EroticReverie

Anna…one week later

I’m naked in the river with Brandt, laughing as splashes me. It was my first time coming to the river f, not to clean myself or our clothes , but to just , have fun. 

I was becoming closer to the others , with exception of Flynn who had made himself an outcast. He barely talks to me, or any of them now. He grunts and huffs when they all pay too much attention to me. He doesn’t talk to me, but he looks at me plenty. He grins at me when the others aren’t looking , except it’s not the way Roman grins at me. Flynn’s grins are threatening, as if he’s silently telling me that he’s just biding his time till he eventually gets me alone. 

Brandt grabs me and I squeal as he lifts me with one arm and tosses me back into the water and I plunge under the cold water and come back up to him grinning at me as I wipe water from my face. We still haven’t had sex, but we’ve done other stuff. Mainly kissing, and he’s touched me , had his mouth between my legs and fingers inside of me. But he hasn’t tried to do more than that. A few of the others have tried, but I’m not ready to share myself with them again. I’m trying to trust them all more. But after that night where they all took turns on me, it’s just hard to forget how easily they disregarded the fact I was human and not just a set of a holes for them to use. 

Brandt pulls me to him and he lowers us into the water, and my legs wrap around him and I smile at him as my arms slide around his neck and he smiles back at me. 

“I’m glad you’re here” he says and I bite my lip. 

“Me too” I say softly. 

Because even though the beginning was fucked up, and Flynn was still a bastard, I was glad I found them. I wasn’t sure I’d still be alive if I hadn’t. 

I kiss Brandt softly and he hums and our mouths part and our heads tilt this way and that way as we change the angles of our mouths. My breasts brush his chest as he grabs my ass softy squeezes it , our tongue moving over one another’s as we make out in the water. 

“I want to make love to you” he groans. 

My heart pounds and I whimper. Still unsure if I’m ready to be with him. I want to. But part of me likes knowing that he’s the only one who hasn’t been inside of me. 

“It’s okay if you’re not ready, I just, need you to know, that I want to make love to you Anna, and that when you are ready, I’m going to make it so good for you baby” he exhales and kisses me and I moan against his mouth. 

“Is it because you like having one of us that hasn’t hurt you?” He asks and I stop and look down and nod without looking at him. 

“I’m glad it’s me, I’m glad you’re not scared of being near me” he says and I nod and then lay my head on his shoulder and look out the field that runs along the river. 

I gasp as I see Flynn in the distance near the trees , just standing there. Watching. 

Brandt turns his head and follows my gaze. He grumbles. 

“Ignore him.” He says and Brandt rubs my back. Then he takes his other hand and grabs my jaw and turns my face back to him. 

“We won’t let him hurt you, okay?” He asks and I nod. 

“Yeah, okay” I say. Even though I have a feeling Flynn will get his hands on me. Whether it’s soon or later. I know he’s not going to let it go till he punishes me for me “fucking everything up”.  

“Would you have…..if you were there….would you have stopped them?” I ask as I chew my lip. Because it’s a question I’ve been asking myself since it happened.  If Brandt hadn’t been on patrol with Roman, would he have joined them in raping me? Would he have walked away like Hawk had? Or would he have raged against them like Roman had? I didn’t believe he would have reacted the way Roman had. 

“The truth?” He asks. 

I nod. 

He sighs. 

“You showing up here…it was…it made all of us animals…we had a woman…after months and months without contact with one…I’m not…making excuses for them, or even for myself…but I’m glad I wasn’t there….because I think you’d hate me too if I had been.” He says and I swallow. 

“Youre the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen. That any of us have ever seen. And that not just because you’re the only woman around. You’re very fucking beautiful Anna. Very.” He says and then kisses me. But my lips don’t move. 

“I’m glad I wasn’t there, because I’m not sure I’d have been to stop myself from joining the frenzy” he says and I gulp. 

“I’m sorry, I just, no lies. We don’t tell lies.” He says and I nod. Because that’s their rule. 

“I’m glad I was with Roman, because having you trust me, and wanting to spend time with me, I like that a lot more than I’d have liked having sex with you that night”

“But, I can’t lie , and if I was there, I think, I think I would have made you hate me” he sighs and then brushes my wet hair from the side of my face and pushes it back over my shoulders from where it sticks to my chest. 

“I’m sorry. But it’s the truth.” He says. 

“Thank you for being honest” I say and he forces a small smile. 

I turn my head and Flynn is gone. 

“I’m scared of him.” I say and Brandt cups the back of my head and kisses my cheek. 

“You have nothing to be scared of, I won’t let him touch you, I promise” he says and I just nod. 

“Can I ask you something?” He asks. 

I nod and he licks his lips. 

“Sleep in my arms tonight?” He asks and chew my lip. 

“Just you and me…I want you to myself tonight” he says and I look down. 

