EroticReverie

Jinx .. A few days later..

I wake up from my dream, to find that my dream and my reality are very very similar. I was dreaming that Abel had been licking my pussy back in his bed at the hallow. My reality is the same, other than we're in my apartment and in my bed. 

He hums when I wake and begin to squirm with a soft sleepy moan of his name. His devil's name. Even though I knew his actual name now, Butcher was now it's own term of endearment. He's Butcher. And I'm Mouse. 

The past two days haven't seemed real. Confessing to him that I was in love with him after he'd done the same. I was in love with a man who admittedly wanted to hurt me, a man who'd forced himself upon me in that depraved compound "Getaway". I don't know what it says about me, falling in love with a man who raped my ex best friends. I dont know what it says about me that I want the man who helped me slice a blade through the skin of my friend. Or how I could forgive everything he'd done, but not the fact my friends had brought me there and manipulated me for so long. I don't know how he did it, making me a little stronger than I was before showing up to the Hollow. 

I love how it feels to be his , his obesession, his prey, his pet, his mouse. I love how I seem to be an exception for him. I love the way he doesn't want to hurt me, unless I want him to. I love that since the other day when I'd begged him to hurt me, he's only been soft and gentle and sweet with me, even when I see it in his eyes that he's struggling to hold back. But that's not to say when Butcher has his dick inside of me, that it doesnt still hurt. I pray I get used to it, and also pray that I don't. Because i love how it feels when he pushes himself into me and it feels like I can't fit him inside of me. I love the uncomfortable fullness of his cock buried inside of me for those first sevreal strokes, till my body finally fully relaxes and my walls adjust to his hard thick flesh inside of me. 

"mmmmm" he groans when I cum on his mouth. His mouth sucking and licking and then his body sliding up, and I lay there, my legs trembling, but spreading in offering, always inviting him between them. 

"Good little mouse, spread nice and wide for me, give me that good girl pussy" he groans and the head of his cock pushes against my pussy and I my eyes widen slightly, my mouth parting with surprise. My brows expressing just how fucking big he feels inside of me as he pushes past my entrance and sinks into me slowly. The drag of his piercings against my walls, ticking off each inch as his slowly descends into me. 

He smiles as he watches my face, his hands to the bed as he hovers over me. 

"You are so fucking cute Mouse" he says and looks down between us. Then back up at me, and smiles. I'll never get over his face, a face i thought I might not ever see. The face that hid behind that mask, the fact my dreams tried to imagine, but failed to do it any fucking justice once I laid eyes on him. I'll never see a man as beautiful as him, for as long as I live. 

"I love seeing your cute little face when I push into this tight little pussy" he says with a grin and slowly draws back and I whimper , biting my lip and he pushes back in slowly with a low groan. 

"you're the sexiest fucking thing Mouse" he exhales. 

"adorable, sexy little thing" he groans as he gives another slow thrust.

"I love seeing your entire face switch up when I push this cock right into your wet, snug little cunt" he talks as he slowly thrusts, letting me adjust to him again. 

"I love being the first, the last, the only man that will ever know what it's like to be inside of this pretty little pussy you've got" he groans and I whimper , my hands going to his sides, my fingernails digging in slightly as lift my legs and hook my ankles over the backs of his thighs and he grins as my ass lifts and I use my ankles, pulling them hard against his thighs, to roll my hips up into him, gasping when I make him go deeper. 

"mmm, i love when you hurt your little cunt by being an impatient, greedy little slut" he groans and then pulls back, he smirks as my hips buck, my pussy only moving on as much of his dick as he allows. 

"oh, you precious little slut, look at you fucking that dick like a good fucking girl" he groans, pushing up, holding my hips as my legs unwrap from him and my feet go to the bed, he graps my hips and lifts them, the angle making me clench hard around his cock as he holds my hips up off the bed. 

"cmon little mouse, fuck that little pussy with my cock, show me how much your little pussy loves to fuck me Mouse" 

I whimper. I'd never come close to having a mouth on me like Butcher does. Everything he says makes me wetter, makes me needier, and more desperate. The way he can say the dirtiest things, but in that low, almost tender growl of his, makes me fucking weak all over, inside and out. 

