EroticReverie

Silas …two months later

It’s been three months of having Roselyn living here. Two months of spending each night holding her until she falls asleep. Some nights I stay till morning and some night I go back to my own bedroom. Two months of holding her without touching her in the ways I want to. The ways I know that I can’t.  Because she told me my arms were the safest she ever felt and I wouldn’t and couldn’t bring myself to ruin that for her.  I have no business messing around with a woman her age anyways. Even if deep down , I want her more than I’ve wanted anything else in my life. But she deserved a man that prioritized her safety and needs over his own desires. I wouldn’t let my selfishness take precedence over making her feel worth more than her body. 

There’s been countless times, every night in fact, where I’ve held her and we’ve stared at one another and I’ve come close to letting that selfishness take over. I’ve come close to tasting her lips so many times , craving her mouth on mine. And somehow have resisted every single urge , even when the memory of hearing her masturbate while moaning my name plays in my head. It didn’t matter if she wanted me to kiss her, I simply couldn’t. And the sleeping arrangements needed to change because I wasn’t sure how much longer I’d be able to hold myself back. It was becoming too familiar to feel her head on my chest and her arm and leg draped over my body. I didn’t want to get used to it, even though I already had. 

April was over tonight for dinner. I watched them both as they laughed and talked and caught up. 

Now it was just April and I sitting and drinking wine at the table as Roselyn was upstairs. 

“You sure you know what you’re doing?” She asks after a bit of silence from our normal conversation.  

“As in?” I ask and lift my wine and take a sip of 

“Don’t play dumb.” She says and I glare at her. 

She rolls her eyes and I see where Roselyn got the habit from. 

“She’s still a girl Silas.” Roselyn says. “Do you really think this is a good idea?”

“She’s a young woman. Not a girl. And I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I say and she rolls her eyes again. 

“Are you fucking her?” She says angrily and nearly choke. 

“Excuse me?” I ask just as angrily. 

“You heard me. Are you fucking her?” She glowers at me. 

“No. I am not. I haven’t laid a fucking finger on her. What the fuck do you think I am?” I ask angrily and she eyes me. 

“I think you’re a man, with a gorgeous eighteen year old in your home, and that maybe this new living arrangement isn’t what’s best for her.” She says and I feel my jaw clench. 

“I know what’s best for her.” I practically snarl. 

“You want her.” She hisses quietly. 

“Irrelevant.” I say. She huffs a laugh and shakes her head. 

“You really think you should be playing house with her?” She hisses and I feel my jaw clench as I level her with a warning stare. 

“I’m not playing HOUSE.” I bite out. 

“You both were looking at each other like you were seconds away from fucking on the god damn table Silas” she hisses and I slam my hand down making her jump. 

“I don’t look at her like that.” I growl. 

“Oh yes you do. Yes you very much do.” She hisses. 

“She should come live with me.” She says and crosses her arms. “Before you get yourself into trouble.”

“She’s not going anywhere.” I growl. Because my arms were already missing her and ready to hold her again tonight. 

“You really think it’s a good idea to continue this?” She huffs. 

“April, respectfully, shut the fuck up. Because you don’t know what you’re talking about. I’ve done nothing with her. And she’s safest here. With me.” I say and she rolls her eyes and sets down her wine. 

“Fine. But when you’re out of your mind because you went and put your dick inside the little girl you saved. I’ll say I fucking told you so.” She pushes up and I clench my fists. I’ve never hit a woman and I wouldn’t start now , but April was fucking pushing it with me right now. 

“Don’t ever talk to me like that in my home April.” I say and she huffs. 

“Oh fuck off Silas” she says and smacks me upside the back of the head as she walks by and I growl.

“Fucking idiot” she mutters as she leaves and I clench my jaw. If she wasn’t my cousin, I’d probably slap her for that. 

I hear the front door shut and then walk upstairs and to Roselyn’s room, and I hear the buzzing as I sit outside her door. Standing there. Listening to the soft moans. 

Walk away. Walk. The fuck. Away. I tell myself as I listen to her whimper and my hand reaches for the door knob and I turn it. Fuck. I open the door. 

Roselyn is on her bed. Naked. She jumps up and her arms wrap around herself as she looks at me with wide eyes and her cheeks heat. She  reaches for the covers as she tries to play it off. 

“Don’t you knock?” She asks embarrassed and her lips tight as she pinches her brows together and glares at me. 

I unbutton the cuffs of my dress shirt and roll them up and she just blinks and watches as I push them past my forearms. 

“What are you doing?” She asks as I walk over and get on her bed. She’s breathing harder as I   Lay beside her and lean over her. Grabbing her face. 

“Tell me not to kiss you right now” I growl through my teeth. 

“Wh-what?” Her voices is quiet and her eyes widen slightly. 

