EroticReverie

Shay

“Oh Jesus fucking Christ” I whine as Killian sinks into me. My head automatically going back, my eyes rolling. I wasn’t sure what made me more stupid, denying myself this man for three months. Or caving in and letting him back into my life. 

I hate that I missed him, hate that he missed me too. Hated that he could see me, see how scared I was and knew exactly why I kept pushing him away. Hated that he ended up chasing me again anyways. I hated that he was right about there being something between us that was more than just the best sex I’ve ever had. I hated how fucking good he felt right now inside of me. Sinking back into me after three months without him. 

“Oh fuck” I whine and want to laugh and want to cry and want to fucking scream at him and slap him for feeling so fucking good inside of me. 

“God damn” he pants as he hovers , braced on his forearms , breathing hard as he curses with each thrust. I take my hands and grab his face as my legs lift around him and greedily wrap around him. My mind might be scared and want to resist him, but my body absolutely does not. My body and mind are on two different pages. They’re hundreds of pages apart. I don’t even want to think about where my heart lands on those pages. Maybe somewhere closer to my mind, but each time he’s around me, each time he fights to make me his, he’s slowly pushing all the pages closer and closer together. 

“Holy fucking shit” I cry as I hold his face and look at him, my mouth parted. I’ve never been so fucking wet in my life. Never been this fucking full, yet still feeling like I need more and more and that I’ll never get enough. 

“Oh fuck yes” I gasp as he drills into me hard. He’s going slow. But he’s giving it to me hard. Groaning each time he sinks into me. Growling each time I curse or let out a sound. 

My eyes go down between us. His chest hovering over mine , but I can see the way his hips are moving, the way the purposefully thrust into me each time.

“God that’s so fucking good Killian, you fuck me so good” I whimper and then moan as I bite my lip. Unable to take my eyes off the way his body moves over mine. Stealing glances as his chest and abs as I keep watching the way his body connects with mine near our hips with each thrust. 

“Oh fuck, I missed that fucking dick so much” I cry and he groans and I know he’s trying to make love to me. But my dirty mouth can’t fucking help it. It doesn’t matter what I say though, the way Killian is fucking me, is clear. He’s making me take it, making me take every fucking inch and doing it with such intent that I feel it. Not just between my legs, because t everywhere. Each thrust , pushing my heart and body and mind closer and closer together. As if each thrust erases a page that separates them. 

“Yeah baby, I know you did, I know you did Shay, but it’s back where it belongs isn’t it? Back in my girls perfect fucking pussy” he groans and I lift my eyes and nod and then pulls his mouth to mine. He groans and I moan right back against his mouth. Our mouths clashing and moving and panting hard breaths and soft curses against each others lips as he keeps moving. 

“Everytime” i pant. “That you’re…inside me…it just…gets better” I whine as I admit it to myself and to him out loud. 

“Yes it fucking does baby” he groans. 

“I hate the way my body needs you” I whine and he groans. 

“I know baby” he says and then he kisses my forehead as if consoling me as he keeps thrusting. 

My hands go from his face to his shoulders and then slip under his arms and around his back. 

“Kiss on my neck” I moan as my head goes back and I catch his little smile before my head goes back and his dips down and Killian pushes his warm soft lips to my neck and I groan. 

“Fuck” I exhale softly. Killians mouth felt damn good. Absolutely every fucking time he laid it upon me. 

“This what you need baby, some soft kisses on your pretty little neck?” He asks as he moves one hand to my throat and kisses around the places his fingers and hand don’t touch and my eyes roll back in my head as he squeezes my throat while also giving me sweet kisses below my ear. 

“How it’s feel to be mine Shay hmm? Does it feel good baby?” He whispers with a slight growl in my ear and I whimper and fucking nod. 

There’s no point in fighting it. I may regret it when he breaks my heart but I wanted him so fucking bad it hurt. Even having him ontop of me, inside me, grabbing my neck and kissing on it. It wasn’t enough and I felt the fucking need for him worse than I have since that night after the bar. Everytime he talked or looked at me or touched me or argued with me, the need just fucking flooded me even more. The walls I built weren’t high enough, the need kept flooding over them and into the parts of me I’ve been trying to protect. Storm Killian was breaking the fucking dam is built and I’d never fucking recover. 

“I want to make love to you every morning, and fuck you like we hate each other at night, I want it all, I want you so fucking bad Shay, say you’re my girl, I fucking need you to say it” 

“Yes” I pant.  Fucking stupid. God I’m so stupid. But I pant the words he wants to hear because I can’t fucking fight the feeling he’s making take over ever single part of me. 

“I’m your girl” I pant and Killain groans and then crashes his mouth to mine and thrust hard into me making me cry against his mouth. 