I hold his wrists, my feet pushing into the bed, my eyes on his face, and I watch his eyes dart up and down, between my face and my pussy as I ride him the best I can. He teases me, only giving me the first few inches, only allowing my hips to take what he allows. 

"you're so fucking pretty, such a pretty little slut Mouse, fuck that dick baby, cmon" he growls and I whimper, my hips bucking faster, I whimper as his hands grip my hips harder, still keeping me from taking too much of his cock. 

"i said fuck that dick , cmon, get it baby, get your little pussy on that fucking dick" he groans. Purposely holding me firmly, to keep from actually getting my pussy on his cock entirely. 

His eyes lift to mine as I let out a little frustrated cry and he grins. 

"fucking cute little slut , you're trying so fucking hard arent you Mouse, such a good girl" he groans and I try to push up, wanting him to pull me up in his lap, but he gives my hips a little yank to send me falling right back into place. 

"cmon pretty little Mouse, try again" he grins. I pout and he laughs slightly with a groan and I try to push up again and he does the same thing, yanking me and I arch my back and try again. 

He laughs. And it should piss me off, it does, a little bit, because it embarrasses me. And somehow, I like it. I like his taunting, and the slight humiliation of being so far from him in terms of experience. I like the embarassment that heats my cheeks as he smirks down at me in that little playful, dangerous way of his. 

"put these little fucking legs right back here for me Mouse" he says, as he drops my hips and then lifts my legs and pushes them back. He smiles down at me as I grab my legs and pull them back, one on either side of my head , as he bends me right in half. 

"Good girl, hold them just like that while I fuck your precious little pussy" he says and I whimper, my toes curling and he smiles down at me, shaking his head, he braces with one hand, the other gripping the base of his cock. He moves in an out of me. Pulling all the way out, making me whimper, then sliding back into me, making me gasp. His eyes are down on my pussy, where his cock keeps teasing and torturing me. His other hand still holding the base, so he doesnt go too deep. 

"you like having a nice big dick fucking your tiny little cunt Mouse?" he asks and I whimper, nodding as he lifts his eyes to me. 

"speak little Mouse" he groans and he keeps going, pulling out all the way, grinning even more each time he sinks back into me and watches my face turn and twist with the sensation of him entering me all over again, over, and over. 

"i like...having a big dick...fucking my...tiny...little ..cunt" I repeat his words in between my moans. Butcher groans with approval and his fist slides a little further down the base of his cock, covering less of his cock, in order to give me more. It's the barest difference, but I feel that fucking extra piercing roll against my entrance and past it, my eyes fluttering and rolling back. 

"you feel like a sweet little virgin every fuckin time Mouse" he groans and I clutch my hands around my legs tighter. 

"you'll always be my adorable , cute , little , virgin, slut" he groans and I feel his cock hitting me just right, and he feels the way my pussy clenches and pulses, and can tell by the way my brows squirm on my face and my eyes plead with him silently to keep going, my mouth parting. 

"oh, is that the spot Mouse? Hmm ? Is that it you little slut?" he asks as I nod. He smiles and nods right back at me. 

"yeah, that's what your sexy little cunt needs, this big fucking dick right there, right fucking there, hitting that sweet little spot, in that sweet little pussy, my sweet little slut" 

I nod, moaning, Butcher smiling down at me as he keeps his hand gripped around his cock. 

"I love how careful i have to be with you...i want to hurt you so fucking much, but i also love being careful with your tight fucking pussy" 

" I want to slam every inch up into you Mouse, the way I want to wreck your little pussy, the way i think about it every fucking second since i've laid eyes on you, drives me crazy, but this...right here...your pretty , gorgeous little face, showing me how much you love to be fucked nice and slow in this tight little cunt, the way youre so fucking wet for my cock, i love this , i love you , i love you so fucking much, youre perfect Mouse, so fucking perfect" he groans as I whimper, my pussy getting even more wet as I listen to him. 

"i want to make you cum more than i want to make you cry, but fuck, i do love those fucking tears, youre so god damn sexy when you cry" he groans and slips his hand another fraction down his cock and I tense and my mouth drops as he bottoms out, the head of his cock pushing as deep as it can without trying to push past what my body allows to fit inside it. Im full, but not overly full, he fills me all the way, but not forcing more than i can fit, his dick doesnt pound into me, trying to force too much of himself inside of me. He groans as I clench around him. 

