EroticReverie

Anna

I'm not sure how long we stand there kissing, but I know my lips feel it when we're done. I hadnt really expected Hawk to say something like he wanted to watch Roman go down on me. Or, that he wanted to share me with him. 

I'm embarrassed by how wet I am. But how turned I got from kissing him. An almost stranger. A man who was part of the seven deal of using my body as payment. I felt..slutty, for enjoying kissing Hawk. But i just tell myself as we walk back, that there was no need for shame in the world I was currently living in. If I was going to stay here, had agreed to the terms, why couldnt I also enjoy it? They were going to. Why not me too? Or maybe its just what I tell myself to make myself feel less like some dystopian world whore. 

Roman is outside the cabin, a rifle in hand. Shane and Griffin are with him. 

"Brandt, Bruin and Flynn are doing patrols." Roman says to Hawk and me. 

"We're going out to check the traps." Roman says.

"Traps are a three man job?" Hawk says and Roman shrugs. 

"Just stay back, you me and Anna can clean up the wood and shit, and take the blankets down to the river for washing." Hawk says and slips his arm around the back of me and along my side. Roman , Shane and Griffin all watch the movement. Griffin smirks. 

"Yeah, to the river...wonder what's gonna happen there." Griffin says with a laugh, but I can see the way Hawk is relaying a silent thought to Roman. Yeah. What's going to happen at the river? Dont you want to go to the fucking river Roman? 

"sure, whatever." Roman says and Griffin laughs and shakes his head. 

"I wanna go to the fucking river." Shane mutters and Roman gives him a little shove and he laughs along with Griffin as they take off into the woods. 

I stand there as Roman walks over to us. He looks down at me and I look up at him.

"Anna wants you to eat her out while I watch." Hawk says. So fucking bluntly. I tense and look at Hawk, my mouth agape. 

Roman chuckles at the look of betrayal on my face. He couldnt have put it...more...casually? 

"Is that right Little Anna?" Romans deep voice is laced with amusement as I turn my head to him. My brows pinch. 

The corner of his mouth turns up. 

"She wants us BOTH to eat her out." Hawk adds. 

"Jesus" I mutter and lift my hands and clap them to my face.

Roman is laughing.

I feel Romans fingers curl around my hands and pull them from my face that is red as a fucking tomato , im sure. 

"Is that right Little Anna? Did you say you wanted us both to eat you out?" He smirks. 

My brows pinch. "maybe" 

His brow lifts and the corner of his mouth raises higher. 

"Maybe huh?" He teases and then steps closer. 

"One more rule." He says and I huff and roll my eyes. 

"what now?" I huff and he smirks. 

He lifts his hand, grabbing my jaw, my chin resting in the curve between his thumb and pointer as his fingers and thumbs grip and push into my jaw with that dominating way he has, even when he's barely grabbing me. 

"Never be shy about wanting to feel good. The deal isnt only for us to benefit from sex Anna, I want you to as well." he says. 

"So anytime you need it Little Anna, you just let one of us know, we'll be more than happy to help." he says. 

"i shouldnt...want it" I say and my brows pinch. 

"Why not ? Are you not human? You think just because the world is fucked, that you cant enjoy being fucked by a mans tongue?" He asks and I feel Hawks hand at my side, grab my waist, his hand moving up and down it. 

"It makes me....feel like a slut ..to.. want it." I say, no lies. I supposed I could just not speak the truth at all. But it comes out anyways. 

"theres nothing wrong with feeling good...nothing wrong with forgetting the state were all in...nothing wrong with escaping the world for a little bit...theres nothing wrong with wanting your pussy feasted on " Roman says and  Hawk places his other hand on the other side of my waist as Roman takes my jaw and lifts it higher and Im holding my breath and hate that he makes sense, that he justifies the want he created inside me down by the river. Not the sex part, but the him with his face in between my legs part. That part was...good. So good. 

"Do you want to go to the river Little Anna?" he asks and I nod. His lips move, a small smile on his lips. 

"And why do you want to go to the river Little Anna?" he asks as he looks at my mouth and then to my eyes.

"I want you to make me feel good again" I say and he hums and dips down and nudges my nose with his.

"what did you two do in the woods?" He asks me, Hawk doesnt answer.

"We just kissed" I say and Roman nods and brushes his lips over mine. 

"And you liked it?" he asks and I nod with a little whimper.

"You liked his mouth so much you want it where mine was, dont you Little Anna?" he asks and I feel so confused by how easily Im turned on by him, by Hawk. 

"yeah" I answer and Roman hums. 

"tell me you want to cum on our mouths" Roman groans. 

"I want....to" I pant, breathing hard. Fuck, I was really going to say it. 

"I want to cum on your mouths" I exhale and Hawk grips my hips hard and his head drops down and kisses on my neck and my lashes flutter and my head automatically falls to the side to allow him to kiss my skin. 

"we're going to make you cum Anna" Roman tells me, my lashes flutering as I focus on him as he holds my jaw and presses his forehead to mine. 

"then im going to fuck you again sweetheart...can Hawk watch that too?" Roman asks and I whine and my clit throbs and the ache between my legs from this morning is now paired with an ache I dont understand. Because why did it feel like I wanted him back inside of me? Why did it feel like Id go crazy if I wasnt filled from the inside? 

"you'll be gentle?" I ask. 

