EroticReverie

Penn

I was a greedy son of a bitch. I could barely fucking control myself. The way I wanted to fuck the most precious woman in my life, was something vicious. I meant everything I said to her, about her being perfect, and that everything she does is fucking perfect. But, I can't lie , my cock wants to fucking make her scream, and make her pussy hurt. Of course Im not going to , but god damn, I wanted to fuck her. I needed to fuck her. Needed to release all the fucking pent up need I had for her. But even if I fucked her as hard as I could, it wouldnt be enough. She made me a fucking animal, deep down, i was a fucking savage knowing that she was mine now. 

I keep her wrists pinned, my hips move faster, and I get to enjoy those little sounds and cries in a quicker succession. Each thrust making her pretty face twist with a combination of shock, pleasure and pain. 

"how's that feel baby?" I ask. 

"g-good" she whimpers, still wincing and gasping and whining with each thrust. 

"yeah? you like getting fucked baby?" I ask and she whimpers, her arms pulling, she wants to move them, probably to grab onto me, but i keep them pinned, looking down between us as I hover slightly, my hips still working with steady thrusts. I watch her tits bounce with each thrust. 

"yeah" she answers and I groan.

"your pussy is so fucking tight" I grunt. My jaw clenching. "you have the best fuckin pussy"

"you fit so god damn good on my cock" I growl and then looks up at her. Her eyes are water slightly, and I realize Im going a bit harder, her face is twisted and I grit my teeth

"if it hurts too much, you need to fucking tell me baby." I growl as I keep going. 

Her lower lips trembles slightly and she whimpers, and lets out a little cry as I thrust again. Again. 

I go harder. She lets out another cry, louder.

"Adalyn....tell me....if it hurts too much" I growl at her. 

She won't. She fucking wont say it. Im not sure what the fuck she's trying to prove right now, but it's pissing me off. I stop, I slow and I pull out of her. 

She doesnt protest. 

"This isnt going to work." I say. 

"what?!" she cries now. I turn my head to her. 

"You were just going to let me keep hurting you?" I ask her. 

"You werent." she sniffles and forces herself to sit up. 

"Dont lie to me. Dont EVER lie to me." I say calmly and she looks down, her lashes lowering. 

"I just want to be good enough for you. I want to make you happy." she says, and I swallow hard and move back to her and take her in my arms as I lay down with her again. 

"How hard Im allowed to fuck you, has nothing to do with how happy you make me." I tell her. 

"Stop thinking sex is all that is important here Adalyn....do you love ME just because of how I eat your pussy?" I ask. Her head shoots up and she scowls slightly. 

"No" she says shaking her head.

"Exactly. Because it's not what matters. Is sex important? Yes. But the only way we have great sex, is if youre honest with me during it. Im not sure why you think I'm the kind of guy who would take your virginity and then expect you to take a pounding the next day Adalyn. "

"I dont think that" she says and her brows furrow. 

"I just....i know you're...." she sighs, frustrated because whatever she wants to say she cant seem to put into words. 

"I know you would never expect anything from me. You're a good man. You've always been good to me, and that still applies, even now. But maybe....maybe I want you to expect something from me, i dont know. I feel like, Im the one being spoiled here, and you're not getting what you really need in return." 

"Sex with you is not a transaction Adalyn. I'm not expecting anything in return. And I never will, whether you want me to or not. I havent even begun to spoil you, trust me. And if im being honest, im the one getting the better end of the deal here." I say and she rolls her eyes as if she doesnt believe me. 

I grab her face and make her look at me. 

"Do you know how fucking beautiful you are?" I ask her. "How lucky I am that I even get to look at you and call you mine? That right there makes me the winner in this, I'm the one that's spoiled. Because I dont deserve you to be here in my arms, in my bed, looking at me like you are right now."

"Penn" she speaks. 

"Be quiet. And listen to me." I say and she shuts her mouth and blinks and nods once.

"The only thing I expect from you is honesty at all times. Whether we're in the bedroom or out of it. The only thing I expect is communication, and to know when something is wrong, so I can fix it. So WE can fix it. Because im not losing you. You're stuck with me now. And Im going to make sure I take care of you, of what we've got." I say and she nods. 

"I expect loyalty and commitment and I will give the same to you in return." I say.  She nods again.

"You make me so fucking happy and it has nothing to do with the ways you give me your body Adalyn. My happiness is you. Period. Just you. Being able to love you , and have you know it, is what makes me happy. Not sex. Not your amazing blows jobs either." I say and she laughs softly with a small little eye roll.

"We have all the time in the world for me to test and push limits with you in the bedroom, and I will if it's what you want. But not this soon, okay? I don't want you forcing yourself to push limits when we've only just started this. I'm only interested in sex that makes you feel good. And dont worry about me feeling good, because I assure you...no matter what...it feels fucking amazing for me. You feel, fucking amazing on my cock Adalyn. I could just slip inside you and not move, and you're still the best fucking thing I've ever felt on my cock. No bullshit. I love being inside of you. And I love my cock in your mouth. You've got no god damn reason to by shy or insecure about how you make me feel. Because id never lie to you, and when I say youre fucking perfect, I mean it." I say. 

She lets out a deep sigh.

"Quite the speech." she says and I narrow my eyes. 

"i cant help wanting to be better for you" she says. 

I kiss her mouth. 

"I appreciate the thought Adalyn, but trust me, i've got zero fucking complaints." I say and kiss her again. 

"i know it's new, and it's exciting as hell, and i get the urge to want to turn yourself into a little porn star" I say with a wink and she blushes. 

"but thats not what I want....im so happy getting to go slow with you....im happy to be the man who gets to take his time with you and there's no rush for us Adalyn..so stop rushing me.....let me treat you right....let me make love to you....i'll fuck you plenty baby" I say with a wink. "but theres no rush for us to become wild animals in bed."

"what if i never become a wild animal? what if i-"

I push a finger over her lips.

"You'll be perfect. Even then. You'll ALWAYS be perfect. Nothing is going to change my mind on that. So you can be a fucking tiger, or a precious little sex kitten that only ever lets me lick her pussy and fuck her gently...i've already fallen in love with you...you've got me wrapped around your fucking finger baby...i just want to be the man that gets to love you...that's it." I say and move back over her. 

"Now ...i'm done talking, and so are you...I want to finish making love to my girl."