“Tell me that when I hold you at night and look into your eyes that you don’t wish I was doing more with you” I say and press my forehead to hers as her toy buzzes on the bed under the blanket. 

“Silas” She exhales. 

“Tell me to leave” I groan as I nudge my nose against hers.

“I can’t” she exhales.

“Why not?” I breathe and my lips hover near hers and our eyes lick. 

“Because I don’t want you to” she whimpers quietly and I groan. 

“What DO you want?” I ask as my hand slides to her neck and over her shoulder and she exhales shakily.

“I want you to kiss me” she says. 

I don’t think. I don’t ask her if she’s sure. I let my mouth take what it’s wanted for three months. I groan the instant my mouth is on hers , and groan at the little surprised gasp she gives me and then her hand is in my hair and my hand slides from her shoulder to her chest. 

“Oh, fuck” she gasps as my palm covers her breast and I touch her as my mouth groans and kisses on her mouth and my tongue sweeps on her lips. 

Her back arches , her breast pushing into my palm. I groan as my hand grabs her flesh and massages it and I move my hand and rub my thumb over her nipple and then nip her lip and she moans and nips mine back and her tongue meets mine and…I’m so done for. I know it shouldn’t want her, shouldn’t have my mouth on her or my hand leaving her breast and sliding down her stomach. I feel her shiver and her legs part as my hand slips down between her legs and I groan , my finger sliding between her lips and over her clit as she trembles and pants and her mouth leaves mine and I watch her lashes flutter as her head drops to the pillow. 

“Yes” she exhales as if she’s wanted it forever. 

“Tell me to stop” I breathe and she shakes her head with her eyes closed and her body writhes as her hips lift and chase the stroke of my finger on and around her clit. 

“I don’t want you to stop, please don’t stop” she breathes and I groan as I slide my finger down further and let it slide inside of her pussy. 

My jaw clenches as her pussy clenches around my finger and she gasps. 

“Silas” she breathes my name and I’ve never loved the sound of my name more than I do right now. 

“I shouldn’t be touching you like this” I whisper on her neck and kiss her skin and my nose nudges her ear. My mouth brushing her ear. 

“Yes you should” she moans. 

“This isn’t what I planned on being you here Roselyn, but I can’t fucking deny how fucking beautiful you are” I groan. “Or how hard you make me” 

She whimpers and her hand reaches down over mine and I gently pump my finger in and out of her pussy. 

“I know, I know you’re a good man, it’s why I don’t want you to stop” she breathes and I lift my head and look at her. Her eyes opening and looking at me. 

“I’m not a good man” I say. 

“You are to me” she says and then my heart fucking beats harder and she lifts her hand to my face and pulls my mouth back to hers. 

“It’s okay” she breathes. “I want this, I want you Silas”

“I don’t just want your body Roselyn, I want it all” I groan and she nods. 

“Yeah” breathes and kisses me. “Me too” 

“Youre mine then” I whisper on her mouth. She nods. 

“I’m yours” she moans. “I’ve been yours, I’ve wanted this, I’ve wanted you since you brought me here” she whimpers and I groan and kiss her hard and slide my finger out of her and then reach for the buzzing toy and take it in my hand and she whimpers as I press my

Forehead to hers , breathing heavy as I look down. 

“This will be the last time a toy takes care of you Roselyn” I say and press the rounded suction part of her toy to her clit and she gasps and her head pushes back. 

“The only time you’ll ever use these, is with me” I say and she moans and nods in agreement. 

“I’ll take care of everything you need Roselyn, I’ve always taken care of you, and I’ll continue to, I’ll give you everything you need” I tell her as I move the toy just barely and she whimpers and nods. 

“Fuck” she cries and grabs me again and pulls my mouth back to hers. 

“I’m gonna cum” she whines on my mouth. 

“Can I finish you with my mouth ?” I whisper. 

She lets out a cry and it’s too late for an answer because I watch as she gasps and holds my face. Her eyes on mine as her perfect mouth parts on a cry as her orgasm takes over and her hips bucks and her legs shake and I groan. 

“Next time then” I groan as I watch her face and how gorgeous she is when she cums. 

“So beautiful” I whisper to her as she jerks her hips and her legs snap shut and I draw my hand away and turn the toy off and toss it and then take my hand and lift it to her face and kiss her mouth and her cheek , along her jaw and down her neck as she whimpers and trembles. 

“I want to taste you” I whisper to her. 

“Can I taste you?” I ask and she whimpers with a nod and a tiny yes. 

I move quickly down her body. Brushing kisses on her breasts and down her stomach and then lay between her legs and push her thighs wide and drag my tongue through her gorgeous pussy and suck at her swollen clit as she cries out. Back bowing off the bed as I groan and then lick down and let my tongue slip inside of her and I bury my god damn face in her pussy, pushing my tongue as deep as it will go and savoring the best thing I’ve ever tasted.