"ill go so slow Anna, that you'll be begging for me to go faster." Roman whispers. 

I whimper, and wasnt sure how true that was, but  I nod. 

"okay" I breathe and both of them groan and Hawk kisses up my neck. 

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We're in the cabin, in the bedroom, and Im laid on the mattresses and on the blankets. My clothes on the floor, both Roman and Hawk, naked too, as they each grab a leg and gently spread my legs apart and I feel my heart racing, feel my muscles burn just a little as they spread me wider and wider until I wince. their hands stopping and they both lay down. 

Hawks hands strokes my thigh.

"You're beautiful, thank you for letting me share with him" He says and I whimper, because the man was thanking me. 

"go ahead." Roman says. "Taste her" 

Hawk looks at my pussy, and groans and licks his lips and then up at me. 

"Lift up ...watch me taste you Anna" he says and I feel my legs trembling before he's even done anything and I push myself up and Romans hand slides up and he moves up and to the side and runs his hand over my stomach , and up over my breasts , just coursing his flat hand over them and down my stomach and back up again. I feel him move, brace his elbow in the mattress and his hand slips behind my neck as if for support. But then i realize, that's exactly what it's for. Hes holding my head up to watch Hawk, so I dont have to do. 

He moves his head over mine and kisses me and I whimper , Roman groans on my mouth when I kiss him back without being told to. Because now, my lips...they wanted his. 

"He's going to make you cum....and then you're going to make me cum inside that pussy again  ,Anna" he says and I whimper. I didnt bother to tell him of the rule he made, because I think Roman didnt want that rule to apply to him. Even if it was stupid for him to risk getting me pregnant. 

Roman pulls away and looks down, Hawks eyes are on me, and he smiles softly and then kisses the mound of hair and all over it. He doesnt go right for it like Roman did, he kisses all over , and I find myself whimpering, squirming as his mouth courses over my inner thighs, then kisses between my legs, over the hair and then parts my lips and looks down and I see a small smile on his lips.

"fuckin perfect" Hawk exhales and then his fingers slide up and down along my lips, he spreads me near my clit, then down near my pussy. 

"you're wet Anna" he says. "so fuckin wet" he exhales and licks his lips. Roman groans and I lift my eyes to him, and he senses it and looks down at me. A small smile on his lips. 

"are you wet Little Anna?" He whispers and I nod with a tiny little whine, Roman groans and looks at my mouth, my eyes, down to my breasts, then back to my face. 

"you want his tongue in your pussy? on that little clit?" Roman asks and I whimper and nod. 

"tell him" Roman groans. 

My eyes go back to Hawk. Hawk just smiles at me and shakes his head. 

"You dont have to say it , you'll never have to tell me what you want, i plan on knowing exactly what you need from me everytime" he says and then his tongue flicks between my lips, over my clit and I gasp, my ass pushing into the bed, and then lifting. 

His tongue slips over my clit and licks it up, then down, around it. I moan as Roman groans beside me, pressing his mouth near my hair line at my temple.

"that feel good Anna?" Roman groans. 

"yeah" I whimper. 

"tell him it feels good, tell him so he knows just what you like" Roman speaks against my temple and kisses it. 

"that feels..so good" I manage to push the words out through my moans and sighs and little gasps as Hawk keeps his tongue right on my clit, lapping over it, kissing on it. 

"Suck her clit" Roman groans. I whine and gasp and my eyes roll back as Hawk does exactly what Roman tells him to, my head going back, but my neck still supported by Romans hand as his other holds one of my breasts and squeezes it gently. 

"Yeah, that's what she likes...she likes that pretty little clit sucked...dont you sweetheart?" Roman groans and I cant even speak as Hawk sucks on my clit with a groan as I feel my my body building up, all the pleasure gathering and ready to burst all at once. 

"Let him taste how fucking sweet you are Anna, cum for him sweetheart, cum on Hawks mouth just like you did mine,  cum on his mouth so i can fill you up Little Anna" Roman groans and pinches my nipple gently and I feel my clit throbbing and gasp, my hips shuddering in little bucks as I cry out, cumming again, the world falling away again for just those few moments, and I seem to understand why these men needed a woman, wanted a woman to use in exchange for their skills. If this is what it felt like for them too, I understood it all to well. 

"fuck the rules" Hawk says and slides up and Roman groans and I look up at Hawk.

"Tell me you want it Anna" he says and I see the need in his face, the pleading in his eyes. And i know for a fact I could tell him no, could tell him to wait. 

"the rules, wont they be mad?" I whimper. 

"do you want this Anna?" Hawk asks and I whine, nodding. 

"yeah" I answer. 

"then thats all that matters baby" Hawk says and I feel his cock against my pussy, my mouth parting as he teases my entrance, nudging, then sliding the head to my sensitive clit, making my legs quiver and I whimper from how sensitive it is. 

Roman moves and dips his head down and kisses on my breast, over my nipple, softly, slowly and my eyes drop to him, watching as he carresses the curve of my breast with his tongue and then over my nipple and my eyes go back to Hawk and he's smiling with heavy eyes and licks his lips as he pushes the head of his cock against my pussy again. 

"You sure baby?" He asks me and I whimper, biting my lip and I nod. 

"Need to hear you say it Anna" Hawk breathes hard and nudges against me again with a soft groan. 

"I'm sure Hawk"