EroticReverie

His mother is asleep as I sit downstairs on the couch, my son on his knees, gay porn on the tv with volume low. 

I watch two fit young men fuck on the television.  A man covered in tattoos, topping a slightly younger male that reminds me of my son. 

I groan as I watch the bottom one as his face distorts with pleasure. As I watch his hard cock bounce beneath him while he gets his ass pounded. 

I groan at the only sound in the room. My son sucking my cock nice and slow. Moaning quietly around my dick as I watch porn while he pleasures me with the mouth that was born to suck my cock. 

I wasn’t sure if I was gay. Or just liked the power I had when I’d begun to introduce him to my cock and make him into the best son ever. 

I lay my head back. Closing my eyes. Because there was no porn that could turn me on as much as the memory of my son’s hands on my cock for the first time. 

Two curious hands, pumping up and down my cock. Eager hands, that worked harder as I praised him for how good he was making me feel. Two hands that I stole for my cock as often as I could. Then his mouth. Then his tight ass. Taking him bit by bit over the years until he’d become the best god damn thing to ever happen to me for a whole new reason. The perfect tool for release. Always willing to be good for his daddy. Always willing to take a fat load all over his face. Or down his throat. Or deep in his ass. Always willing , always eager for some daddy dick. 

I just lay back with my head closed as he sucks up and down. Spoiling me for over fifteen minutes so far with a slow, easy blow job. Taking our time together, knowing my wife wasn’t feeling well and had taken cold medicine and would be passed out all night.  

All night. I’d selfishly sit here all night to get my fill of the way it feels to have his trained mouth suck me. 

We never talk about how wrong it is. What we do. Or the fact I took advantage of him when he was younger. We don’t talk about it at all, because he loves it. Just as much as I do. Talking about it would mean considering morals, considering right from wrong. And we don’t want to do that. We don’t want to have to think about all the reasons why  he shouldn’t know how my cum tastes dripping down his throat, or how my dick feels stretching his ass and fucking him deep inside it. 

I groan deeply as I recall the first time I ever pushed my cock into his ass. I’d lubed him well, had been training his ass with my fingers for months, but he was still so tight. Too tight. It was the most incredible thing I’d ever felt. 

His hands spreading himself open for me , inviting me in like I told him to. Then my hands on his wrists and holding them to the bed as I sank deeper while he whined about it hurting. Pleading with me to stop as I worked myself in and out, sinking deeper, each plea making me harder and harder.  I was slow. I was gentle. But it didn’t matter. I’d still raped him. No matter how careful I’d been, what I’d done was still rape. And I don’t regret it. Not one bit. I’ve never cum as hard as I did that first time. Spilling into his virgin ass , filling it with cum, pulling out and watching his gaped hole leak with a slow waterfall of the proof I was a terrible father. 

I lift my head and look down and he moans when I meet his eyes and lift my hands to his face. Pulling his mouth down further. Thrusting slightly. Showing him what I want without speaking. Groaning when he takes the hint and sucks me flawlessly. Just how I want it. Still going slow. But taking me into his throat with each bob of his head. His tongue moving against my cock and his moans are quiet against my dick as he stuffs his mouth full of me each time. 

I groan deeply, cursing quietly as he barely moves his mouth back up before coming down again. Fucking his own throat with my cock. Swallowing around it and making me groan deeper. Louder. He’d make me cum if he kept it up. I fist his hair. He takes the hint again. Slowing down. Moving his mouth back up. Sucking me softer and moving his tongue lazily all over my shaft as his mouth moves. 

“Good boy” I groan “we’ve got all night. There’s no rush” I remind him. 

“Play with that big boy dick while you suck daddy’s cock” I groan and his hand goes to his own dick and he jerks himself off and groans around my cock. 

“Mmm fuck” I groan as he sucks faster. Harder. I grunt. 

“Easy” I force the word out as he takes me to the edge and pops his mouth off and then cups my balls. Squeezing them just enough as he pulls gently and rolls them in his hand as the other strokes the full length of his cock. 

“Good boy, quit trying to make me cum” I groan. “Now keep sucking” 

His mouth returns and I groan. My head going back. 

“Fuck, you’re the best” I groan. 

“Should have you teach your mother how to suck me” I groan. Though I doubt it’s ever been as good as he is. That wrongness we don’t talk about? Yeah. That’s what makes it this fucking good. 

“Sucks daddy’s fat dick like a good boy” I groan and he moans around my dick as keeps his pace slow. 

“You’ve always loved that dick in your fucking mouth” I groan.

“Fuck, you’re such a good fucking boy for daddy aren’t you?” I ask as I lift my head and look back down at him. Still sucking. Still jerking himself off. 

“Get up here and lay down” I groan as I move and let him lay down. Then kneel on the couch as I bend down and take him into my mouth. He groans. Hips pitching upward and he curses. 

I didn’t mind sucking him off. In fact. I loved it. I loved returning the favor once in awhile. Making sure he remembers how good it feels to get sucked by his father.  Making sure to take care of him just enough to keep him from wanting to ever tell our secret to anyone. 

“Dad” he grunts. “Dad” repeats and I groan as I move my mouth on his cock and let him cum. Swallowing him down as he pants. He never does last long in my mouth. 

I move up. Standing and then leaning over the couch where his head is on the arm of it. Grabbing the back of the couch as I fuck his mouth slowly. Groaning as I use his mouth faster. Slowing down. Then faster. Grunting as I fight the urge to cum from the way he sucks and groans. 

“Good fucking boy, suck daddy’s big dick”