EroticReverie

Valencia .....One month later

Things have been good. Far better than I'd expect them to be after running out four years ago and coming back with a secret child. Emmett and Drew have had Veda attached to their hips. I tease them and tell them if they carry her everywhere she'll forget how to walk. Archer is good with her too, a little distant, and unsure of himself I think. But Veda loves him, she loves all of them. 

We've talked multiple times about what to do with the paternity test. Because they all want Veda to have a name for them, other than their actual names. Do I want her to call them ALL dad? Would it be too confusing? Or should we do the tests now? And tell her now? How fucked up would it be to just say at five years old, oh, by the way, now that youre asking if you have a daddy, here...call this one dad now. I was fucking it all up, because I was selfish. Because I truly didnt care who her father was out of the three of them. But, it couldnt be about what my feelings were, or theirs. I knew theyd love her like their own regardless. 

So we set up an appointment, and they were all going within then next few weeks to appointments for the DNA samples. So, within a month. We'd know. 

I cried in Emmett's arms last night, because I somehow wished she could be ALL of theirs. That I didnt want anyones heartbroken by Veda not being their daughter. 

"Doesnt matter to me Val, doesnt matter to any of us, shes gonna have one awesome dad, and two fucking uncles...or bonus dads...whatever you want her to call us...she can call us all dad, and ill beat any little fucker up on the playground that teases her for having three fathers."  he's threatend and I laughed while crying into his neck. 

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I come home from my shift at the bar. It was the only thing I could find since moving back. A little dive bar nearby, a few days and nights a week. Lucky for me, horny flirty old men tip like hell just for a smile and a wink with every drink I serve them. I already had regulars that started switching the nights and days they would come in. 

I pull my car into the driveway, not ever missing how Archer parks his big ass truck on the road for me ever since I moved back in. It's midnight, because the bar always closes early during the week, and because most of it's patrons like to be in bed far before that. I slip my key into the lock slowly and creep in as quietly as possible. 

After I lock the door, the first thing I go to do is check on Veda. But when I step into the living room and look to the side. My heart stops and tears fill my eyes. The touch lamp is dimmed down on the end table. And Emmett is laying there, passed out, Veda in a pair of poop emoji onesie pj's, tucked to the side of him and half on his chest.  I roll my eyes even as they water, and I laugh quietly, and swipe my tears. He told her he had a surprise for her later, when Id left for the bar earlier.  Apparently the surprise was the white pjs, but with BROWN poop faces on it. I walk over slowly and look down at them. 

It's been a month of living here again. We all decided we'd take our time and discuss the "Relationship" between the four of us later down the road. But I already knew that I wanted them back. Because I never should have let them go in the first place. What we had was special, it was everything. I wanted to try to have that again. Maybe I DID want Veda to call them all dad. Sure she was biologically only one of theirs, but she was ALL of theirs too. Because I was all of theirs, and it was clear, they all loved and cared for Veda like she was their daughter. They made the transition so easy for her, for me. 

I missed them. Living with them again, wasnt enough. I wanted more. I wanted the love and the kisses, and the snuggles and the flirty eyes everytime we passed one another. I wanted to make out till my lips hurt. I wanted to make love to them. It was selfish, greedy, maybe they didnt want that. And if they didnt, id accept it. Maybe there were content with exactly how we were right now. And that would be more than okay. But when it came time to tell discuss it, I already knew what I'd tell them. Even if Archer was still mad at me, I wanted him. I wanted Emmett. I wanted Drew. They would be the only men I'd ever want. So if it wasnt them, it would be nobody. And that'd be just fine. Because it would only be my fault if they decided they could go all in with their hearts again , I wouldnt blame them. 

I lean down, and kiss Emmett's forehead , then lean over and kiss Veda's. Emmett stirs. 

I pull back and he blinks awake, starlting slightly, but then he gives me a soft dopey little sleepy smile. 

"hey baby, you're home" he says and I nod. 

He lowers his chin looking down at Veda sleeping.

"Mustve fallen asleep telling her the poop princess story" he mutters and yawns and I laugh softly and shake my head at him. 

"I got her" he says when I reach out to take her. 

Emmett carefull shifts, but Veda is pretty heavy sleeper, so he carries her just fine without waking her up to her room. He tucks her in as I watch , and I smile as he flicks on the little night light near the door.

"Cant have her stubbing her toes like her mom" he says and I smile, stepping back through the door and he closes it as I back up further and closer to my door. 

He smiles and steps forward, and lifts his hand behind my head and presses a kiss to my forehead.

"goodnight baby" he says and then kisses my cheek too. When he pulls away, I place my hand on his chest, clutch his hoodie and look up at him. He pauses. 

"what's wrong?" he asks. But i say nothing as I loosen my grip, laying my hand flat on his chest, hoping I dont have to say it out loud. Because I dont want to say it, and not have him feel the same way. 

His brows lift slightly when he seems to catch on to what I'm asking for. 

Emmett is the golden retriever of the three of them. He's always playful, funny, silly, a good time, laid back. But when Emmett gets intimate? forget about it. He does a one eighty, and it's hot as hell, and i fucking miss it. 

"Val" he whispers, and I shake my head. 

"Baby" he says and I nod. 

