EroticReverie

Macy ...One Week Later

She called me in sick to school, after I begged her all last night to let me spend the day with her. I was getting greedy, the small time frames of after school and my father getting home, weren't enough. The rushed moments at night , having to keep quiet, weren't enough. 

With my brother down for a nap, my other siblings off to school, and my father at work, I pull my mother into the bathroom. I smile at how nervous she still is, how she still resists just a little bit, but both of us knowing she wants this just as much as I do now. 

"Let's get you in the shower Mommy" I say as I slowly undress her, peeling off bathrope and then her knee length floral nightgown. It was such a mother thing to be wearing, and I don't think she understands how sexy she is in it. 

I lift off my own shirt and pull off my sleep shorts, and turn on the shower. While the water warms , I turn to her and grab her arms that she's crossed over her midsection. 

"Macy, we really need to consider what we're doing...this isn't right." She shakes her head and I say nothing as I lift my one hand, slipping her hair back behind her shoulder, then lifting my hand and doing the same on the other side. 

Maybe it wasn't right, but it's what I wanted. It's what she wants too. At least now it is, because I know she's enjoyed herself , enjoyed every second my hands and mouth are on her, every thrust I've given her with my strap on.  I've fucked her twice more since the night in my bedroom a week ago. I still haven't heard her and my father being intimate at all at night, so I knew, I was the only one fucking her. And I liked it that way. I liked being the one giving her what she desperately needed. 

I lift my hands to her face. 

"Macy, I think we should talk." She says as I lean in and shake my head at her words.

"no, I dont think we need to do that Mommy" I say and then she exhales with a sigh as I press my mouth to hers. I kiss her once, twice, three soft kisses on her lips before hers begin to press back to mine. 

"Macy" she breathes.

"shhh" I whisper and kiss her mouth, and gently nip her lip with my teeth and then drop one hand down to her waist, pulling her against me, our breasts pressing together, our head tilting in opposite directions as our mouths slant over one another, and our tongues move gently against one anothers. My hand sneaking behind her, grabbing her ass and pulling her even tighter to me.

There was no woman that would ever turn me on as much as my mother did. I loved how close we've always been, and now we were closer. We had a secret now, a special bond that my other siblings couldn't have. 

"Get in the shower Mommy, let me wash you." I say as I feel the steam of the hot water in the air. 

I wash her slowly, kissing her shoulders, her breasts, her back, her stomach, going down on her after I've washed her there too. Licking and sucking at her clit as she leans her back to the wall and moans for me. My two fingers fucking her pussy as she cums on them, and my mouth. Then, I take her from the shower, and to her bedroom instead of mine. 

both of us drying off and then me layingher down on the bed she shares with my father. 

I lay myself between her legs, my stomach nestled between her thighs as I cup her breasts, pushing them together, positioning myself on her, to allow my mouth the perfect access to her breasts. 

"I didnt have breakfast this morning" I tell her as I kiss one nipple, my eyes lifting to hers and she watches me, biting her lip. 

"Aren't you going to feel your little girl Mommy?" I ask, tilting my head and flicking my tongue at her nipple, squeezing her breasts slightly, my eyes drawn to the drop of milk beading from her nipple. 

"Macy" she breathes my name and I hum, dragging my tongue over the single drop of her milk and then rolling my tongue around her nipple. Then licking my lips as I gently massage her breast and watch more milk bead, then trickle down the side of her breast, my tongue darts to the side of her breast, dragging up the side, collecting the tiny little stream. 

"Mmmmm, my mommy tastes so good" I moan and then kiss her nipple and then suck it into my mouth and she gasps, her mouth parting and she moans, her head dropping back as my mouth works her. I suck, and pull, feeling the warm milk fill my mouth, drinking it down, bit by bit. My pussy growing wetter and wetter from each taste of her. 

"yeah mommy" I breathe, flicking her nipple with my tongue. "Give your baby her milk" 

"Macy" she gasps, and I know the dirty talk makes her a bit uncomfortable at times, but it also turns her on. She feels wrong about it, but likes it, just as much as she likes my mouth draining her perfect milky tits. 

"I'm so hungry" I whimper and then suck her nipple again and I moan, sucking harder and my mother arches her back. 

"oh baby" she exhales. 

"Tell me to drink it all up like a good girl" I moan and bite her nipple and she yelps slightly. 

