EroticReverie

Abel "Butcher" 

Did I want to fucking break her? Yes. Would I? Absolutely fucking not. You don't break something as perfect as Jinx. Would I fuck her hard enough to make her regret telling to break her? Abso-fucking-lutely. If my mouse wants to cry, she'll cry. 

I'm barely fucking herhard as is, and shes fucking trying to get away from me, her hands grapsing and clawing at the covers. She gets absolutely fucking nowhere. Not with the way I have her tiny wasit held in my fucking hands while I push and pull her sweet pussy back and forth on my fucking, using her like she's the worlds best little fleshlight. 

"You like being a fucking hole Mouse?" I grunt as I pull her back harder this time and she screams and pushes her pretty little face into the mattress on her own , struggling to fucking take less of me, her tight cunt cinching around me as her body tries to reject what Im doing to it. 

"Someones not a fucking virgin anymore" I tell her and thrust harder. Her body is mine, and I use it. Taking what I want, without taking ALL that I want.

"Nah, you're a little slut now baby, taking this fucking dick just like you should" I grunt and Jinx cries and I consider stopping. I keep going fast, but I let up on how deep I fucking thrust, or how hard I pull her back on my cock. 

"This good for you? Huh ? You like hurting for me Mouse? That feel fucking good?" I growl at her and she just cries and pussy is less wet that when we started, because no, she doesnt fucking like it. 

I pull out and slap her pussy with my dick as she collapses onto the bed full when i release her hips, her cute fucking ass still perched on the pillow under her hips and I spread her and lean down. 

She's crying but she gasps as I lick her fucking cunt and then up over her ass.

"If im going to rape your god damn pussy, it needs to be nice and fucking wet Mouse, get fucking wet for your devil Jinx" I say as I spit on her cunt and keep licking as she gasps and squirms, whimpering non stop as she chokes on her adorable little cries. 

I lick her slowly, licking her clit, her cunt, kissing her pussy and groaning against it, until she's back to normal, barely crying, and moaning more than she's sniffling. 

Then I slide my tongue back to her ass, and slip two fingers into her pussy. Her little hips jump as my tongue plays around her asshole. 

"Butcher" she whines. 

"yeah Mouse?" I groan. 

"you like that , love? Me eating your cute fucking ass?" I groan. 

"fucking spread it for me" i growl and slap her ass and she yelps. I grin though, as her delicate small hands reach back and she grabs her plump cheeks and spreads them. 

"you dirty little thing, that's a real good Mouse, wider" 

She whimpers and I grin as she slips her fingers further and pulls them apart again.

"one day Mouse...you know what Im gonna do to you?" I ask her as I run the tip of my tongue against her asshole, my two fingers slowly fucking her pussy. 

"w-what?" she whimpers. 

"Make you take every fucking inch of me, deep in this pretty little fucking hole right here" I groan and imagine it. 

"Every inch that your pussy cant take...your ass will....you'll take every fucking bit of me Mouse, right here" i say as I lick her ass and she clenches around my fingers. 

"Maybe ill do it when you're awake...maybe i'll do it after i drug you...and let you wake up knowing exactly why your tight little ass hurts when you feel my fucking cum dripping out of you" 

"Maybe ill do it while youre only a little drugged, keep you awake just enough to fucking feel the way i stretch this little thing on my cock" i groan and she trembles. 

I would never drug her and rape her. Well, unless she was okay with it. Then, fuck yes I would. 

"I want to do such awful fucking things to you" I groan and then kiss her ass and then up her back as my fingers still pump slowly in and out of her pussy , I take my other hand, elbow to the bed as I grab her hair and turn her face the other way so her cheek is to the bed and I put my mouth near her ear. 

"I WILL do awful things to you Mouse....and you want me to...dont you love?" I ask her and she nods against the bed. My cock begging to be back inside her. 

"I'm going to hurt you again baby, you ready?" I ask. she nods again and whimpers. 

"y-yes" she trembles and I sigh and kiss her cheek. 

"You sure?" I ask and she nods and trembles. 

"Look at me" I say and she turns her head, her neck craning to look back at me. 

"You want to stop...then tell me to stop" I say. 

Her brows pinch. "No, i dont want a choice" 

I inhale deeply and exhale just as hard. 

"Jinx." i say her name softly. 

"Do to me what you did to them...and call me mouse while you do it" she whimpers her eyes watering. 

I close my eyes and push her head down to the bed. 

I lean down and bring my face beside hers.