“Bout fuckin time” he growls and I whimper and bite his lip and he hisses and then pushes up, pulling back up and away to hover higher from another angle. 

“Fuckin get back here” I hiss at him as I grab his neck and pull his mouth back to mine. He chuckles with a groan as I tighten my legs around him and grab his hair and clutch it in my fingers. 

My mouth devours his as my pussy clenches around him and he groans into my mouth. 

“I hate how much I love kissing you” I whine. “Fuck, I love your mouth on mine” I hiss and bite his lip again with a little growl. 

“Damn baby, you’re gonna bite my fucking lip off” he teases with a groan and I bite it again. 

“Shut up” I hiss. “Shut up and fucking kiss me and don’t ever fucking stop” 

“Yes ma’am” he grins and then slowly still inside of me, buried deep and I cinch my walls around him just to hear him groan against my lips. I don’t care that he’s stopped. The torture of waiting for more has me in such a frenzy and as long as I have his mouth on mine I can survive the desperation between my fucking legs. 

“Kissing time is over” he smirks and lifts right up and I scowl and go to grab his face but his hands snatch my wrists and I gasp as they’re slammed to the bed near my head and Killian pushes up to angle over me, his knees come up, pushing to the sides of my hips as he hovers to fucking high for me even lift up and steal his rude fucking mouth. 

“I told you not to fucking stop kissing me” I glower at him and he pushes my hand heads to the bed and then slides his palms to mine and licks his fingers through mine. 

“Youre so fucking sexy” he groans as he looks at my eyes. My nose. My cheeks. My mouth. His eyes fluttering all over my face as he smiles down at me. 

“Then why aren’t you fucking kissing me?” I hiss at him as he thrusts with his cock fucking grin that unfortunately makes me even more wet while simultaneously pissing me off.

“Because I like seeing your angry little scowl, and like knowing it’s because your hot fucking mouth is dying for mine” 

I growl and he thrusts faster and my hands grips his harder as my back arches. 

“I like pissing you off” he smiles. 

“Well you’re fuckin good at it” I hiss at him but my moan comes out right after as he keeps thrusting. 

“I like knowing my cock isn’t enough, that you need my mouth as much as you need my dick buried inside you” he groans as 

“Then give it to me” I whine. “Youre being an asshole”

He smiles and then dips down and I narrow my eyes. Because I know what he’s going to do. And I growl when it happens. When he lowers his mouth and I lift my head only for him to pull away. 

“Fuck you, kiss me” I whine and he does it again and I keep fucking chasing his mouth as he keeps fucking teasing me with it. 

It’s hot as hell. And also infuriating. 

“Killian, please” I plead with him, hating how fucking needy I sound right now. He hears it, sees it in my eyes and then dips down fucking pout of my lip. 

“Fuuuck” he groans and then lowers his mouth to mine and lets me have it. 

I go to move my hands but that he doesn’t let me do. He keeps holding them down and slides my hands higher over my head and his tongue delves into my mouth and mine pushes back and his hips move slowly. 

“Fuck Shay” he pants and I whimper as I clench around him. 

“Make me cum, make me cum while you kiss me, please” I beg. 

“Yeah baby, whatever you want” he groans. “Anything you fuckin want Shay” 

“Always, whatever you fucking want, I’ll give it to you” he pants and keeps kissing me as we both pant and my body moves, my legs falling to the side and my feet pushing to the bed as I move to buck my hips up against his as he thrusts. He rubs against me as he comes down and my eyes roll back. 

“Yeah, fuck, like that” I whimper as I chase the friction and feel my orgasm build higher and higher. 

“Don’t gotta tell me how to fuck you, I know how to make you cum baby” 

He’s right. And god it fucking pisses me off.  But it pisses me off less with each thrust. Because while I hate to admit it, Killian knows how to fuck me. He knows just how to make my body fall apart for him. Knows just what I need every single fucking time. 

“I’m gonna cum” I cry. 

“Mhm” he hums. 

“A few more is all you need isn’t it baby?” 

“That pussy is fucking ready isn’t it baby?” 

He talks as he thrusts into me and my body gets ready, I feel it ready to fucking burst. I’m wound sound so fucking tight and the way he talks to me makes me want to scream. Or maybe that’s the orgasm as it breaks. And I scream. Right after my breath hitches , I feel my orgasm crash through me, and a silent cry leaves my lips before breaking into a scream. I try to scream his name but it’s comes out as just strangled cries as this man fucks me so hard through my orgasm I feel like I could black out with pleasure , or cry fucking tears over how fucking good I feel as he grins down at me while panting and talking to me. 

