He smirks and my eyes flare. 

“Because” I hiss. “Because you’re relentless and you won’t leave me alone!” I whisper yell at him as I push forward , leaning over the table. 

“Damn right I won’t leave you alone” he says and smiles at me. 

“This ISNT happening , you and me, it’s not happening” I hiss. 

“It already has Shay” he says and licks his lips. 

“As far as I’m concerned …you’re mine baby” he says and I huff and clench my jaw at the audacity of this fucking man. 

“I am not yours. Get it through your head Killian” I scowl at him and he smiles. 

“You were mine the second I saw you in the club that night.” He says. 

“How does this usually work for you? You think you can just be a decent lay and then lay claim to a girl?” 

“Decent?” He laughs and then I swallow as he leans over further. 

“Try again sweetheart, we both know what we did together wasn’t fucking just “decent”.  He says. 

“Get over yourself Killian”

“You first sweetheart” he says and my lips tighten as the waitress interrupts our stare off and both of us move back into our seats , instead of leaning over in our stare off. 

I don’t take my eyes off him and he doesn’t take his eyes off me as the waitress talks while setting down our plates. 

“Anything else I can get you two?” She asks. 

“No thank you Marcella , we’re all set.” he answers her. 

“Oh..Kay” she says with a little nervousness. Clearly picking up the tension. I break eye contact with him and lift my eyes to her and put on my most polite smile. 

“Thank you so much, but can I get a Togo box for this, I have to leave , something came up” I say and she blinks. 

“Oh, sure, of course , I’m sorry about that, I’ll be right back with to go boxes.” She says. 

“And the check please?” I ask politely and she nods. Looking at Killian briefly and then back to me as she smiles. 

“Of course, I’ll be right back” she says and leaves and when I look back at Killian. He’s pissed. 

“What are you doing?” He asks through his teeth. 

“I didn’t want to come. And I’m not having a good time. I want to leave.” I say simply and look down at my food. The food looks amazing. And I know he’s right. That I’m fucking attracted to him. Beyond just his good looks and the fact he’s beyond good in bed. And far beyond “decent”.  I know I should probably give a chance. But I cant. Because I keep picturing myself crying so hard I can barely breathe when my ex had cheated on me. I didn’t want to go through that again. I couldn’t. 

Five minutes later and not another word from Killian we’re walking out of the restaurant with our to go containers. 

Instead of walking with him to his car, I start to walk the opposite way. 

“I parked this way.” He says and I Keep walking. 

“Shay, the car is this way.” He says. 

“I’m going to call an Uber, I’ll Venmo you the money for my dinner.” I say and hear him

Sigh. 

“Will you…stop being so fucking ridiculous?” He growls at me and I shoot him an angry glare of my shoulder. 

“I’m not.” I argue. 

“Let me take you home.” He says and runs an exhausted hand through his hair. 

“I’m fine.” I say and then slip my hand into my purse to grab my phone and he’s walking over to me and then grabs my phone as I take it out. 

“Hey!” I yell and he shakes his head. 

“You don’t want date. Fine. You made your fucking point. But I’m taking you home. There’s no fucking point in you paying for an Uber.” He says and turns and walks toward the car. 

“Give me my phone!” I yell at his back. 

“Come and fucking get it sweetheart.” He says and keeps walking. 

I growl and stomp my heel and huff as I follow him to the car. 

He opens the door for me and I get in, scowling to myself. Not looking at him or talking as he closes my door and then gets in his side. 

“Youre unfucking believable” he mutters. 

“Screw you” I mutter back. 

“Screw you too sweetheart” he snarls slightly as he starts to drive. 

I roll my eyes and look out the window as he drives back to my place. The silence fucking deafening the entire way. 

“Am I coming up or are you going to pretend you don’t want to get fucked either ?” He asks and I glare at him as hold out my hand for my phone. 

“We’re not fucking.” I say and he licks his teeth and looks at me as I wave my hand in front of him.

“My phone” I say as I glare at him. 

“I want to come up.” He says. 

“Too fucking bad” I say and reach for my phone in his hand and he pulls it back and smirks. 

“Killian , I swear I god if you don’t-“ 

His mouth cuts me off and he steals a hard kiss , his other hand reaching up behind my head and pulling my face to his as I try to pull back. 

“What the fuck are you-mpfh!” My mouth is silenced again as he kisses me and I whimper, my mouth parting and his tongue shoving past my lips and my body fucking sizzles with need. Because I really, really , reallyyyyy fucking liked kissing Killian. 

“Stop” I gasp as I push away.  That word gets me what I want and he lets go of my

Head and leans away as he looks at me. 

“Tell me to come upstairs. You don’t want to date me. Fine. But let me fuck you.” 

“No im not …we’re not doing this anymore…don’t call me anymore, don’t text me” I say. Trying not to fucking cry like a dumb bitch. 

“One last time then. Let me come up and fuck the shit out of you the way that you like it Shay” he says and I shake my head. 

“Yes.” He says and I lift my eyes to his. 

“I need to you leave.”  I say and get out of his car and slam the door and listen to him shut off his car and walk up to my apartment door and my heart is pounding as his steps get closer and I know if he touches me one more fucking time I’m not going to be able to say no.

I curse as my keys fall and his hand scoops them up and I look at him.

“Go home” I breathe. 

“No.” He says and hands me my keys. I swallow.  

“Now open the door and take me upstairs so I can taste you and fuck you one last time.” He says. 

“Killian , I’m serious , I don’t-“

“Open the fucking door.” He growls and his hand goes to the small of my back and I whimper as he dips down and brushes a kiss to my cheek. 