"Youre not them....you're my fucking Mouse...you dont deserve what I did to them...you're my perfect little Mouse...if you want me to...then i'll do it...i'll make you cry some more...hurt your precious little pussy enough to make you hate me....but i'd rather fuck you the way YOU like it...i like spoiling you....i like making you cum, i like making you fucking enjoy being on my cock" I groan in her ear. 

"so tell me what we're doing Mouse...whatever you fucking want...but if you want this because you think the only way you can please me is by letting me hurt you....get it through you pretty little fucking head that all i want...is to make you cum...and i dont need to be a fucking devil with you to get off." 

"hurt me" she cries.  "i want it" 

My head sags and I exhale. 

"fine" i say as I sit up. And i dont even know why im fucking angry with her answer. But I am. I dont know why my feelings are fucking hurt that she'd ask for this side of me, when I just told her I dont need to fucking hurt her to get off. I understand it, but I also hate it. It's a fucked up feeling, because she's offering me fucking everything, and I dont want her to. She's the first person I've ever not been selfish with when they agree to let me do whatever the hell I want. 

"are you mad?" she whimpers.

"Shut up" I say and push her head back to the best as she lifts it. 

She whimpers and goes to talk again and I put a hand over her mouth.

"I said. Quiet." I growl and grit my teeth. I needed to let go of being angry about it, before I began. Otherwise, chances were, id be a dumbass and take it out on her. She was allowed to want this, I couldnt fault her for it. It's everything I told her I wanted, and she was giving it to me. Wanted it. So why was I so fucked up about it? 

I shift down until my dick is laying on her ass. Terrible things. I want to do fucking terrible things to her. but I also, don't. I clench my jaw tighter. 

She mumbles something into my hand as I shift lower and let my dick drag until the head drops down to her pussy. 

I let my hips push forward. It slips and misses. I pull back slightly and let it glide down and push again, and push harder till my head pops inside in her and I hold it there with a groan. 

Her hand comes up to mine on her mouth. Her fingers try to peel it away.

"Shhhhh" I whisper as I hush her. She whimpers into my palm. Her smaller fingers trying to curl around mine, but I just hold her mouth tighter as I muffle her protests. 

"The more you fight this, the meaner Im going to be to you. Now shut up and lay still." I growl and her hand stops pulling. But it stays there by mine as she whimpers. 

"Good fucking girl" I groan as I sink deeper. 

She tenses and her hips push down into the pillow as she tries to take less than what Im giving her. 

I thrust hard. She screams into my palm. 

"Lay fucking still" I growl and she cries into my hand. I position myself best I can as I lean over her, and bury myself deep, one hand on her head, the other over her mouth, holding her head down and her mouth shut as I thrust again hard into her. 

"you want to get raped Mouse, fine, that's what we're gonna do....but we do it my way....slow...." I groan. "And fucking deep" I grunt as I slam my hips forward again and make her scream into my hand. 

"mmmm, yeah, i like that, that feels fucking good" I groan as I hold it inside of her and feel her pulse around me and listen to her cry into my hand. 

I could give her what she wants. But also give her small moments of mercy to make myself feel better about what I was doing to her. If she were anyone else. It'd be fucking easy to play the villain. But she's made it so fucking hard for me to be the fucking depraved devil that she met at the Hollow. 

"you crying?" I taunt her and she nods. 

"good" I thrust hard again and catch her little scream in my palm still molded across her mouth. 

"keep fuckin cryin Mouse, as much as you want, you know how much of a fuck i give about your tears?" I growl at her and thrust again. I feel her entire body twitch and jerk from the pain and she screams again as she cries into my hand. 

"not at all Mouse, i dont give a fuck about a single fucking one of them" I say, Fucking lying. 

Yes. I liked her tears. I always would. But they didnt fucking do it for me like they did the first time. I felt like a fucking monster. Hurting something as fucking perfect as her. My dick is so fucking confused as to what the fuck we're doing here. My brain celebrating those tears one second, my cock throbbing for them, then the next second shaming myself for enjoying it. 

"next time i rape you...youll be tied to a tree..just like your little friend...maybe i'll take you back to the fucking Hollow...just you and me....and make you regret ever missing me..." I groan. Fuck. I sure hoped she'd never fucking regret missing me. But my words were the fantasy, the devil she wanted. 

"Make you piss all over yourself again...cause i promise....when i catch you.....i'll make you fucking hate very second of what I do to you" I grunt and thrust again finally, she screams again. My coc throbbing from the sound. I close my eyes and grit my teeth. I didnt want to fucking enjoy hurting her, but i fucking was anyways. I breathe hard, and try to tell myself it's fine. That she wants it. That she fucking gave her consent to let me hurt her. 