“I know how to fuck this pussy baby, I was made to fuck this pussy” 

“My cock knows what your stubborn little cunt needs , doesn’t it Shay? My cock knows what your wet fucking cunt needs” 

“Cum all over that fuckin dick” he grunts and keeps thrusting as my orgasm stretches itself to the point where I want to cry because it feels so good that it hurts. It’s so much but I keep letting him force me through it. As if I have a choice. I’m wailing. Unable to speak. Shaking. Legs fucking quivering 

“Fuck!” He grunts as he gets closer. I’m whining. My hands shaking as they go to his back and my nails dog in and I stare up at him. My mouth parted and he looks down at me. My brows drawn inward and I can’t believe the way he’s fucking me right now. I need him to stop. It’s too fucking intense. But I won’t stop him because I’d never stop him after the orgasm he just gave me. 

“I’ve got so much fucking cum for this pussy”

He grunts. 

“Been savin it all for you baby” 

“It’s been days since I’ve cum, and I’m gonna fill this fucking pussy up baby”

“Fuck, I’ve missed cumming inside you” he grunts as if he has to get out his little dirty speech before he lets his release happen. 

“I love cumming in your pussy so fucking much” he groans. 

“Fuck, I love this pussy ,baby” 

“God, I love fuckin you, making love to your god damn pussy and showing you that this dick was made for this fuckin pussy” 

“Fucking cum in me!” I cry. Because god damnit, I needed it so fucking bad. 

“Yeah, you need that fuckin cum don’t you baby, this pussy misses your man’s hot fucking cum drenching your tight as fuck cunt” he grunts. 

“I miss your cum” I cry and he grins his teeth with a loud groan. 

“God damn, make me cum inside you” he growls. 

“I missed your cum inside me, I missed your cock fucking this pussy” I whine. “I missed you” 

The last three words break his hold on his release and his hips stutter as they jerk and he curses loudly as he cums inside of me. 

I grab his face as we both pant heavily and moan as I  pull him right down to me, and put his mouth where it fucking belongs. On mine. 

“I missed you” I whimper , saying it again. My eyes watering slightly as he groans against my mouth. 

“You’ll never have to miss me again Shay, I’m not fucking letting you go , not fuckin ever, you’re fuckin stuck with me baby” he groans and I then kisses me softly and then puts his forehead to mine as he pants and I sniffle , because I’m fucking crying. 

He doesn’t tease me and I don’t know why I expect him to, but he doesn’t. He hushes me softly and kisses my cheeks and wipes my tears while both of our bodies still shake slightly. 

“I’m not going to hurt you Shay. I promise” he says and I whimper again and more tears fall. 

“Okay” I say my voice cracking softly and he lifts a hand to my head and strokes my hair back over my head and then thrusts into me a little bit as he lifts his mouth up and kisses my forehead and I whimper from the way his cock is still hard and pressing deeper and making me feel all the cum he put inside me start to be pushed out of my pussy as he dips his head to the side and kisses my temple. 

“You want more or do you need me to hold you?” He whispers. 

“Both” I answer and he lets out a soft laugh and then gently takes me in his arms as he slides us both onto our sides and then reaches down for my thigh, but my leg is already lifting up around him. 

“Come here baby” he whispers as his other hand slides under my body and he slips his hand up my back and into my hair as the other hand holds the back of my thigh near my ass , sliding up to my ass and grabbing it , holding me to him as he thrusts slowly. His hand grabbing my hair gently and then pulling softly to make me look at him. My one hand on his chest. The other wrapped around him and my arm and leg clutch around him as my hips move to meet his new thrusts. 

“This good?” He asks. “Holding you while I fuck that pussy nice and slow?” He whispers and I whimper and nod. He gives me a soft smile. 

“You want me to talk dirty to you or shut up and make love to you?” He smiles and I half laugh and half whimper. 

“Kiss me” I say and he smiles even wider. 

“And hold you and fuck you?” He whispers on my lips and I nod. 

“Yes” I answer him and he hums and kisses my mouth. 

“I want to do this forever with you, everyday for the rest of my life, buy you lilacs , and make love to you, kiss you and hold you, fuck you like    The beautiful pain in the ass that you are” 

“Screw you” I moan on his mouth and he laughs softy. 

“I’m perfect” I say and give his lip a soft bite. He groans. 

“Yeah baby, I fuckin know, don’t gotta tell me, why do you think I kept chasing your ass hmm?” He whispers and bites my lip right back. 

“Cause you like being rejected?” I ask and he laughs. 

“Oh. So you’re gonna be a sassy little bitch again?” He thrusts a little faster. A little harder. 

“Uh huh” I answer him and he grins. 

“As long as you’re my girl, you can be whatever the fuck you want to be otherwise” he says. 

“I’m your girl” I breathe and he groans. 

“That’s fuckin right Shay” he exhales” god damn right baby”