“But I sleep with Roman” I say softly. 

“Exactly, and I want to have you for one night like he does, do you trust him more than me?  Even though he was the first to rape you?” He asks and I flinch. 

I look at him, my brows pinching. 

“How come I’m the only one that hasn’t had sex with you, but I’m not even the one you trust the most?” He asks. 

“I…Roman is…he….i…I can’t explain it” I say. 

But I can. So I do. 

“He was the first one to have me. Yes. And yes, he hurt me. But he also was the first to want to teach me how to survive without him. That made me trust him. It…he showed me he cared even if he had used me first. And he’s kept me safe since that night.”

“So have I.”  He says. “I’m just asking to hold you for one night Anna. I think I deserve that.” He says and I swallow. 

“Christ Anna, it’s not like I’m asking to fuck you.” He says and his hold on me loosens and my lip wobbles as he pushes me away from him gently.

“I know that, I just…”

“You just prefer one of your rapists or a man that hasn’t pressured you at all to do anything.” He says and then stands up tall and walks out of the water. 

“Brandt” I say his name as he walks out of the river and grabs his pants and pulls them on and then picks up his shirt as I walk out of the river after him. And snatch up my clothes. 

“Brandt wait!” I cry as I run through the grass after him and he stops and looks down at me and the look on his face scares me. He’s angry with me. Maybe he should be.  I don’t know. 

“You want me to treat you like a whore? Is that it?” 

“What? N-no” I shake my head. 

“Claim you and fuck you and pretend to give a shit about you like Roman does?” He asks and steps forward and I step back. Tears running down my cheeks. 

“Youre being mean” I sniff. 

“That’s what you like. Isn’t it?” He asks and I shake my head. 

“You like Roman. Why? Because he pretends to care about you when you’re nothing more than his fuck toy?” He asks and my lives trembles. 

“That’s not true” I cry. 

He huffs and shakes his head with a humorless laugh. 

“Youre nothing but a tight cunt to him. Of course he wants you to think you’re more to him, it’s so he can fuck you whenever he wants. He’s fucking his cum into you everyday Anna. Would a man that gave a shit about you get you pregnant in the middle of the wilderness? Or are you that fucking stupid that you belief this is some kind of fantasy world? Without the modern world, you and whatever baby he fucks into you , could die. We’re living in a fucking near apocalypse, and he’s screwing you so much that there’s no way you’re not already pregnant. He doesn’t give a shit about what’s best for you. He cares about your cunt. And you’re just a dumb little girl too fucking helpless and naive to see it.” He says and I wipe my cheeks. 

“Come on. Let’s get you back to him. I’m sure he’ll be ready for his little cum dump when we return.” He says and I gasp and cry and stand there as he keeps walking. 

“Better hurry. Don’t want to keep your favorite rapist waiting too long.” He says and I whimper and sniff as I pull on my clothes as I cry. I follow behind him. Keeping my distance. Wiping my tears over and over. Did Roman really only see me as someone to have sex with? No. I wouldn’t let Brandt poison my mind. I know he’s partially right, and can see how it’s fucked up to him that I prefer Romans arms around me at night. But it was the classic “nice guy” comparing he finishes last. Which didn’t make him a nice guy at all. I cry more and more as I think about the past few weeks. How sweet Brandt had been with me, and the way he made me laugh. He might not have pressured me to have sex or forced himself on me, but he thought that made him entitled to something. He didn’t do it just to be nice. He had ulterior motives. And when I wasn’t putting out or crawling into his arms at night, he turned on me. 

When we make it back to the cabin it’s just me and Brandt. And Flynn , sitting outside , smirking at me as he sharpens all hunting blade against another. 

“Lovers spat?” He taunts with a cock of my head as he sees my red eyes and splotchy cheeks. Brandt huffs and walks into the house. 

“Sit with me whore” Flynn says and I keep walking. 

I scream as knife whizzes past my head and buries into the wood of the cabin right near my head.

“I said sit, you fucking bitch…or I’ll bury the other one in the back of your skull before you have a chance to open that fucking door.” 

Why wasn’t Brandt coming out? Protecting me? Because I was right. Roman was the only one I could truly trust. Because Roman wouldn’t fuckjng leave me outside alone with Flynn. Brandt isn’t at all sweet. He doesn’t really care about me. 

I turn and look at Flynn. He pats his lap. 

“Come here little whore” he says with a grin. 

I swallow hard. Looking over my shoulder , hoping Brandt will come out and save me. 

But he doesn’t. 

I step forward and Flynn smiles and twirls the handle of the knife in his hand. 

“Come on, we haven’t got all day” he says and I look out at the woods. Hoping for Roman, or any of the others.  

“Good fucking girl” he grins as I walk over to him. I suck in a breath as he lifts the knife and skims the full edge of the blade along my stomach. 

