EroticReverie

Beau 

She might have an attitude. Might be a stubborn little thing sometimes. But Savannah is as sweet as she is stubborn. It’s been five days since our date at the lake and she’s spent the night with me each night , mush to her aunts dismay. But it’s not without constant warning from her aunt or my parents. Anytime Savannah isn’t around my father is constantly telling me I better be smart and know what the hell im getting into.  They don’t say it but I know my parents don’t take my relationship with Savannah seriously. They think it’s a fling because they know she’s means to go back to New York in a little over five months. They think because it’s all so fast that we’re just in young love, because they can’t possibly know the way I feel. The way Savannah makes me feel. 

She’s been so fucking sweet to me since the day at the lake. As if she knew part of me was still guilty about degrading her while making love to her. All of our times having sex since then have been soft and sweet. I worry that I’m boring her though. That maybe I need to step it up and bring the dirty talk back to the bedroom. She seems to enjoy the soft and sweet just as much as the rough and dirty. But maybe she doesn’t. Maybe she’s faking it and it’s fucking with my head. I’ve never been insecure about my ability to please a woman, and I hadn’t been at all with her either, except for the past few days. 

I smile as she comes down the hill along with my sister and few other girls. All of us meeting to hang out and have a barbecue at one of the parks. She carries a case of beer in her arms and I shoot up and run over to take it from her. Bending down to kiss her as I retrieve it. 

“Hey cowboy” she smiles on my mouth and I feel the insecurities melt away. Because that’s the thing. When I’m with her. Around her , she doesn’t leave me any reason to believe she’s unsatisfied with me. It’s when I’m away from her that I worry that I don’t have what it takes to keep a girl like her. 

“Hey Hollywood” I smile as I turn and walk beside her and she slips her hand onto my arm as we walk. 

“Haven’t heard that one in awhile” she laughs. 

“Miss it?” I ask. 

“Kind of” she smiles up at me. 

“Never thought I’d hear you admit to liking that one” I say and she scrunches her nose at me with a perfect little smile. 

We put the beers on ice and then stand around talking , then sit down and I pull her onto my lap as more and more people arrive. It was just like the bar field, except at the park. Every and anyone was invited. Nobody could hold a barbecue without the entire town in our age group inviting themselves along. Nobody ever minds. Sure there’s trouble and unspoken drama between certain people. But for the most part things went along without a hitch. Because that’s how things worked in this town, people never really confronted their problems , they whispered behind backs, till they forgot about their grudges when a new one came along. 

“Youre girlfriend is giving me the bitch stare” Savannah says as she sits on my lap in her tiny  blue shorts and a white string bikini top. 

“Huh?” I ask and look at her. 

“Your peach pie” she says and then I realize who she’s talking about and I look around and over to where I find Jenny glaring daggers at Savannah’s head as her friends look to. 

“She was never my girlfriend.” I say. 

“She sure acts like she was.” She says and I slide my hand up her back. 

“Well she wasn’t.” I say and she looks at me and cocks her brow at me. 

“Did you like her?” She ask and I groan. 

“Savannah. Don’t” I sigh.

“Don’t what? Ask my boyfriend a simple question?” She asks and I look at her. 

“I didn’t like her like that.” I say. 

“Just enough to eat her pussy.” She shrugs and clench my jaw. 

“Savannah” I growl under my breath. 

“What? It’s true isn’t it?” She asks likes we’re having a causally non confrontational conversation.

“What’s the problem Savannah?” I ask and her brows pinch. Her lips tighten. 

“There’s no problem. Beau.” She says and I let my hand fall to her waist and grab it firmly. 

“Then what’s with the way you’re acting?” I ask and she huffs and goes to get up and I pull her right back down and she scowls at me. 

“Don’t man handle me” she whispers with a hiss. 

“Don’t make a scene Savannah.” I whisper and she narrows her eyes. 

“If you want a sweet peach then maybe you should have stuck with your little girlfriend” she says and my nostrils flare. 

“Knock it off.” I whisper. 

“You knock it off” she whispers right back. 

“Have I done something wrong?” I ask and her brows pinch. She frowns. 

“What?” She blinks. 

“What is this? Where’s this coming from? Are you not happy with me?” I ask and her mouth parts. 

“What? No. I’m fucking around.” She says.

“Well don’t” I say and she looks at me. Her hand lifts to my face and she grabs my jaw and her head moves in and her nose nudges mine. 

“I’m happy. You make me happy. I’m jealous. Okay? But I wasn’t serious. I’m not worried about her. Unless, I should be?” She asks and I shake my head. 

