EroticReverie

Jinx 

I lay there in his arms , my fingers tracing the tattoos on his chest, both of us quiet as we come down. He wouldn’t hurt me. I’d offered and he wouldn’t do it. I should be grateful considering the size of him didn’t take much to make it hurt as it was. But I wanted him to hurt me. At least I think I do. 

“Butcher?” I say his name softly. 

“Mm” he hums as he strokes my hair. 

“Why didn’t you hurt me?” I ask and his hand pauses but then resumes. 

“Because you don’t like pain.” He says and I lift my head and look at him. I open my mouth but his beautiful face stops all thoughts in my head. God. He was a dream. He had to be. Nobody on earth should have a face that disarming. 

“But you do.” I say finally and he looks at me and his hand pushes my hair back and his large hand slips behind my head and gently pulls, which makes me shift upward along his side to bring my face closer to his. 

“No. Well. Yes. But I like you far more than I like hurting you.” He says and should be smitten. Okay. I am. Of course I am. The man could say anything at all and I’d melt further into him. He could read me an ingredients list on a cereal box and my body would react just from the sound of his voice. 

“But, you still want to hurt me, don’t you?” I ask and his brow lifts and he looks at my mouth. My nose. My eyes. My cheeks. His hand as it strokes over the top of my head and down over my hair. 

“In the worst ways,  love” he says and I swallow. I don’t know why I’m surprised even though I know what he’s into. What he’s done. Shit, what he did for a living. But it still makes me shiver to think of the things he might want to do to me. 

“What’s the worst thing you want to do to me?” I ask quietly and he groans. 

“Mouse, you don’t want to know that. Trust me.” He says and then pulls my head and presses his lips to mine. 

“Tell me” I speak against his mouth as I keep kissing him and he hums against my mouth. 

“If I told you the fucked up things I’ve imagined doing to your body, you’d run away from me” he says. 

“You wouldn’t let me get very far” I say and he smirks as if he’s proud of that. 

“No love, I wouldn’t” he says and then is pulling me over him so I lay on him and my legs fall to the side as I straddle his stomach and keep kissing him. 

“Tell me” I say again, because I can’t stand the curiosity inside of me, clawing at me, wanting to know the extremes he wants to go to with me. 

“I just want to kiss your fucking mouth Mouse, now stop trying to get me to admit how fucking much I want to destroy you just so I can put you back together and ruin you all over again” he groans and bites my lip and I whimper and I shut up and keep kissing him. 

“Good fucking mouse” he groans as his hands slip down my back and then back up. 

“You are so damn soft” he groans and I moan into his mouth as his hands slide down to my ass. 

“Bring your pussy to my mouth, let me drown in that little cum filled cunt” 

“Jesus butcher” I exhale and he smirks. 

“Bring it to me” he groans and pulls at my ass and my body slips up and I push my hands on his chest. 

“Wait” I say and he pauses and looks up at me. 

“We can’t just keep fucking” I say and his lips curve with an amused grin. 

“And why the fuck not?” He asks 

“Because. I want to talk” I say and he smiles. 

“You can talk while you ride my tongue , Mouse” he says and pulls at me again and I push my hands harder into his chest. 

“No stop” I protest. 

“Mouse” he growls. 

“Butcher.” I say and he exhales. 

“I don’t even know your name.” I say and he smiles. 

“Yes you do.” He says and tugs at my ass again and I shake my head and dig the heels of my palms into his chest. 

“No. I know your devil name.” I say.

“Who says that’s not my real name?” He mused and I exhale and then sit up straight and cross my arms trying to appear stern but the smile on his stupid hot face only tells me I’m the exact opposite to him. 

“Quit pouting , it’s fucking adorable and it makes me wants to slam my dick inside of you and break your fucking pussy” he says and grabs my hips and I gasp and push my hands back to his chest. 

“You’re not gonna tell me your name?” I ask. Ignoring his threat which has my pussy aching at the mention of him back inside of me. Pain or no pain. It wants him anyway he’ll give it. 

