EroticReverie

Killian

God I’m a fucking sucker. I told myself I’d leave her alone after she blocked me. Told myself if I ever ran into her again I’d leave her be. That I’d stop chasing her. That I wouldn’t give her what she wanted , which was sex without any strings. But god damnit, I wanted those fucking strings. I wanted all of them. But arguing over said strings while she’s drunk isn’t a great move and well…my dick misses her just as much as the rest of me. So I let myself get wrapped around her fucking finger and let her bring me home with her. 

“Oh god” she moans as we stand there in the entryway of her apartment , half in the door, half out , her back to doorway , my thigh between her legs as she grinds herself on it with her hands on my shirt , pulling me harder and harder against her as her hips chase the friction of rubbing herself against my thigh. Fuck. She’s so fucking hot and I want her so fucking bad. 

Three god damn months since the last time I had my hands on her. And they’re making up for it now. Grabbing, rubbing, touching every bit of her that I can. Her ass. Her thighs. Her waist. Her breasts. Her face. Her neck. Everything. God, my hands missed every part of her. 

“Fuck” she whines and then bites my lip. And she does it hard and I hiss then let out a groan as she slips her hands to my neck and tips her chin and angles her face and our mouths are clashing, tongues battling for the taste of each others mouths. 

“Yeah baby, fuck is right, god you taste so fucking good” I growl on her mouth and then grab her ass and pull her to me, pull her up, making her legs leave the floor.

“Put it on my fucking cock Shay” I growl as I move her from grinding my thigh, to grinding the dick that’s been hard as fuck for three god damn months and never satisfied by the way I fucking beat it to death every fucking day while thinking about her. 

“Put that fucking cunt right here baby” I groan as I thrust against her and she gasps. Her head going back knocking against the wood of the doorway as she moans and her legs and arms wrap around me and her hips buck. Dry humping her wet panties against my cock through my pants. Her hot little dress is hiked up to her waist, the tight fabric bunched there as she rides me like I’m inside of her. 

“God, I fucking hate you” she cries and her hips are vicious and wild , she pants and moans as she chases the orgasm that’s about to ruin this desperate tension coming off her. No. She doesn’t get to fucking cum. Not yet. Not when she ran from me more than once. Not when she’s this fucking needy. 

I pull away from the doorway and kick it shut with my foot as she whines and then I slam her to the door making her let out a cry and then grab her by the neck , pinning her with my hips. Using my weight and force to keep her from grinding too much on my cock. 

She groans as I tighten my hand around her neck.

“Look at me” I growl and she whimpers , breathing hard as she rolls her eyes with annoyance. But she brings those eyes to me and I squeeze her neck harder. 

“I’m sick of your little fuckin games” I growl at her. 

“Yet…you’re here…playing them anyways” she says through little breaths as I squeeze hard enough to cut off just enough air to watch her face start to go pink. 

“No baby, this isn’t a game anymore…you’re fucking done making me chase you” I groan and grind hard into her and her mouth parts on a gasp that my hand makes difficult for her lungs to make. 

“You’ve had your fun, fucking playing hard to get with me” I groan as I grind against her. Unable to stop myself , every fucking sound she makes, her warmth against me, remembering how fucking incredible she looks when she fucking cums, has me giving in, has me wanting that fucking pussy of hers to be reminded of how fucking good she cums for me. 

Her hand grabs my wrist near her throat and she pulls. 

“Can’t…breathe” she chokes out. 

“Good” I growl. “Now you know how it feels everytime I fucking think of you” 

But I release my hand. She pants and gasps as I keep thrusting , her orgasm coming over her as she lets out a cry that has my dick following suit, making a god damn mess in my pants, because she’s the prettiest fucking thing I’ve ever seen when she cums for me. 

“Fuck!” She cries as we both grind against one another. I groan and thrust hard. Letting my cum spill behind my briefs as she pants her release.  

Then I’m standing there. Head beside hers , breathing hard. My nose caressing her neck and I press a kiss to her skin and she whimpers a soft moan. Along with my name. 

“Killian” she exhales softly. 

“Shut your mouth” I exhale just as softly. 

“Rude” she pants and I can’t help the small smile on my lips as I press another kiss to her neck. 

“I’ve fucking missed you” I whisper. 