He exhales a small groan and then is stepping forward, and I step back, reaching behind me, opening my door, as he puts his hands on my waist. 

"are you sure you want this?" he asks me.

I nod and the second my door shuts and he flicks the lock on it, I melt into Emmettt, pulling him back to my bed with me as he looks down at me, and grabs his hoodie and pulls it off. I fucking whimper at the sight of him shirtless. They all fucking wreck me everytime I saw them undressing in front of me. Emmett smiles slightly, but not in his dopey little way he does outside of the bedroom. No, this is a smile reserved only for me, when we're alone and out clothes are off. 

"Miss me baby?" he asks and I nod. 

"fuck" he groans and then steps to the bed, and I lean back and he leans over me. 

"good, because ive missed you so fucking much Valencia" he groans and my legs part and he digs right into me, my dress riding up and his lap grinding into me and I moan. 

"dont fucking break my heart again, i wont survive it" he exhales, his mouth close to my own. I shake my head. 

" I wont" I whimper, tears filling my eyes. 

"I knew you'd come back" he exhales "I knew you would....because we're forever, arent we baby?" he asks grinding into me and I nod. 

"and ever" I pant softly and he smiles. 

Its what we used to say to each other. He'd tell me we were forever. And i'd follow it with "And ever" 

"I cant live without you" he exhales, and his lips softly brush mine and I whimper as he grinds even harder into me, his cock fully hard now as it pressed against my underwear through his sweatpants. 

"Life really fucking sucked without you in it, dont do that to me again" he groans. 

"I wont" I promise him and he nods. 

his nose brushing mine and he lifts his face a little and stares into my eyes, slowly rolling his hips. 

"im not ready to have sex with you again." he says and I whimper. 

"but i am ready to make you cum, just like this, rubbing what you do to me all up and down your wet little panties" he breathes and I moan. I nod. I'd take whatever I could get.

"Im not ready to kiss you yet either, till i trust you wont fuck me up again" he says and I whimper. Emmett and Drew havent thrown it in my face the way Archer has.  but I wasnt stupid, i knew that had to resent me for it, I know id resent them if the roles were reversed. 

"But i really want to kiss you, and i really want to be inside of you again. I want that...I want you....is that what you want? You want it to go back to how it was?" He asks softly and I nod. Tears in my eyes. 

"You still love us" he whispers. Its not really a question, nor is it statement. 

I nod anyways. 

"I never stopped" I tell him, and he groans. 

"we didnt either, we were fucking lost without you baby, dont fucking do that again" he says again and I shake my head. 

"i wont" my voice cracks.

"i mean it Val, i will NOT fucking make it through losing you again" he says through gritted teeth.

"Im not leaving ever again, no matter what" I say as tears run down the sides of my face and into my hair. 

"god i fucking missed you" he groans and drops his head and presses his mouth to my neck and kisses it and I let out a little cry as he grinds harder into me, thrusting into me like hes fucking me. Dry humping me through his sweats and my underwear as I grab onto his back and tilt my head as he groans against my skin and curses.

"i love you so god damn much" he groans into my neck and bites my neck gently and then sucks and I bite my lip and arch my back , pushing my chest into his as  groans right in my ear. 

"I love you too, so, much" I pant softly and he groans. 

"im not ready to kiss you, but im fucking gonna anyways....because i need your fucking mouth again baby, i miss kissing that fucking mouth so god damn much" he groans. 

I nod and he lifts his face and looks down at me, his hand grabs my jaw gently and looks at my mouth. 

"fuck, you're so god damn pretty" he sighs and shakes his head. 

"ill tie you to this fucking bed if i ever think youre planning on leaving me again, i dont want to go another day without being able to look at this face, and touch it, and kiss that fucking mouth" he groans. 

I nod. "tie me to the bed anyways" I pant. 

His lips tick upward. 

"Careful baby, you know how I get when you let me tie you down" he smirks, its half playful half a threat. 

"you're not allowed to fucking break my heart ever again, do you understand?" he says, and Ill tell him a billion times if he need me to. I've fucked him up. Fucked them all up. I'd do whatever it takes to make them trust me again. No matter what it takes, or long, I'd do it. 

"im sorry" I cry softly. "Im so sorry Emmett" 

"I know you are, i dont need you to apologize anymore than you already have, i get it, sort of, it sucks, and i hate that it happened, but i get it, and i know how fucking much you loved us" 

"I still do" I cry as he grinds into me again.

"and i know you do, but im so fucking scared of ever having to feel the way i felt when you left, ever again" 

"i wont ever leave, i wont" I whimper. 

"you fucked me up baby, you had me so fucked up" he groans and grinds harder, faster and my hips bucks. 

"part of me wishes I could be mad at you, even a little bit, but im not, ive never been mad at you , and i never will be, you've got me so fucked up for you Valencia, ever since we met" he breathes hard. 

"god" he groans "baby" 

"emmett" I moan softly and he groans. 

"fuck, im gonna end up inside you arent I baby?" 

"oh god" I whimper. "please" 

"you're gonna make me take off those god damn panties, and fuck you in that pretty little dress, arent you baby?" 

"emmett" I moan. 

"kiss me" he groans. "kiss me and fuck me up just a little more baby, fuck my shit up with your hot fucking mouth"