“My name IS Butcher.” He says. 

“No it’s not” I say and he laughs. 

“Okay then, what’s my name baby?” He says and then yanks me up and he slides down and his hands grab my hips and I try to move but he shoves his face right into my pussy. 

I yelp and then moan as he sucks on my clit and groans. 

“Cause that’s the name you scream so fucking pretty for me when you cum” he groans and keeps sucking and I whimper. 

“That’s …not..your..name” I pant as my hips ignore my minds attempt to resist him. I grind in his mouth and he groans. 

“Abel” he groans. “My name is Abel, now fuck my mouth with your pretty cunt before I bite your little pussy and teach you a fucking lesson” 

Abel. His name was Abel? 

“That’s …pretty ..biblical..for you” I whimper. He chuckles against my pussy and I moan as his tongue licks at my cunt and he pushes it inside. 

“Abel Rhodes” he groans. “That’s my fucking name. Feed me your cunt baby” 

I whimper and do as I’m told. 

“Abel” I moan. He growls into my pussy. 

“Say my fucking name again and I’m going to fuck you like a god damn whore Jinx”

I tremble and my one hand is on the head board. The other in his hair as I ride his mouth. 

“Do you..not..like m-me saying it?” I ask. 

“the exact opposite Mouse, I fuckin love hearing my girl say my fucking name” he groans and I moan as his tongue drags to my clit and over it. Around it. Up and down and I’m so fucking wet I could cry. 

“Abel” I moan and he growls and then pulls me off his mouth and I squeak as he throws me down onto the bed and snatched a pillow and shoved it under my hips.  

“Say it again Mouse, I fucking dare you” he says as he slaps his hard and heavy cock on my pussy and pushes his length back and forth and I feel the piercings roll over me and I look up at him. 

“Hurt me Abel” I say.  I loved calling him Butcher. The name fit him more than Abel did. But I also loved saying his name, knowing it. Not sure what it said about me that I think I’m already in love with him and I’ve only just learned his name. 

“You little fucking slut, you want me to fuck you baby?” He groans and slaps his dick harder on my pussy and I nod. 

“Yeah? You think so? You think you can handle your fucking man’s dick deep in this fucking pussy?” He groans and place his hand on my pelvis. 

I shake my head. “No, but I want you to make me take it” I say and he groans. 

“I’m gonna make you feel me right here Mouse” he says as he slides his hand a hit higher, and I tremble as he pushes his cock against my pussy with his other hand. 

“All the way up here” he says and his hand splays over my stomach. I whimper. 

“I’m going to rearrange your fucking insides Jinx, that what you want?” He growls. Jesus Christ. 

“Will you stop if I tell you to?” I ask. 

“No.” He says and then pushes inside of me. I hiss and he smirks. It’s barely inside of me, but I’m still sore from before , yet I’m dripping wet and my cunt aches for more of him anyways. 

He’s only inches inside of me and he grins and his hands slides higher. 

“I’m going to make you feel it your fucking throat Mouse” he groans and grips my neck and I whimper. I nod. 

“Fuck. Don’t agree with me Mouse, you don’t know what I’m capable of” 

“Yes I do” I say.

“I saw how you fucked her in the woods….you raped her” I say my voice shaking and he snarls slightly. 

“And what? Is your pussy jealous of the way I took her cunt?” 

I nod. 

“Fuck Mouse” he growls and slides in deeper. 

“Do what you did to her ..to me” I say and he because I must be fucking insane. 

“You want me to make you cry for me?” He asks as his thumb strokes the side of my neck. 

“I want to hurt for you” I say and his nostrils flare and his hand squeezes my neck. 

“Do you remember the safeword at the hollow?” He asks. 

I nod. 

“Pumpkin” I say. 

He grins. 

“Good. And do you remember how I didn’t give a fuck about your safeword baby?” He asks and I tremble as I nod. 

He grins. “Good. Because I’m about to take your virginity. And you’re gonna scream real fucking sweet for me. And those cute little fucking cheeks of yours will be soaked with tears before I even get fucking started with you.  That what you want? For me to be the devil again?” He asks. I nod. 