"fuck" she cries. "drink it all...up like a...good girl" she moans as she writhes and I moan as I take another drink, sucking her nipple into my mouth, my hand working her breast, squeezing to force out even more. I save it up, sucking it all into my mouth and then let my lips slip, my mouth stops sucking, and I watch my mouth full of milk spill out onto her breast, soaking it, as it drips down all over her. She gasps at the mess and her heands slip into my hair. 

"messy girl" she exhales, and my cunt pulses at how turned on she sounds saying the words.

"You like me making a mess with your milk?" I ask and she bites her lip and nods.

It was taking less and less to make my mother lose her inhibitions with me. Less and less coaxing to get her to let me drink from her, or lick her pussy. And once we began? It didnt take much for her tolet herself come undone, to forget how wrong it was, and to just enjoy it. 

I moan and suck her nipple again, pulling with my mouth and squeezing her breast with my hand as my hand on her other breasts keeps massaging, milk leaking from it slowly. 

I get a good amount in my mouth and then pull my mouth from her, keeping it in my mouth, and I take my hand from her breast, grabbing her jaw, as my body slides up and my tits brush hers and I squeeze her jaw a bit, her mouth already open , parted and panting, and I make it open more then bring my mouth to hers and press my lips close over hers and gently drop her milk from my mouth, into hers, then shove my tongue in her mouth and kiss her hard.

"drink it mommy, drink your milk" I moan, even though she's already swallowed it. I moan as she grabs my ass and her body bucks against mine slightly as our mouths go at it passionately, hungrily. 

"tell me what you want from me mommy....tell me what you need from your little girl right now.....do you want me to drink some more? Do you want your baby to lick your pussy? Do you need me to grab my toys? Do you want my fingers?" 

"rub your pussy on mommys" she moans and I curse softly and move, sitting up and positioning myself to scissor her. Holding her leg to me I rub my pussy against hers, both of us moaning.

"talk dirty to me mommy, tell me how much you love my wet little pussy fucking your hot mommy pussy" I moan and she gasps and her hips are moving in waves, meeting mine as we grind against one another, her hand on my thigh that's near her hip.

"i love your pussy on mine Macy....oh god, i love it, i love it so much baby, fuck me baby, fuck mommy, please" she cries and I moan loudly, at how fucking shamefully she whines. she doesnt want to love every second of it, she's ashamed of herself, and yet, can't fucking stop, and that makes me even hotter for her. 

"you like my good girl pussy, mommy?" I moan as I grind faster and she moans louder and nods.

"yes baby, yes, Macy, fuck, I'm going to cum" she moans. 

"Does your babys cunt turn you on mommy ? when she rubs it all over your wet fucking mommy pussy?" I grit my teeth, watching her as she edges closer and closer. 

"Macy!" she cries, her body tensing and her breath catching, and then her body trembles as she lets out a cry. Cumming as I keep grinding. 

"cum on my pussy mommy, cum on my little pussy" I beg and she curses and cries out again, her hands grabbing me and then pulling me down. I dont care that I dont cum, I let her pull me down and to her side and smile to myself as she lays there, panting and breathing , looking at the ceiling and then closing her eyes, whimpering as she comes down from her orgasm.

"we can't keep doing this" she says, her voice cracking and I frown as I watch her eyes water. 

"I'm your mother Macy...your mother" she says, voice quivering and she turns her head way from me, and goes to get up. but I grab her gently around her waist, quickly pulling her back to me. 

"don't!" she cries and grabs my forearm trying to release herself. 

I pull her to me, sliding my other arm under her, wrapping both of them around her and resting my chin on her shoulder as she cries. I don't say anything, because nothing I can say will matter. She's right, we can't keep doing this. But it doesnt mean I want to stop, and I dont want her to want it to stop either. 

At that moment, my baby brother chooses to wake up, his fussing coming through the monitor. 

"let go, i need to go get your brother" she says and I kiss her shoulder.

"Stay here...I'll get him. You rest. I'll watch him." I say as I kiss her  shoulder once more and she seems to cry even harder as I release her, and she turns onto her stomach as I leave the bed, and grab my shirt and shorts, pulling them on, watching her, facing away from me, shoulders shaking as she sniffles. 

Why does it have to be wrong? Why is wrong to be in love with the woman responsible for everything in my life? why is wrong for me to love her as more than just my mother or my best friend? Why couldnt she love me back the same without feeling so guilty for it? What was so wrong about it? Why did it have to be "Bad" ? 