"Im taking you to the hollow soon, and were gonna play Little Mouse, because i want those tears, i want to chase you again, capture you, hold you down and tie you up, fuck you against a tree, make my little mouse scream and cry those pretty fucking tears" he groans and I dont know if he means it, or if hes just using the thought of it to get off. Treating my body well, while letting his mind destroy me with his imagination. 

"fuck your tight little cunt while your pretty tits scrape against the tree, lick your pretty little scratches while my cum drips from your sweet cunt, and then fuck you again on the ground, push your pretty little face in the dirt while my cock takes what belongs to it" he groans and my toes curl and he grins down at me.

"you gonna let me play with you Mouse, let me be the devil that bats his little mouse around with his paws while she cries, covered in cum and dirt?" he groans and I nod. 

"fuck" he curses through his teeth. 

"you would, wouldnt you? you'd do anything for me wouldnt you?" 

"yes Butcher" I moan as he keeps fucking me, faster, but still not too deep. 

"god i fucking love you, i dont think ill never not want to break you" he groans and I clench around him. I dont know why it turns me on, what I want to let him do whatever he wants to me. Maybe because those months without him, made me feel so fucking empty, and sad. God , i was so sad without him. I was sad without the man whod carved his name in my fucking skin. How had he turned me into a woman that WANTED to be broken by him, JUST so he could put me back together? 

"fuck, cemere" he groans and pulls out and moves up and my legs fall down and I sit up, Butcher grabs the back of my head , turning it towards his cock as he kneels, my hands pushing to the bed as I prop myself up, my eyes on his as he shoves his cock into my mouth. 

I taste myself all over his cock. He groans loudly as his eyes stay on mine. He fucks my mouth, he doesnt go too far past my lips. I suck him, moaning and whimpering around his cock as he watches my face. 

"Suck baby, fuck, fucking suck me Mouse" he groans, telling me to do what Im already doing. It makes me moan, makes me whimper, makes my pussy pulse and drip and he reaches down. Between my legs, leaning to the side to slide his finger over my clit and rub it. I moan louder around his cock. The fact he's so much larger, makes it easier for him to have my mouth, while also rubbing my clit as I spread my legs wider. 

"You little fucking slut" he groans, his finger rubbing faster, but not harder. 

"you're gonna cum with my cock in your fucking mouth Mouse" he demands. 

But I nod, because I was already going to. When Butcher touches me it's like my body goes from zero to hundred and im close to cumming each time he licks my clit or touches it. My clit was a big fucking fan of him, even from the start, when I didnt want to like the way he touched me. 

"you wet little slut, you're so fucking wet" he growls and spanks my pussy and I yelp around his cock and he groans when i keep sucking after my little cry. 

"suck that fucking cock Mouse, keep sucking you adorable fucking slut" he groans and I moan as his finger rubs my clit just right. 

"sexy fucking slut, god you look so fucking cute right now" 

"desperate little mouse, you wanna fucking cum for me Mouse?" he groans and I nod. 

"then fucking do it already , show me what a fucking slut you are and cum while you suck my cock" 

I whimper at his demand, my body right there, right fucking there. His hand grabs my head as I start to cum, and I cry around his cock as my orgams is rubbed out of me by his finger.

"fucking adorable" he growls "god i fucking love you" He keeps rubbing as he also pulls my hair and move my gasping mouth back and forth on his cock. 

"suck my cock, suck my fucking cock" 

I whimper, closing my mouth around him, then it opens again as I cry out as Butcher slaps my pussy and then is grabbing my head and pulling my mouth from his cock and then moving himself over me as he pushes me back. It's a little rough and he grins as I gasp and whimper at the way he man handles me. 

"put your head on the fucking bed" he says when I have it raised. 

"Im going to fuck your mouth" he groans and then Butcher is over me, my face between his legs as her braces his arms above me. 

"Put me in your fucking mouth" he groans and I do it, my pussy still throbbing from my orgasm as I grab his cock and take him in my mouth. 

"suck me while i fuck your adorable face" he groans. Then Butcher is moving, he goes slow enough, but he still goes a little too deep, too much for me to take and Im holding his thighs while he uses me mouth. I hate that I cant see his face. 