“Wait here.” He growls and his cock slides of me and I whimper. 

Butcher leaves the room and comes back and I suck in a breath.  

“Oh shit” I exhale and he walks over with not just the mask back on , but the knife he always had on him. 

I’m shaking as he climbs back on the bed. 

“M-maybe I-“

“Ah ah” he shakes his head and leans over me. “Shhhhh” He hushes me and holds the fucking knife to my throat and my eyes water. 

“Mmmm, there they are, fuck you’re so god damn sexy when you fucking cry” 

“Scared little mouse” he groans and then flips the blade and drags the non sharp side over my throat and my tears fall. 

He won’t fucking slit my throat. But it doesn’t mean a part of me still isn’t fucking terrified. And why I’m still fucking wet and getting even more wet as he hums in his deep voice as I cry , is something I don’t care to analyze. 

He’d changed something in me back at the hollow. Made me go from hating being scared, to being somehow turned on by it, but only when it involved him. 

“Pretty little whore” he groans and then pushes the plate Under my chin and groans as my lips wobble and I feel hot tears slip down the sides of my face. 

“Cry for me baby, get me nice and fucking hard like only those pretty little tears of yours can, you want the devil Mouse? You fucking got him baby, now fucking cry a little harder for me , love” 

I whimper and he groans as more tears come out as he drags the knife down and glides the non sharp side over my breast. 

“You want to know one of the worst things I want to do to you? Hmm?” He asks and I feel the cold metal graze of my hard nipple. 

“If your pretty little tits weren’t so god damn perfect I’d stab your little tits and make them bleed for me and drink your fucking blood.” 

“A nice little slice right here” he says along the inside of my breast. 

“I bet you bleed the prettiest fucking shade of red Mouse” he groans and I keep crying. Maybe he’s right. Maybe knowing exactly what he fantasizes about doing to me is too much. 

I’d let him hurt me. But I wasn’t sure I wanted to bleed or be cut. 

“I want to drug you again, except this time it won’t be to carve my name into your hip, it’ll be so I can sodomize your tight little ass” 

“Fuck, you make so fucking hard” he growls and then throws the fucking knife and I yelp as it buries into the wall and then he rips off he mask and throws that too and then grabs my throat and kiss me as he hovers over me and I cry into his mouth. 

“You want to know more of the sick fucking shit I think about everytime I fucking look at you mouse?”

I shake my head and he kisses me. 

“Tell me to stop, right now, and I’ll let you change your mind” he says and I cry and shake my head. 

“Why do you want me to fucking hurt you?” He growls. 

“I want to please you” I say and he groans. 

“You do that already you perfect little Mouse” he groans and then lifts up and flips me over my hips hitting the pillow and butcher slides into me. My breath catches as he goes deep. Slowly. But so fucking deep. And he thrusts more. Deeper. Forcing what doesn’t fit. 

I clutch the bed covers and he reaches up over my hands. 

“I’ll fuck you exactly how you deserve to be fucked. And you’re gonna take it like a good girl for me, aren’t you mouse?” He groans and pulls out slightly and then back into me hard. I scream and his hands clutch mine harder and I cry as he slams deep a second time. 

As promised. It feels like his dick is going to rearrange my fucking insides. 

“Yeah, you’re gonna fucking take it baby, you’re gonna give me this hot little virgin cunt and make me cum deep inside my girls pretty little ruined pussy, aren’t you?” 

“Butcher” I cry. 

“Shhhh” he hushes me and takes one hand places it on the side of my face and pushes it into the bed. 

“It’s time for you to get the devil dick you should have gotten at the Hollow, Mouse”

“Time for you to get fucked like the pretty little slut you are” 

“You ready for that baby ?” He asks as he thrusts again hard and cruel. I can’t even breathe and it hurts like a motherfucker. 

“Tell me to break your pussy, Mouse”

“You..already..are” I cry. 

He hums. “I assure you, I’m not, but I’m about to Mouse.”