“You definitely shouldn’t be” I say and she nods. 

“wanna go make out?” She smiles and nudges her nose on mine again. 

“Not right now” I smile softly. Her brows pinch. 

She shifts and I realize that was the wrong fucking answer when she pushes right up off my lap.

“Savannah” I say her name quietly and she walks off and I groan and rub a hand over my face. I stand up and follow her as she walks over to a group of people along with my sister and the girls she came with. 

“Can we talk a second?” I ask her as I lean down and whisper in her ear and place my hand on her waist and she ignores me as she smiles at everyone around us as they all talk. 

“Savannah.” I whisper in her. “Come talk with me please” I say quietly. 

When she ignores me a second time. 

“Darlin. Please, Don’t ignore me, you’re fucking me up right now” I say with every bit of emotion I can , to let her know she’s hurting me right now. 

She turns her head and looks at me. Her stare is icy but it softens when she sees the look on my face. 

She turns and nods and I take her hand in mine as we walk off and to the parking lot. 

“We need to go all the way to the truck?” She asks. 

“I just want privacy” I say and she’s quiet and I pull open the passenger door and let her sit as I stand at the door with it open.

“Am I enough for you?” I ask and she jerks her head slightly back. 

“What?” She asks , stunned and confused. 

“Am I enough?” I ask. 

“What…what are you even talking about right now Beau? Yes. You’re..everything. You’re more than enough. What is going on?” She asks and reaches out and places a hand on my chest and grips my shirt and pulls me into her as she sits sideways and spreads her legs for me to stand between them. 

“What’s going on?” She asks as she grabs my sides and looks up at me and I place one hand on her side and the other on the roof of the truck. 

“Beau, talk to me, you’re scaring me” she says and I lift my eyes to her. 

“Are you…about to break up with me?” She asks. Her eyes immediately watering and the panic on her face breaks my heart right down the middle. 

“Never. No. Fuck no.” I shake my head and then lift my hand from the roof and bring it to her face. 

“Then why are you acting like you’re about to?” She asks and her lower lips trembles just a bit and I lower my head and dip my forehead to hers. 

“Savannah, I’m not ever letting you go. Don’t ever think that.” I say and she sniffs. 

“I just….i feel like I can’t keep up with you, like I’m not giving you what you want” I say and she shakes her head. 

“What does that mean even mean, is this about peach pie?” She asks. “I was kidding. I was being a brat” she says and I smile slightly and shake my head. 

“It’s not about that, I just….i don’t know…”

“Yes you do.” She says. “Say what you want to say to me” she says and her tone is little pissy. 

I sigh. 

“Say something!” She says and looks at me her brows pinching and her lips tightening. 

“Fine. I feel like you’re not satisfied sexually with me.” I say and she looks at me like I have eight heads. She drops her mouth open and looks at me. She lets out a little laugh. 

“Are you joking? I feel like this is a joke.” She says 

“It’s not” I say and look at her. 

“Are you satisfied?” I ask her and she blinks several times. 

“Cowboy, you can’t be fucking serious right now, THIS is what you’re worried about?” She asks. 

“Savannah. Answer the question.” I say and she just stares at me. 

“Why would you even think that I wasn’t satisfied?” She asks.  

“Answer the question.” I say again. 

“Yes! I am BEYOND satisfied. What are you even…what the hell..why would you even think I wasn’t?!” She squeaks. 

“Because we haven’t….i haven’t …been talking dirty to you” I say and blinks. 

“What?” She asks and I sigh. 

“Since at the dock, you’ve been extra sweet to me, you’re not..getting what you want …you’re giving me what I want” I say. 

“Cowboy” she says as she lifts her hands to my face. 

“I can’t be sweet to you?” She asks. “Can’t take care of you?” She whispers and brushes her noses against mine. 

“I’m so satisfied Cowboy, it’s why I’m sweet to you, you fucked my little attitude right out of me” she smiles and nudges my nose as she jokes with me. 

“Promise me youd tell me if I wasn’t keeping you satisfied, and I don’t mean just sex Savannah” I say and she nods. 

“I promise, but I’m pretty sure I’ll never have to say a word. You’re so good to me, you know that don’t you? I need you to know that” 

“I try to be” I say and she kisses me. 

“You are. I’m satisfied in every way. I promise. Are you?” She asks. Peeking up at me through her lashes. I nod. 

“I want you rough tonight.” I tell her and her breath catches and she nods. 

