Bane Blackstone
"Really?!" She's squealed with a clap of her hands when I asked her if she still wanted to drive my car.
Now she's doing one ten down a long straight paved country road, her hair whipping all over the car and her face, her smile is bigger than any I've ever seen. I'm harder than I've ever been, being the guy who made her smile like that. She's beautiful. So fucking beautiful. I never thought I would ever have anything good. Thought my life was meant to be a series of nightmares and I'd have to live my adult life trying to forget the past each day. But with Calypso by my side, it's like the past was never real. And only now had I begun living. This was my life. She , would be my life now.
She slows down the closer we get to the end of the long road, I smile as I watch her , her chest rising and falling in fast excited breaths, even as she's going the speed limit.
"I feel like I could drive us away from everything...we could....we could keep going just like this...we don't have to go back if we don't want to...." she says and I just nod and keep watching her.
And that's the feeling, that's the same high I get everytime I race. It's why I beat rich assholes like Derrick every fucking time. Because I drive for the freedom. Freedom they already have. To do anything they want, go anywhere they want. I drive for the escapse, because for the handful of seconds, or minutes depending on what kind of race I'm in, but the entire time, it's just freedom. The feeling of driving toward something, anything, away from everything in my head and in my past. She gets it.
After a handful of turns and roads , we're parked near the lake at a small outlook, and The Falls is on the other side of the lake. She takes off her seat belt and looks at me, I just smile, because I know. I know the feeling she's got all to well. The adrenaline coursing through her, she's excited, she's still got the thrill of it making her heart beat wildly in her chest and then I take off my seat belt and she climbs right over and into my lap.
Neither of asks if it's okay. Because it just is and we know it, we feel it. She crashes her mouth to mine, and my hands slide under the fabric of this thin black long slleve v neck shirt she has on. It fits tight to her, and my hands greedily slip under and up her back as she places her hands on my face, kissing me like she'll never stop. Her heart still pounding, I can feel it through her back as I place my hand splayed over the back of her bra and let my fingers slip the clasps undone and she moans into my mouth. It's a no word agreement that lets me know it's okay, that she wants me to undress her.
My hands slift her top, pulling it off, her mouth leaving mine only long enough to let me do so, then her mouth is back on mine, her bra slidding down her arms as my fingers pull the straps and she slides her arms out of them and it falls into her lap. I reach down and lean the seat back and she moans , her hips moving as she grinds herself into my lap, leaning down, her gorgeous wind mussed hair, wild all around her , my hands on her skin, touching her everywhere, her upper back, her lower back, her sides, her breasts. My hands land there and refuse to move as I hold them, touching them and squeezing them as she keeps her mouth on mine, breathing harder, and moaning.
Her hands slip down my chest and grab my shirt and I lift my arms when she drags it up , then pulls it off and then presses her tits to my chest with moan, her mouth latching to mine again, her body moving, her tits dragging against my chest like she cant get enough of the feel of our skin touching. I wrap one arm around her, holding her tighter, wanting as much of her skin on me as I can get. The other hand pushing her hair from her face and clutching it at the back of her head as she whimpers against my mouth, our tongue moving.
The kiss is greedy, pasionate, hopeful, desperate, wild. It's a promise. Because nobody will ever make me feel like this, nobody will ever make me want to be close to them the way she does.
She moans my name as her hips keep grinding. Her small jean shorts against my jeans. Rubbing herself on the bulge she's put there permanently. I never thought I'd ever want this. But one look at her that night by my car, and it was like the world stopped and started all over again. One look at her, and everything changed.
Did I want to make love to her? Yes. Did I want to right now? Yes and no. Yes because I trusted her, yes because I loved the girl I'd only met a few days ago more than anyone I've ever loved before. Yes because I knew it would decimate everything bad that ever had happened. Because I knew I was starting over with her. Living a new life, and I wanted to know her body in every way. But no because, I was robbed of this. This feeling. I never thought I'd have moments like this feel "new" to me. All the things I was forced to do as a child, I thought had ruined experiences like this for me. And now that I knew they hadn't, that I didnt have to let them ruin moments like this with her. I wanted to savor them, I wanted to start over and go slow, I didn't want to make love to her yet, because I liked it like this. Knowing it was something we both wanted, but that we were both careful of each other, that we both respected each other. Sure we were already moving fast and maybe we'd already done too much for only just meeting one another. But I love her. I lover her so much it hurts, because I didnt think I ever could love someone.
"Bane" she moans my name and I can tell she's close, that she's going to hump herself into an orgasm against my lap and I want her to. I grab her ass and grind back up into her.
"Yeah Blackbird, go on baby" I groan on her mouth and she whimpers, gasping a second later as she dips her head and breathes hard against my neck, her other hand clasped behind my neck as she grinds wildly against me.
"oh god"she cries "oh fuck"
I groan deeply knowing she's cumming a second later, her strangled little cry against my neck as she lets herself go. Her hips rock and rock, her lap pushing over mine, slowing slightly as she trembles with soft little whimpers, until she goes still and exhales harshly against my neck.
I put my hand on the back of her head, the other on her back, my hand rubbing in circles, as I gently massage her scalp with my fingers and she hums softly. I close my eyes, just listening to her breathe, and her soft little sighs and our hearts pounding back and forth through our chests.
A minute later she's kissing on my neck and her lap moves again and she whimpers.
"Blackbird, are you going again?" I ask.
"is that okay?" she stops and lifts her head and looks at me and I just smile.
I give her a nod.
"Driving your car....feeling like were somewhere else...and it's just you and me....even though we're right across the lake ...it feels like we're so far away from everything....after driving that fast....i'm so wet being with you right now like this...like nothing can touch us" she says and I groan and pull her mouth to mine.
"I'll go anywhere you want to go Blackbird....i'll take you anywhere you want baby" I tell her and she moans.
"don't care...as long as im with you" she says and I groan as she starts up again.
"i want you to cum with me this time, will you?" she asks and I nod.
"yeah Blackbird, i will" I say and she kisses me.
"i love you Bane" she whispers and gives me a soft kiss on my mouth, holding my face softly in her hands.
"I love you too" I answer her and she hums and kisses me again, and again.
"Can we stay here all day?" she asks and I nod.
"we can stay here forever if you want blackbird" I whisper.