I don't want to love the way her screams vibrate against my palm. I dont want to fucking love how tight she gets when i slam into her. 

I slam harder the next time. Her body jerks violently and she screams into my hand. Too hard. 

But I do it again. 

She screams again, her hand back to pulling at my hand on her mouth, her body trying to get away from me, her legs kicking. 

"fuck" i groan. I close my eyes and grunt as I thrust hard again. Forcing myself deeper. 

"shit" i groan. My thrust continue, but i dont go as hard, but i pick up my speed, fucking her deep and hard enough to feel those fucking screams against my head. Groaning as I keep using her pussy. Losing myself to the "Devil" she wants. The devil she allowed inside of her and asked for. 

My hand drops and she wails as I thrust.

"Stop!" she cries and I grab her hair and push her face into the bed, her screams muffled as she tries to push her face out of the mattress while I keep fucking her. 

butcher. stop. stop. stop. please. butcher. 

The screams keep coming, the pleading. I keep going. Groaning as I take what I want. Harder. Faster. the sheets are wet with her tears and she's only crying now, not begging me to stop. Her body jerks with each thrust. 

I let her turn her head and push the side of her face to the bed as she winces and cries, her pussy no longer wet, and my cock is forcing each thrust through her walls. 

"remember this next time you ask for it" I groan. "remember how fucking mean I can be to my little Mouse" I growl and then pull out of her and flip her over onto her back. 

The way she looks at me. Shes scared of me. Her lower lip trembling, her eyes bloodshot and red from crying. Her hands lift to her face and Jinx breaks the fuck down. I turn my head. Wincing, closing my eyes as I listen to her sobs. I force myself to look back and find her curling in on herself and into a little ball of regret. 

I swallow hard. Frozen. Hating myself as I look down at her. Her body shaking and her hands holding her sweet face as she cries so hard she cant fucking breathe. 

I did this to her. Doesnt matter if she asked for it. I fucking did this. And its different than the other times she broke down. Because i showed her exactly who I fucking am , and she hated it. 

I grab her, scooping her up and holding her in my arms. Her body still curled as I place her in my lap as I sit on the edge of the bed with her and let her cry. 

Stroking her hair. unsure of what the fuck to say to her now. Im quiet. Pissed. At myself. At her for asking me to do it in the first place. Mostly at my fucking self. She shifts and I think she's going to try to leave my arms, but she turns and straddles me and wraps her arms around my neck to bury her face in my neck and keep crying. I close my eyes and rub her back, my other arm around her lower back. I rock slightly. I fucking rock her. 

Her sobs turn slowly into just cries, that then turn into little hiccups, that turn into little sniffles.  I'm still rocking her when she stops crying and sniffling. Her little breaths against my neck and my hand is in her hair, gently massaging her scalp. My cheek resting on her head as I keep rocking slightly. 

Her arms slip from around my neck and then go around my middle and her cheek drags to my chest , she gives a little soft sigh and sniffles. 

"do you hate me now?" I ask quietly. Not really wanting the answer. Just because she wanted my arms to comfort her, didnt mean anything. 

Her little head shakes against my chest, shocking me. 

"no" her voice is tiny and soft as she answers. 

"Are you mad?" I ask. 

She shakes her head again. 

"no" she says again softly. 

"are you hurt?" I whisper. 

She shrugs. 

I gently grab the beack of her neck and pull her away from my chest. Fuck. She looks so fucking exhausted and broken. Her cheeks are soaked and her eyes are puffy and her lashes stick to her cheeks as she looks down. 

"im sorry" I say quietly and she lifts her lashes.

She shakes her head. "you dont need to be sorry" 

I exhale. "yes. I do. I hurt you." 

"i asked you to" she sniffles and looks down again and I take her chin and lift it, her lashes lift again.

"And i shouldve told you no." I say and she shakes her head. 

"but you liked it" she says. 

the shame of that fucking has me looking away from her. 

"it's okay" she says softly and I look at her, wondering how the fuck it's okay. 

"i hated the way you looked at me when I turned you over. I dont like that. I dont want that. Ever again." I tell her and she frowns. 

"I was just....it was a lot Butcher..."

I huff and go to shift her off her my lap, not wanting her to make excuses for me hurting her. 

"no" she cries and grabs onto me, her legs moving, her arms grabbing back around me. Her cheek pushing to my chest. 