"You like me using your pretty little face like it's your fucking pussy Mouse?" he groans as his piercings roll over my lip and I moan, nodding. 

"fuck Jinx" he groans loudly. 

"im going to cum in your mouth , im gonna cum in your sweet little fucking mouth" he grunts. 

Cum hits the back of my mouth and Butcher grunts, his hips jerking slightly as he pulls back, cum shooting over the back of my tongue, i barely taste him as he cums in the back of my mouth. 

"swallow it" he groans. "fucking drink my cum Mouse" 

I do as Im told and swallow with his cock still in my mouth, only and inch or so. He groans.

"Get it all, suck me" he pants. 

I wrap my mouth around the head and suck, my tongue pushing over the head and he curses loudly. 

"Yes" he growls. "fuck you, thats so good, do that baby, fuckin do that" 

I keep doing it, moaning and sucking and pushing my tongue into the tip. 

"god damnit Jinx, fuck, you little fucking.ung...god, thats so good, dont stop, keep fucking doing that" 

I never knew I'd feel this powerful with a mans cock in my mouth. I loved the sounds he was making , I loved the way his words came in grunting pants as I kept going. Even if I was being told what to do, i feel so fucking powerful making a man like Butcher fall apart with my mouth. 

"god, you little....fuck....youre such a fucking hot little slut" he groans. 

"suck that fucking dick" he groans and I moan, keeping my mouth moving, he doesnt even thrust, hes still hovering, my head just moving up and down , my mouth taking as much as i want or as little as i want, as long as i keep working my tongue against the tip. 

"oh my fucking god Mouse, fuck you're such a good girl, such a good fucking girl, dont stop, dont stop, make me cum in your mouth again baby, fuck, make me cum Mouse, please" he groans, the please, almost sounding like a fucking whimper. 

My hand goes to the base and I stoke him as i suck and he grunts. 

"Mouse" he growls. 

"fuuuuuuuuck" he groans and then pants and pushes up, his cock coming from my mouth and he grabs it, shifting and moving down a little , his big body staddling my torso , my hands on his big thighs as I look up at him. 

"id do fucking anything for you" he groans. 

"fucking anything, youre so fucking perfect,.....open" he pants and I open my mouth. 

Butcher cums, groaning how much he loves me as his cum hits my tongue , my lips and I flinch at the first contact, but he aims it all right into my mouth, my eyes up on his as he watches my mouth accept another load of his cum. He actually whimpers. It's fucking brief, but I hear it as he spends the last drop on my tongue and closes his eyes and releases his cock. 

He moves, laying down, and panting hard as he pulls me towards him, turning to his side and grabbing me tight, my body against his as he curses and pants.

"trying to fuckin kill me Mouse?" he asks harshly, his breath puffing over the top of my head. 

I shake my head against his chest. 

He sighs loudly and hugs me tighter to him and groans as I wiggle and lift my arm around him and my leg. 

"you fit so good in my arms" he groans. 

We were hardly a perfect fit, due to our sizes, but he was right. Even if  he was a massive man and I was a rag doll in comparison , i felt like I fit perfectly in his massive arms, against his massive body. 

I hug him tighter, because im still so scared that this hasnt been real, and hes not really here, and ill wake up and it will have all been one of my nightmares. 

He strokes my hair with the arm thats currently locked under the side of me, the other hand slides down to my ass. 

He grabs it and I laugh softly and kiss his chest. 

"in about five minutes...im gonna want you to do that again with your mouth" 

"okay" I say and he curses softly. 

"you just gonna let me use that mouth all day?" 

I nod. 

He fists my hair and gently pulls it and i lean my head back, and he looks down at me. 

"get your litle pussy up on my face Mouse" 

"but you said-"

"I know what i said, and i can make you cum twice in five minutes, and we both know it, not get the fuck up here and let me wear your pussy like its my mask, sit that little thing on me" 

"jesus Butcher" i gasp and he grins. 

"dont make me tell you twice" he threatens and I bite my lip. 

He cocks a brow. I smile. 

"i love you" I whisper. 

His notrils flare and he touches my face. Holding it, tipping it back further as he dips his head down and kisses my mouth. 

"I love you too, now give me your god damn pussy" 

I yelp as as Butcher shifts down, while he pulls me up and pulls me right onto his face.