I walk into my brothers nursey, scooping him up and gently soothing him in my arms. I whisper in a soft voice as I smile down at him. I let her hear over the monitor, that I've made him stop fussing, so she doesn't have to worry, then I turn off the monitor and sit down in her rocking chair. 

I rock him slowly, as he looks up at me, blinking at me, with those tiny little babbling baby noises. I talk to him about nonsense, sing him a few little lines of nursey rhymes. 

My eyes flick up as I see slight movement at the door, finding my mother, standing there, peeking around the doorframe from the hall. Her eyes finding mine. I give her a soft smile.

"you're supposed to be resting...I've got it." I tell her. 

She walks around the corner , her naked body walking into the room. I swallow down the moan that I want to let loose at the sight of her. She gently picks up my brother from my arms. 

"He's probably hungry." she says. 

I watch as his mouth goes right for her breast as she offers it to him, and I stand to let her sit in the rocker.

"It's okay, you can sit." She says, looking down at my brother, but I keep standing anyways. Watching her with him. She's a perfect mother, to me, to all of her kids. Doesnt she deserve for me to love her back? Love her more? Doesnt she deserve to have whatever she wants, even if its wrong? She's a good woman, it doesnt make her bad to enjoy what we do together. I was nearly eighteen, it's not like I was an actual child. Sure I would always be HER child, but I was basically an adult, capable of making my own choices. 

She sits eventually in her rocking chair and I take a seat on the floor and just watch her as she softly hums, while watching my brother feed. I'm torn. Torn between what I should do. Clearly she enjoyed the things we did together, but they also wrecked her with guilt each time. But today was the first time she cried from the guilt, and...I didnt like seeing my mother cry. And it was my fault. 

Her eyes lift to mine, and I bring mine to hers, and we just look at one another. I dont tell her how jealous I am of my baby brother, I dont ask for her other breast, even though I want it. I sit there, deciding she can make the calls. If she wants this, she's going to have to ask for it. If being with me in secret bothers her that much, then I'll let her decide to pull the plug on it. 

She sighs and then holds out her free arm, reaching out her hand to me. I push up and crawl over to the few feet to her rocking chair as she stops rocking and I sit on my knees beside her. 

"Maybe....just this....we can....do just this ..." she says and I nod, pushing up and bringing my mouth to her breast and my eyes on her as she bites her lip watching me, as I begin to feed from her as well. Slow sucks, pulling gently and her hands slides behind my head as she licks her lips, watching me, while my brother keeps feeding on the other. 

"You're my daughter....it's just milk....it's meant for my children...right?" She asks, and I can hear the forced justification in her tone, she knows she shouldn't be breastfeeding her seventeen year old daughter, but then again....she's right. Who says she cant ? That's what her milk is for. I nod as I drink for her. Trying my best not to moan as I feel her nipple against my tongue or taste her sweet milk slip down into my stomach. 

I place my hand on her thigh to steady myself on my knees as I keep sucking from her breast. Her legs part slightly and my eyes drop down , my head tilting. Her legs part more, her ass shifting further to the edge of the chair, my fingers slipping a bit higher.

I grab her thigh right at the apex of her thighs, my pointer finger brushing her pussy and I shift my eyes back to her, my mouth pops from her nipple, a bit of milk dribbling and I lick my lips. 

She bites her lip and her eyes eyes look to my hand. 

"Do you want to stop?" I ask. "I will....I wont try to touch you anymore if you dont want it." 

My mother moans and spreads her legs even further. 

I lift up and take my brother and bring him back to his crib, he fusses for a moment and then just lays there as I put myself back on my knees in front of my mother, my hands going to her naked thighs and holding them. 

"If you want it....then tell me....but don't tell me when I'm done that it can't happen again....make up your mind....right now.....because I want this....I want to keep going.....I dont ever want to stop....I want you....tell me if you want me....but only if you're going to let me have you..." I say to her and she's breathing faster, looking at me. 

"Macy....I....." she pauses. 

"Yes or no....do you want this?" I ask and she looks away.

"I ...it's not that easy Macy." she says and I push her legs even wider, making her gasp. 

"Then let me make it easy for you....let me remind you how good girls eat their mommys pussies" I say and she gasps. and i already broke my will to let HER decide. But fuck it, I wanted to taste her, even if this might be the last time.