"hold me Abel, please?" she pleads and my heart cracks. My eyes water and I close them. Swallowing as I wrap my arms back around her. 

"i dont hate you" she says softly. 

I sigh and kiss her head. 

"i dont Abel, i promise" she hugs me tighter and I swear to god, Im going to cry into her hair. 

I hold back the tears as she hugs me tighter and tighter . 

Her head cheek moves against my chest and she kisses my chest. 

"i dont hate you even a little bit" she says and I swallow that fucking gold ball sized lump in my throat.

"you sure?" I ask and she nods. 

"do you still like me?" she whispers. I huff and actually laugh slightly. Was she fucking kidding me?

"I more than like you Mouse, that's not gonna change." I say against her head and kiss her hair.

"Can we take a bath together?" she asks quietly. "you might a little too big for my tub though" she says. 

I smile slightly. 

"Then you can take one. I'll make it for you." I say as I stroke her hair. 

"Abel?" she asks and I  have to fucking breathe each time she says my fucking name, because fuck, why was that gripping my fucking heart like it did?  Because its her pretty fucking soft voice saying it, that's why. Because I've never liked my name till she said it. 

"yeah baby?" I answer. 

"I more than like you too, you know?" she says and I wrap my arms around her , pulling her tighter and she hugs me back. 

"I missed you." she says softly. "so much" 

I grab her head and hold it to my chest. Never wanting to fucking let her leave my arms. 

"I missed you too Mouse..so much" 

"i didnt hate it...not all of it....i liked the beginning....when it was slow...and hard...." she says and I clench her hair.

"can we talk about this later Mouse?" I ask. she nods. 

Because I cant think about it right now. I cant stand to hear that she hated the last part where I lost myself in what I was doing to her. 

"okay" she says softly. 

"are you hurt though...did i..." 

She shakes her head. "I mean...im sore...yes...but...no...im not...in too much pain" 

"but youre in pain" I say. 

"a little bit" she says and I lift her head from my chest. She frowns when she sees my face. 

"dont be sad, im okay" she says and she puts her hands on my face and then pushes up on her knees and lifts her mouth to mine and kisses. "Im okay Abel" 

"stop saying my fucking name like that" I say getting choked up , making her frown again.

"like what, im sorry, i didnt mean to-"

I grab her hair and pull her mouth back to mine and she gasps against my mouth as I groan. 

"all fucking sweet like you do, i dont deserve you to fucking say my name like that after what i did to you" 

Her hands go to my neck and she pushes her mouth to mine. 

"but i like saying your name, i want to say it, and you deserve me saying it all sweet like i do" she says and kisses me with her pefect soft little kisses over my lips and to my cheek. 

"im not scared of you Abel, im not running away from you, im your little Mouse" she says and I grab her ass and pull her forward, one hand going to her back, holding her against my chest as she kisses me and I groan. 

"im your mouse" she repeats on my lips and I fucking exhale and nod.

"yeah love, you're my mouse" 

"can you make me my bath? and take care of me?" she asks, as if she knows i need to, as if all i want it to fucking apologize and take care of her and make up for it. 

I nod. 

"will you wash me?" she whispers. 

I nod and swallow as she holds my face and gives me little pecks on my mouth. 

"put your hands all over me nice and soft and make me a squeaky clean little mouse?" she smiles softly and I nod. 

"then dry me off, and kiss me while you hold me in bed and cuddle me tight?" she asks and I nod again.

"Yeah baby" i answer softly. 

"I want that...i want you to take care of me...and hold me...i like when you hold me, and when you call me love....i like when you call me your little mouse, and kiss me like you more than like me" she smiles and pecks her soft little lips at the corner of my mouth. 

"will you take care of me Butcher?" she whispers. I nod. 

"not just tonight....i want you to take care of me all the time...please?" 

I nod again. "Yeah baby, always" 

"i'll never run from you" she whispers. 

"I more than like you too much to run from you, im not scared of you anymore..i havent been for a long time....your little mouse likes who caught her...id run into your little mouse trap everytime Butcher" 

"i fucking love you" the words come out. I swallow and lift my eyes to hers. The little smile on her face. 

" i - "

I start and she lifts a finger to my lips. 

"Dont you dare take that back Butcher" she says and I shake my head. 

"Wasnt gonna, I meant it." I say and she brings her mouth to mine and drags her finger away. 

"good" she presses her lips to mine and then kisses my cheek and I my heart sinks just a little as she says nothing else. Kissing along my jaw and to my ear , but then she whispers.

"I love you too Butcher."