“I haven’t touched a single woman since I started touching you…not a single fucking one.. haven’t wanted to…you’re all I fucking want…all the god damn time…you’re all I fucking think about…I want more than this…and I know you do too…you’re scared…and I respect that….but I’m done letting you run from me” I whisper in between kisses near her ear. 

“Let me fucking love you Shay” I whisper it as a request, a demand , a plea. Because I’ve never wanted to love someone as much as I want to love her. 

“I’m fucking crazy for you, and maybe just flat out fucking crazy, cause you keep running , but I can’t fucking stop chasing you…and I won’t…I can’t….you made sure of that by getting under my skin, baby…please don’t fucking push me away…let me prove to you that I can give you everything you need…and more than just great fucking sex” I say and then lift my head and look at her as she looks down.

I lift a finger under her chin. Tilting it up. Her eyes lift. They’re shining with the hint of tears. 

“I’m scared” she whispers. 

I nod. “I know. But I’ll make that fear go away. I promise. You just have to give me a chance to prove it to you.” I say and her lashes fall to her cheeks and a small tear slips down her cheek. 

“I’m not sure I can let you love me” she says. 

“I don’t…” she pauses. “I don’t mean to play games…that’s not what I’m trying to do.” She sniffles. 

I hold her by her ass and carry her to her bedroom and then to her bed. I set her down and then kneel in front of her and look up at her as she wipes her cheeks. 

“We can go slow.” I tell her and she looks at me with wet lashes and she huffs a small laugh. 

“Too late for that Killian.” She says and I smile softly. 

“With the other stuff…we can go slow…getting to know each other beyond each others bodies.” I say. 

“Why can’t you just be like other guys? Why can’t you just want sex?” She asks and I slide my hands on her thighs and hold them there as I look up at her. 

“Because you’re not like other women. If you were, I wouldn’t be trying so damn hard to keep you.” I say and she sniffles and sighs. 

“What if you get to know me better and hate me? And I’ve already invested myself in you, and you…don’t want me” she says and I shake my head. 

“Won’t happen” I say and she rolls her eyes. 

“You don’t know that.” She argues and I gently rub her thighs. 

“There’s something between us Shay. Admit it.” I say. She sighs heavily. 

“We have good sex.” She says. 

“Psh, we have INCREDIBLE sex.” I correct her and she gives a small laugh and wipes her cheeks again. 

“But that’s not what I mean” I say. “I mean there’s something else, when we’re having sex, that something is what makes it so fucking good” 

“Incredible” she mutters. 

I grin slightly. “Yeah. Incredible” I say as I gently push my hands up her legs and slip my fingers around the hips of her panties. 

“What’s your favorite color?” I ask as I gently tug at her panties and her hands go to the bed and her breath hitching slightly. 

“My favorite color?” She asks.

“Mhm” I hum as she lifts her hips and lets me slide her panties down. 

“We’re going slow, so we’ll start with the basics” I say and she exhales shakily. 

“Purple” she whispers as she watches me slide her panties down. 

“Any purple?” I ask as I draw her panties to her ankles and off her feet. Pulling her heels off afterward. 

“Lilac” she whispers as my hands graze up the back of her caves and then around onto her knees. 

“Favorite flower?” I ask as I slide my hands to her bunched up dress and grab it gently and push it up over her stomach as she leans back slightly when I bring my mouth to her navel. Kissing it softly and then over to her side as I push the dress up higher. 

“Lilacs” she answers with a soft breath and I smile and kiss her stomach and drag my tongue over her skin. 

“Lilacs” I repeat as she shivers. “Makes sense” 

I say as I then pull her dress up over her breasts and she lifts her arms and I lift it up and off her and let it fall to the bed as I look at her. Fucking perfect. 

“What’s the perfume you’re wearing right now?” I ask as I lean in and press a kiss to to the outer side of her left breast. Her chest lifting as she trembles slightly. 

“Tom Ford” she exhales as I breathe over her nipple. 

“Vanilla sex” she exhales and I smile slightly and kiss her nipple. 

“Fitting” I say as I let my tongue draw a circle around the peak of her nipple and then suck it softly into my mouth as she moans and her hips slip forward. 

“Killian” she whispers. 

“Shhh” I whisper and let my one hand coast over her thigh and up her side and back down as I groan softly while sucking her nipple into my mouth again. 