“You can have me anyway you want me” she whispers. 

“I want to talk dirty and fuck like animals” I whisper and she bites her lip and nods. 

“I want to fuck you like a slut” I say through gritted teeth. 

“Anything you want baby” she says and grabs my neck and pulls my mouth to hers.

“But don’t think I need dirty words to be satisfied Beau, all I need is you to love me, and I’ll take it anyways you give it to me, soft or rough, sweet or dirty, as long as you’re making love to me when you do it” she says and I exhale on her mouth and she kisses me. 

“I don’t need you to be dirty to be satisfied, I’m in love with YOU, not your dirty words, I just need YOU” she says and those words put me at ease. 

“But you love me calling you names” I say and she grins. 

“Oh. I very much love it.  But I love you more. And I know you don’t like it as much as I do. And I don’t want to make you do to say things that make you feel bad Cowboy, I care about you too much to make you feel like that” she says and kisses me. 

“Youre just to perfect to say that shit to” I say and she smiles and bites my lip and I groan. 

“You don’t have to call me names Beau, sweetheart and darlin do me just fine” she smiles as she hooks her legs around mine and yanks me tighter into her. 

“Nothing makes me wetter than those two words” she says as her hands slide up my shirt and around my back and she pushes her hands up and then slides them back down. 

“I think I might like it a little though” I say and she smiles and drags her nails down my back lightly making me shiver. 

“You like what?” She asks and hums as she pushes her hands back up over the light scratch marks. 

“Calling you names when I’m inside you” I groan as she slides one hand around and over my cock through my shorts.

“Yeah baby? Do you?” She asks as she rubs my dick and I groan as I nod. 

“I know you love me Beau, if I thought you meant it when you say it , I wouldn’t love it as much as I do” she says. 

“You have my permission to call me names without any guilt Beau, you have permission to not say them ever again if it doesn’t feel good to say them, I just want you to love me, that’s it, that’s all I’ll ever want” she says and I groan as she grabs my dick , palming it , her fingers clutched beneath my balls. 

“Do you love me baby?” She smiles her little devil smile up at me and I groan with a nod. 

“So fucking much” I answer 

“Want me to be suck you like a little slut Cowboy?” She asks and I groan. Because hearing her say it isn’t nearly as bad as hearing myself say it. 

“I will never not want you to suck my cock” I groan and she smiles. 

“Good, cause you’re little whore needs to taste you Cowboy” she moans and takes her hand from my shorts. 

“Get in the fucking truck Cowboy” she grins and then is grabbing her hair tie and pulling her hair back with a smirk and I groan and walk around the truck stiff as ever and climb into my drive side. Both of us shutting

Our door.  

“Drop your fucking shorts baby, put my mouth to work on that dick” she moans and is shifting in her seat as I curse and push down my shorts and Savannah kneels in the passenger side and leans over. 

“Fuck. Am I satisfied? Look at this dick Beau, there’s no way I’m not fucking satisfied” she says and takes it in her hand and strokes me and spits on the tip making me groan and making my head go back as I feel her lips kiss and her tongue lick all up and down my cock as she talks to me. 

“Big fuckin cowboy dick” she moans and I groan as my balls tighten with every fucking touch of her hand and mouth and every word she speaks. 

“Fuck, I’m not the only slut in this truck Cowboy, you’re a fucking slut for this mouth baby” 

I nearly bust. I curse. 

She hums as she kisses up and down my dick. Dragging her tongue over it and around the head. 

“Aren’t you Beau?” She asks. 

“Yeah darlin” I groan. 

“See, nothing wrong with me calling you a slut when you’re this hard for my mouth, is there Cowboy?”  She asks and kisses the tip and I groan. 

“No darlin” I groan and she moans and sucks the tip and I grunt and her mouth pops right off. 

“Do you like it? Me calling my man a fucking slut?” She asks as she jerks my cock , her hand moving and wrist twisting as she pumps me up and down. 

“Yeah” I groan. 

“Yeah? You like being my fucking slut too don’t you baby?” She moans and spits of my dick.

“You love having this big fucking dick sucked by your girlfriend’s little cum hungry mouth , don’t you , you handsome bastard?” She moans and I groan loudly. 

“God. Fuck. You’re so hot” she moans. “I’m you’re slut Beau, your girlfriend, your future wife and your rude little whore from  New York , with a bad attitude” she moans and spits again on my dick and I curse as I grab her hair. 

“Suck my fucking dick Savannah” I growl. 

“Fucking making me Cowboy”