“Hurry up sweetheart, or I’ll take you right there on this stoop and let the entire neighborhood watch me fuck the one that I’m gonna let get away” he says and I whimper. Sliding my keys into the door. 

“Good girl” he whispers on my cheek and kissing it again and pulling the door open and following me inside and up to second floor.

“You should go” I say as I get my key in my door. 

“Not happening sweetheart, get inside” he says and pushes my door open and I exhale. 

The second I’m in I go to turn and shut the door but Killian is grabbing my waist. Pushing me inside and kicking the door shut behind him. His hand grabs my take out box and drops it on the floor and I gasp as I busts open and a fifty dollar meal spills onto the floor. 

“Well I’m not paying you for it now” I say as he laughs softly and then grabs my face. 

“ didn’t want your money anyways “ he says and kisses me and I whimper against his mouth as he steps forward and pushes me against the wall.

“Now…do you want to be fucked against the wall the way you need it Shay, or do you want to ride me on your bed , and pretend you like being in control” he says and I moan as he hikes up my dress and then undoes his belt and his tongue grazes my ear and his mouth dips to my neck and I moan at the sound of his zipper falling and pants shuffling as I pant.  

“Right here” I pant and he groans. 

“Yeah, cause you love the way I fuck you with my hands on that ass and my dick deep in your fucking cunt not letting you do any work , don’t you baby?” He groans and then grabs my ass and I moan as I’m lifted. My legs wrapping around him and my arms around his neck as he lifts me up with his hands , higher, and I reach down with one hand and he groans as I guide him into me. 

“Tell me you love the way I fuck you” he groans. 

God my cunt was dripping. I was so fucking weak. Just one last time. This was it. I couldn’t like a guy like Killian. I couldn’t get my heart trampled on again. 

“I love the way you fuck me Killian” I moan. Needing him too fucking much to not say exactly what he wants to hear. Which was only the truth. 

He groans. 

“It’s a fucking shame that you’d deny yourself something as good as the way I’d fucking treat you” he groans and notches the head of his cock inside of me and I moan and curse. My cunt gripping him as he slides me down on his slowly and I moan even more as he fills me. 

“I fucking hate the man that made you so fucking scared to let yourself belong to someone Shay” he groans and I let out a cry as he lifts me back up , leaving just the tip inside of me and I roll my hips. 

“Fuck me” I whine. “Fuck me Killian, just fuck me” I whimper. 

“God , quit being stubborn and be my fucking  girl Shay” he groans and drops me on his dick and I gasp, a tiny scream scrambling up my throat a second later. 

“God, I want you so fucking bad” he groans and slams into me again. Again. Harder. Faster. My body slammed into the wall with each thrust as I scream and moan and curse as Killian fucks me relentlessly. 

It’s so fucking good. His thrusts are vicious , punishing. And I know he’s doing exactly that. Punishing me. Making it better than ever just so I know how good we are. How are chemistry is undeniable. 

“My god, you fit so fucking good on this dick Shay, fuck” he groans loudly as he keeps railing me against the wall. All my control gone as I try to keep up, to fuck him back, but I can’t , he’s fucking me too fast , too deep and I’m cumming as I scream. His cock still pounding and drilling into me as I fucking cum. His hands holding me in place as he keeps going. Not even letting me orgasm fade away before another one has my cunt clenching his cock as I cum all over it. 

“K-killian” I cry. “I c-can’t , take anymore” 

“Shut up” he growls 

“Shut the fuck up” he groans and keeps thrusting and I gasp and he gives it to me even harder and I scream and he groans and grabs my ass harder and cums inside of me , deep. 

He grunts and curses and then pants hard as I hang there around him. My legs barely able to hang on as he carries me from the wall and through my apartment and into my room and drops me onto the bed. 

I lay there panting, looking at him as he takes off his clothes and then is grabbing my dress and pulling it up and I sit up and he removes it over my head and tosses it. 

“Spread your fucking legs” he groans and I do. My legs falling open and Killian kicks off his shoes. His socks and then climbs onto the bed. And kisses my pussy, up over my stomach and nips at my breasts and I whimper. 

“Killian” I breathe. 

“You….are…Mine” he growls and bites my nipple and I yelp and he drags his tongue over it up to my neck. 

“So quit being a brat, quit pretending you weren’t mine the second I sank my dick into you Shay” he groans and slides his still hard cock into my and I curse and arch my back as my legs shake then wrap around him. My hands grabbing his ass as I pull him deeper. 

“Fuck” I cry. And he groans and puts his mouth to mine. Kissing me. 

“If you think I’m walking away from you, you’re out of your fucking mind sweetheart” he groans and thrusts slowly. And fuck it feels so good.

“Feel the way I fill that cunt?” He groans. I nod and whimper 

“Yes” I answer 

“Does that feel fucking DECENT?” He growls and I shake my head and whimper again. 

“Then tell me what it fucking feels like Shay” he groans and keeps his thrusts slow and deep .

“So fucking good” I moan. 

“Damn right, we feel fucking incredible together” he groans and thrusts a little faster. A bit harder. 

“Tomorrow….im taking you to dinner again…and we’re gonna redo that fucking date sweetheart …and you’re gonna tell me all about the woman that has my cock addicted to her perfect fuckin pussy” he groans and slams into me. 

“Killian!” I scream. 

“Because you’re gonna my fucking girl Shay, don’t make me tell you again sweetheart “ he says and kisses me as I nearly cry and he thrust faster. Groaning as he fucks me while I buck my hips into his. Panting into his mouth. 

“Now…tell me…who’s my fucking girl?” He groans. 

I whimper 

“Fucking say it baby” he groans. 

“I…am” I pant. 

Killian groans and fucks me harder. 

“God damnit right baby, there you go, bout fuckin time”