EroticReverie

Gibson Shaw

My feelings for Violet were complicated. I liked her, more than liked her. I truly loved her. But, she never felt like mine in the way I wanted her to. It felt righthaving her in my arms, in my bed, it felt right being inside of her, but she just, never felt like she ever really belonged to me, or ever could. I couldnt explain it. I cared about her, and I loved having sex with her. I loved laughing with her and talking to her. But, we really are just friends, and even if I want it to be more sometimes, I know that as much as I love the girl, we're just not meant to be together. It's hard to explain. How I can want a person so fucking much all the time, yet know that it's the comfort of her that I want most. She's soft, and she's kind, and she's caring, and she's home. She feels like fucking home. Her being here, makes this house feel warmer, brighter, and I can't explain it, no matter how much I try. 

I watched her and Axl, with her little sister Violet. Watched her singing to Violet. Watched Axl , watching her sing to Violet. He looked and Liviana like she was his. Like she belonged to him. Looked at her in awe, as if understanding for the first time, just how fucking great Liviana is. I dont know what happened or what was said for him to decide to let me keep Liviana. to bring her home, along with her sister. Im sure hed tell me , or Liviana would. I didnt really care the reason anyways, as long as she was here. 

When I heard the shower start, I came in the bathroom, stripped my clothes off and got in the shower with Liv. Axl warned everyone but me, not to fucking touch her. Threatened my brothers dicks, and then again when he said he found Jagger with his hand around her neck. But I was the only one allowed, because she was technically "mine" , because I've been the one bringing her to my bed for the past six months. 

"do you want to talk about it?" I ask her as she holds her naked body against mine, her head resting on my chest as the hot water hits our sides. She shakes her head. 

I dont push, because like I said, as long as she's here. That's all that matters. But it must have something to do with her home, her dad. Otherwise , why would Violet be here too? 

I dip my head, kissing her cheek, then down her neck. 

"Is this okay?" I ask, sliding my hands down her wet hips and onehand between her legs and she nods.

"yeah" she breathes.

"do you want me to?" I ask her. 

"yeah" she answers. 

"Can i taste it?" I whisper in her ear and she moans softly.

"Yeah" she answers again and I kiss down her body, turning her slightly as I get on my knees and hitch one of her legs over my shoulder, kissing her thigh, then brushing my mouth over her pussy and sliding my tongue through her bare lips. 

"Gibson" she breathes, one hand going into my hair and her head going back against the tiles and she moans, her hips pushing forward as she grinds against my tongue. 

"fuck, yes" she whispers, panting as I lick her clit, groaning quietly. 

"please" she moans. "god, please, i need to cum so bad" 

I was well aware , I was aboslute shit at making her cum. It was one of the many reasons, she just didnt feel like "mine". I had no problem making other girls I'd been with cum. At least not with my mouth. Sure penetration I was still working on, but I knew how to eat pussy, knew how to rub a girls clit to get her off, but not Liviana. I could eat her out for an hour and get sometimes CLOSE, but never take her over the edge, unless she assisted me in someway, or took over by rubbing her clit while I fingered her. It felt like shit not be able to make her cum, since she was always making me finish, but it's not like I never tried. 

"please Gibson, fuck" she cries and her hips roll faster, and she grabs my head with her other hand, both of them pulling my mouth to her pussy harder, my tongue licking faster and she moans. 

"oh god, oh fuck, that's so good, right there, please, fuck, don't stop, don't stop" she pants, whimpering and moans softly. Five more minutes of my licking, and attempts...

"I want you inside of me" she moans. 

I groan.  I want you inside of me, was code for, not happening. Im not going to cum, so you might as well just fuck me and get yourself off.

"I want you to cum Liv" I groan. "God, i just want to make you fucking cum, baby" I keep licking, sucking, gently nibbling, trying every damn trick in the book. Every single one getting a pleasured response, but none of them fucking taking her over the edge. 

"take me to bed, please, just take me to bed and fuck me" she pleads. 

I groan. I wasnt going to argue, I was going to make her feel bad for not being able to cum with me, I already felt bad enough myself about it. I fuckin hated not being able to get her the fuck off. 

We go from the shower, to my bedroom, towels wrapped around us. Liv dries her body quickly and then gets on all fours on my bed as I roll on a condom. 

"Can you ride me?" I ask her and she nods. 

I get on tthe bed, and slip onto my back and she crawls over me, straddling me, reaching down and I groan as she angles me into her and sinks down. 

"fuck" I groan , feeling her around me. 

I grip her hips as she works herself slowly, moaning softly as her wet hair hangs , little drops falling onto my chest as she places her hands on it, rocking back and forth. 

"i love your cock" she moans. "I love when you're inside of me" 

"Liv" I groan and my hands go to her ass. 

"sex with you is so fucking perfect" she whimpers. 

"you're so fucking good to me" she moans. 

I try not to cum, I try so fucking hard, listening her sweet soft voice, moan and talk to me, and say things to me, no girls say to me ever. It was a mind fuck, for us to be this into each other during sex, and even outside of sex, but to still have something missing, that kept us from saying we wanted it to be more. 

"I'll always be good to you Liv, always" I groan and she moans. 

"promise?" she moans. 

"yeah baby, of course, im sorry about this morning Liv, i was ...selfish...being a dick"

"shhh" she moans. "im not mad, i dont care, im over it, i just need you , okay? don't stop fucking me...ever" 

I groan. "Yeah"  "okay baby" 

She rides me faster. 

"Liv" 

"It's okay...you can cum...i want you to...." she breathes. 

"Liv" I grunt, barely able to hold it. God, how did she make me cum this fucking easily, there was never any holding back with her. I could only last for so fucking long when it came to her. 

"fuck me baby" she moans. 

I thrust hard up into her and she cries out, my hands gripping her, holding her as I thrust again. I loved Liviana moaning while calling me fucking baby. It didnt happen much, but she knew I liked it, knew it triggered every last fucking bit of will i had left inside me, not to cum. 

I groan and she pants, falling over me as my hips jerk. 

She hums as I pant, then I wrap my arms around her and she just lays on me, my cock inside of her still. 

A few minutes laters, we both move. Both going to the bathroom where she pees, and so do I . Washing my dick in the sink while she walks back to my bedroom. 

I crawl back into bed with her and she slips onto her side, and I slide up behind her, wrapping her up in my arm. Spooning her.

"One day, I'll rock your world." I say jokingly, she shakes a little with a small laugh.

"Who says you dont already?" she whispers.

"your pussy." I say and she laughs.

"You know just because I dont cum, doesnt mean anything right? I love having sex with you. I love the way you touch me, and fuck me." she says and I kiss the top of her head.

"you're not lying?" I ask. 

She shakes her head. 

"You think I've come over everytime youve called me for six months, because i dont like having sex with you?" she asks with a little laugh. 

"well, no...i guess not" I say and she laughs and turns in my arms and wraps a leg over my hip and looks at me in the dark, just the glow from the moon outside of my open window shining in. 

"I've never been touched the way you touch me. It's sweet, and it's soft....and it's gentle...you're careful with me..." she says.

"do you...want me to rougher ever?" I ask. 

"no, i dont think so....i dont think i'd like it if you were rough with me....i like you the way you are ....i like feeling like im being taken care of." she says and I smile. 

"I like that you feel that way with me." I tell her. 

"I'm glad you're here....glad you're staying here." I say and she smiles.

"me  too" she whispers. 

She closes her eyes, and we dont speak anymore. Both of us falling asleep.