EroticReverie

Kane King

My hands slide to her hips , her mouth sending me into fucking bliss I've been missing for years. Those long makeout sessions with Charlotte in highschool were better than sex with any woman I've been with since. Kissing this fuckin girl was my god damn job, my entire reason for exisiting. 

"Charlie Girl" I groan slightly, her mouth still on mine as she slips herself over me, her leg sliding over me, pushing up with her other knee to straddle me, to lay against me. 

"Yeah?" she asks softly, her mouth leaving mine and brushing her soft lips against the corner of my mouth, down to my jaw, along the edge of it to my ear. My hands grabbing at her hips as her mouth hits the spot that's always drove me so fucking crazy , that only her mouth can trigger. Right below my ear, right on my neck, where I can hear her perfect soft hums and her nose nudges my ear, as she kisses me so fucking sweet , it could make a man cry. 

Maybe it was selfish of me. I never pushed for things with Charlotte. But god, I want her to be mine again, she belongs with me, I fucking belong with her, with nobody else but her. 

"I want you so god damn bad Charlie Girl" I groan and she kisses down my neck. 

"I'm right here..you have me" she whispers and my hands move slightly, wanting to grab her gorgeous fucking ass, I've never held Charlotte's ass in just panties, and god my fucking hands were burning to fucking touch her. But I keep them in place, content to just feel the fabric at her hips under my palms as she pivots her hips a little and slips down a bit and I curse as her warmth descends over, her panty covered pussy, pushing over my painfully hard dick through my boxers. 

"Baby, please" I groan. "Dont fuckin do that Charlie" I plead. 

"why not?" she asks, and her hips push into me, pressing herself tighter against me, that warmth hitting my dick like a god damn oven and I groan. 

"Baby, this isnt why I agreed to stay, you know that right? You dont need to do this to keep me here Charlie" I groan. 

"I know" she says and kisses my jaw and then brings her mouth to mine, kissing me soft and her hips rock and her pussy drags against my cock. 

"maybe that's why I need to kiss you..and be on you...because i know you'd never ask for it...you'd never feel entitled to a reward for being so good to me" she says. 

I swallo the emotion in my throat, kissing her back, my one hand lifting from her hip and going right to the back of her head as I hold her fucking mouth to mine, kissing her deeper, our tongues slipping over each others lips, back and forth over one anothers tongues. 

"i want you to touch me" she whispers, with a soft moan. 

"charlie" I exhale a harsh breath against her mouth. 

"dont you want to touch me?" she asks and nips my lip gently and I groan. 

"real fuckin bad , baby. real god damn bad." I admit and she moans. 

"touch me ...show me how you want to touch me" she whispers and I groan my hand on her hip, sliding right over onto her ass cheek, my hands grabbing is softly, rubbing it, feeling her panties shift from my touch and my hand slides to the side and under the back of her panties and I grab Charlottes bare ass in my hand and she moans into my mouth.

"yeah baby" she whispers, encouraging me. "touch what belongs to you Kane" she says and my dick aches and throbs as my hand just enjoys her fucking soft ass, her round cheek in my giant hand and I squeeze it. I wanted my hands fuckin everywhere on here, but I wouldnt rush, wouldnt get too selfish or greedy.

"where else do you want to touch me?" she asks and I groan. God, she was so fucking sexy. 

"Everywhere baby, fuckin everywhere" I exhale and kiss her , fisting her hair and gently tilting her head to the side and letting my mouth kiss on her neck and she hums. 

"then touch me everywhere Kane...i want you to touch me everywhere...i want your hands everywhere they've never been before" she says and I almost fucking die right there. My heart skips and my breath siezes in my lungs, because fuck I loved this woman. 

"I will Charlie Girl.." I groan. "But if you think I'm gonna rush this...you're wrong baby...you're Charlotte Darling and this body deserves to be savored and appreciated...and my hand is real fucking comfortable where it is right now" I say and slide my hand further, over her backside to the other cheek, hand still in her panties as I grab the other and pull her against me, my hips lifting slightly, unable to not automatically respond to the love of my fucking life pressed so god damn tight against my dick. 

"Tell me you're my girl Charlie" I groan. She whimpers, but doesnt say it and I grit my teeth as she avoids repeating the words by kissing on my neck. 

"I know you're my girl....you don't have to say it baby..." I say and she whimpers on my neck and bites the skin softly and licks at it. Sucking on my neck as my hands massages her ass. 

"I've known since the first time I saw you in middle school.....that you were gonna be my girl...it felt like forever till I got you to agree to date me in highschool....but making you mine....you're worth the wait Charlie...and if i have to wait again...so be it...i'll wait for the rest of my life if that's what it takes...i don't care baby...all I want is you..." I say and she moans my name on my skin. I gently turn and she frowns at me as I slide her onto the bed and put her back where she was, beside me in my arm. 

"what are you doing, why are you stopping?" she asks, her body trying to shift again and slip back onto me. I gently place my hand on her hip and push it back to the bed and turn my head to her. 

"Because, when I touch you the way I want to touch you...I want you to be mine..."

"so youre punishing me for not being able to say Im yours yet?" 

I shake my head and put my hand on her cheek. 

"Listen to me Charlie Girl...i'd never...ever...fucking punish you, for anything. You know better than that. " I say and grab her chin and make her look me in the eyes.

"Dont you?" I ask and she nods.