“Pretty soon your tight little body will ruined. All that cum you’ve taken little whore.” He says and then holds the knife away.

“Take your clothes off.” He says and I whimper. 

“Do it. Or I’ll bury this knife in your stomach” he says and I whimper but move my hands to my pants and push them down and he smiles. 

“Youre gonna fuck me.” He says and I cry. 

“Youre gonna fuck me good Anna. Because if you don’t, I’ll make you watch me slit Romans throat and fuck you right over his dead body and then cut your throat too.” He says and whimper. 

“And you’re not gonna tell Roman. Or anyone else about my cock being inside of you again. You’re gonna fuck like a whore is supposed to”

The door opens to the cabin as I’m lifting my shirt and I look over my shoulder. 

Brandt is glaring at my half naked body. At Flynn. I wait for him to say something. To make Flynn stop. But Brandt just leans against the house and crosses his arms. 

I turn my head away and cry. 

Flynn laughs. “Take the shirt off Anna, show me your nice tits” 

I shiver and tremble after I take it off and drop it on the ground and wrap my arms around myself. 

“Come here” he groans and then drops his knife to the ground and pushes his pants down as he sits on the wooden bench. 

“Give me some of that whore pussy ,Anna” he smirks as I step forward and he hums as I straddle his lap. 

He licks his hand and then rubs it on my cunt. 

“Mmmm, you little bitch” he groans and then rubs my clit and I wince and look away. 

“That’s feels good, doesn’t it?” He asks as he strokes my clit. 

“Youre lucky I don’t throw you on the ground and rape you again” he groans. 

“See, I can be nice like Roman, I can pretend to be nice too, put your fucking cunt on my cock Anna” he growls and draws his hand away and then grabs both sides of my waist and smiles as the head of his cock pushes inside of me.  I whimper and he groans loudly and grabs my waist harder. 

“Fuck me Anna” he groans. “ I know you want that dick you little slut, so fucking sit on it , put it all the way in your cunt” he growls and I work myself down on him as tears roll down my face. 

“When I’m done, Brandts gonna have his turn” he says loudly enough for Him to hear. 

“They’ll be back soon, so I’ll make this quick Anna. Ride me , you fucking slut.” He groans and I move up and down on his cock. Crying as I grip his shoulder for balance. 

“Bounce those little fucking tits” he groans and his hands are pushing and pulling me up and down and he groans

“Yeah, that’s it , Romans been training you to be quite the little slut” 

“Cause that’s all you are Anna, to me, to Brandt, to all of us, to Roman too. You’re just a fucking hole Anna, just a fucking whore” he groans and then grabs my ass and stands and I yelp,

“Hold on, bitch” he growls and I cry as I hold onto his neck and Flynn fucks me while standing up. 

I whimper as I’m bounced on his cock. He’s far less vicious than he was that night and he groans as he thrusts while bouncing me on his cock. 

“Mmmmmm, you like that dick, you’re wet Anna” he groans and then turns and takes me to the ground and is over me , smiling down at me as he fucks me slowly. 

“Yeah, such a good little slut, keep this little cunt nice and wet for me Anna, yeah, you like getting fucked in your little cunt, don’t you whore?” He groans and I whimper, writhing and my head pushing back as I close my eyes. 

He laughs at me as a tiny moan slips out. I hate it. But it feels good. It feels like how Roman has been making love to me everyday. 

“Yeah , that’s it, enjoy it Anna, mmmmm, good girl, juicy little slut, you’re so fucking wet, you love being a whore for me” he groans and goes faster, a little deeper and I cry as he rubs against me. 

“You know what, fuck it, tell him, tell Roman, and make sure you tell him just how much you enjoyed my cock fucking you in your tiny pussy” he grunts and goes harder and I cry out. Hissing and wincing as he gets rougher. 

“Fuck , such a good girl, take it Anna, take that fucking dick you little bitch” he groans and slams deeper and I scream. His hand covering my mouth as he leans over and ruts into me harder and deeper. 

“Fuck, such a nice cunt, such a tight fucking cunt” he groans as I cry behind his palm.  

“Anna” he groans. “Fuck, yeah, take it, take it for me you little whore” 

I cry as he groans loudly, fucking his cum deep into my pussy and his hips jerking as he spills inside of me. 

I’m panting, trembling as he breathes hard and groans as he pulls out. 

“She’s all yours” Flynn tells Brandt as he groans and pushes himself to hands and knees and then stands up and smiles down at me. 

“Fucking whore.” Flynn shakes his head and walks away with a laugh. 

I’m crying, naked on my back as Brandt walks over and looks down at me. 

I cry harder and he snarls. 

“Got what you wanted, what you deserve, Bitch” he mutters and turns back away and walks into the cabin.