She whimpers quietly. Breathing , watching as I look up at her and then close my eyes and groan and let my teeth pinch her nipple softly. 

She lets out a little gasp and then I let my teeth slip off her nipple and flick it with my tongue and then press a kiss to it. 

“Do me a favor, and wear this perfume everyday” I say and she exhales. Nodding in agreement and I smile. I press another kiss to her hard nipple. 

“Lay back so I can taste you baby” I whisper on her nipple and then kiss it again as I start to kiss my way down and she moans as she leans back onto her elbows and my hand slides to her thigh and along the inside and then lift her legs over my shoulders and she bites her lip. 

“I’m gonna make you cum on my mouth Shay….then I’m coming up on that bed and show you that I can make love to you better than I can fuck you” I say and kiss her thigh and her legs quiver as she whimpers. 

“How’s that sound?” I ask and then kisses her pussy , against her soft lips and then drag my tongue through them and she moans louder , her hips jumping at the contact. 

“Terrifying” she answers with a moan as I lick her again. 

but she’s not being funny. She’s being honest. 

“Don’t worry baby, I’m going to take such good care of you tonight” I groan and then lick her clit. Pushing my tongue over it and she moans , her head falling back. 

“That’s why it’s terrifying” she breathes. 

“I promise you’ll be just fine baby” I promise with a kiss to her clit and the d rag my tongue down and over her cunt and inside of it with a groan. 

“God, I’ve missed you so much, I’ve missed the taste of you so fucking much baby” I groan as my tongue dives into her pussy against and I push my face into her , her moan sounding out as I try to taste as much of her as I can. Pushing my tongue deep before sliding it out and back to her clit with a groan as I kiss and lick on her clit. Making out with her pussy , letting my tongue taste her all over. Her body writhing as she gasps and moans and falls right onto her back. Sliding her hands into my hair as she moans my name. 

“Killian” she breathes softly. 

“The only name that will ever come from that pretty mouth again Shay, say it again” I groan as I suck her clit. 

“Killian!” She cries a bit louder. 

“Mhm” I hum and nod with her clit sucked between my lips and then I run my tongue up and down over her clit as she pants and clutches my hair. 

“Again” I groan. 

“Killian!” She cries as her legs on my shoulder bear down and she’s pulling my mouth and my face to her pussy , grinding her clit on my tongue as she moans my name.

“Killian!” She cries again. Again. 

My name on her lips when she gasps and cums. My name on her lips when she rides it out on my tongue as I groan at the sound of my name coming from her perfect mouth. My name on her lips as she cries it loudly as I keep licking. Making sure she gets every last second of the pleasure I’ve been dying to give her for months. 

“Yeah baby” I groan and kiss her clit as she whimpers and her legs snap shut and I groan and push them back open and lick her pussy. Lapping up where she’s the wettest. Where she tastes so fucking perfect. I suck. Lick. Tongue her cunt as she gasps and rides my tongue. 

“Kill-ian” my name is broken as she tries to breathe. 

“Yeah baby?” I ask as I lick her up and down. 

“Get..up here…now” she whines and I smirk to myself. 

“On my way baby” I say as I begin to kiss up her body as I push up from the floor and then stand as I pull of my shirt and she watches me. She whimpers as if disappointed that I need to waste time taking off my clothes and that she forgot I still had them on. 

“Hurry” she moans. “God, fucking hurry” she whines as she moves up further on the bed. I laugh slightly and move faster , removing my pants and briefs, my shoes and my socks and she sighs when I stand up straight and she looks at my hard cock. 

“Cmere” she moans. Holding out her hands and I smile as I move onto the bed. 

“God, you’re so handsome” she moans and I smile and she reaches down, her hand wrapping around my cock and stroking it as I groan. 

“Youre so fucking hot Killian” she licks her lips and looks down and guides me to her. 

“Glad you think so baby” I say and she looks back up at me. 

“If you break my heart I’ll kill you” she breathes  and I smile down at her. 

“Does that mean I have it?” I ask and push gently against her pussy and groan at the feel of her against my cock again. 

“A piece….but I’m sure you’ll make sure I hand over the rest, won’t you?” She asks and I groan. 

“Yeah baby, I will” I say as I slide into her.