"I don't ask for anything Charlie...I never have....they only thing I've ever asked of you....is to be my girl....that's it....that's all I'll ever ask you for.....now...I wont push for it...I would never do that to you...if you're not ready...i understand that baby, and I respect it... I'll be here with you...no matter what you decide....i'll always here for you....so there's no rush, there's no expectations, like you said... I dont take care of you because I expect anything in return, i take care of you because it's the only fucking thing I want to do. You are my priority baby. For as long as let you me take care of you, Im going to , every fucking day. I take care of you because I fuckin love to be the man that gets to do it baby." I tell her and she kisses me. My mouth moving over hers, sharing in the kiss, letting my mouth get carried away for just a few moments, my fingers sinking back into her hair, my body shifting, leaning over and hers body shifting onto her back as I cradle her head and groan into her mouth. 

"I love you" I groan. "I love you so fucking much Charlotte, i'd do fuckin anything for you, you know that" I say and she whimpers and nods. 

"But I can't touch you like you're mine...unless you're mine...i shouldnt even be kissing you like this...but i'll never turn down this mouth....because i know how fucking good it feels to be kissed by a woman so fucking perfect, and i'll never be strong enough to say no to that feeling....so i'm going to ask one more thing from you Charlie Girl." I say and she nods and I kiss her lips then kiss her nose.

"Don't ask me to show you how I want to touch you...unless what I'm touching belongs to me....okay?" I say and bites her lip and frowns. 

"I'm sorry" she says. I shake my head. 

"Nothing to be sorry for." I say and lift my chin, pressing my lips to her forehead and then lay myself back down and tuck her back into my side. 

"I do belong to you though." she whispers. My heart thudding in my chest. 

"You know I do." she says quietly. 

I tighten my arm around her. 

"I'm sorry for running away from you." she says softly. "I never should have." 

"Charlie." I whisper, kissing the top of her head and she sits up. 

"No, if were making big speeches, then I've got one too" she says and looks at me and I just lay there  , with a small smile on my face as I look at her determined little scowl. 

"I know you're smart, so you already know why I ran, but I need to say it out loud. I loved you so much Kane. I still do." she says and my heart pounds. 

"I love you." she whispers. "I'll never NOT love you. You were, and are, the love of my life. I know there will never be anyone else that can love me the way that you do." she says, her eyes watering.

"I could blame it on my parents getting into my head about you...and yeah, I guess that was part of why I ran. " she says, which I already knew. 

"I could blame it on the kiss with that girl." She says and my jaw clenches.

"Charlotte, I've told you-"

She holds a hand up. "Dont Charlotte me." she says. "Let me finish." 

My almost scowl fades away and I smile just a bit and nod. 

"You're right, go ahead Charlie Girl." I say. 

"I know it wasn't your fault. I know you would have never kissed another girl. I know you would never hurt me. But it still.....seeing it happen....it still hurt....and it hurt too much...and I was scared...because I knew you had the power to ruin me Kane. You breaking my heart, would ruin me in ways I dont think I'd recover from. After I calmed down the next day, I knew that it was that girls fault, I'd seen it happen. I knew she was the one that was to blame. But then I just spiraled, and wondered,..what if one day he does it on purpose....what if he gets bored with me because i'm a virgin that's not putting out-"

"Charlie, Jesus" he says and sits up. I shake my head. 

"I'm just...im trying to explain to you the thought process of an eighteen year old girl Kane...one who over analyzed everything and made up worst case scenarios till she made herself sick...and i know part of it was due to the way my mind was poisoned by other people...mainly my parents...and i'm...im so fucking mad" she says, tears spilling over her cheeks. 

"I'm mad at myself, because I KNEW you...I KNEW you would have done anything for me...and i still let myself fucking believe that all the worst case hypotheticals I'd created, could come true....i was just so fucking scared of that...you know? I was fucking scared of how much I love you. And i still am. Because I'm barely going to survive losing both my parents Kane....and all I can think about...is having to lose you too....of getting so fucking close again, just to have it end. And now....are the hypotheticals in my head are way worse than the ones I'd made back then...because all I can think about it...is losing you completely. That one day I might have to live without you...and I cant, i fucking cant. If I get close you and lose you....I'd fucking lose it. Seriously fucking lose it!" she says and swipes her tears.

"Why are you smiling?!" she says with frustration and I realize I am smiling.

"Cause i've never heard you curse so much, and i'm just fucking glad you're not scared of me hypothetically hurting you anymore. Knowing the reason you're not ready is because you're just...scared of life happening... I can sleep easier tonight knowing that. " I say. and she sniffles.

"But Charlie....if that's all that's holding you back....that's just life....and I feel the same fuckin way...you think it doesnt piss me off to think of a world one day where YOU arent in it? the idea of you not being on this fuckin earth, really fucking pisses me off and scares me. But we're here now Charlie Girl...and I want to be on this fucking earth with you....really fucking with you...for as long as I can....so if that's all that holding you back from me....respectfully...give it up baby...just say you're my fucking girl and let me fucking love you." I say. She huffs and swipes her cheeks. 

"Oddly romantic, yet also rude" she gives a watery laugh and my chest vibrates with a soft laugh. 

"Love you're new affinity for the f word too by the way." I say and she rolls her eyes but smiles and shakes her head and wipes more of her tears.

"What do ya fucking say, Charlie Girl?" I smile and then pull her back ontop of me and reach up as she places her hands on my chest as my hands cup her cheeks and my thumbs swipe them of the lingering streaks from her tears.

"Be my fucking girl, baby" I say. 

"I love you." she says and I smile and nod. 

"That's a start." I say and she huffs. 

"Fucker." she mutters and I laugh and she smiles, sniffling one last time. 

"will you be my girlfriend Charlotte Darling?" I ask and she nods. 

"Yeah." she says and I take a deep breath and let it out slow.

"Yeah?" I ask. 

She nods and slides down a little and leans down and kisses me. 

"Yeah, ill be your fucking girlfriend" she says and I laugh. 

"So romantic, and so rude Charlie Girl." I say.

"Shut up." she whispers and kisses me. "Just shut up and love me"