Cade ….later that night
We’re in Maribel’s bed, my cum dripping from her, both of us panting and coming down from the high of our orgasms.
“God , you fuck like an animal” she hums and turns and kisses my shoulder and I breathe hard still trying to come back to earth. Her hand slips over my chest, over the sweat that covers it, the sweat that covers my entire fucking body and soaks the sheets and her sweat makes our skin slip and stick together as she leans her upper body onto mine and kisses up my neck.
We’ve been going at it all night, after I sang shitty karaoke with her, I was so grateful to her for helping me put the surprised looks on all of their faces , that I needed to get out of there and take her back to her place and screw her as a thank you. Or because I just simply wanted to fuck her.
“Mmm” she hums. “I love the way it feels to have your cum dripping out of me” she whispers and nips my jaw and then brings her nose to my ear and nudges it as she slips over me fully and rubs her soaked pussy against my half hard cock.
Her hips lift after a few moments when she knows I’m fully hard again and then I slide my dick inside of her and she comes down on it slowly , our sweat slicked bodies rubbing against one another’s.
“I hate her” she whispers and moans in my ear.
“I hate that bitch for breaking your heart” she whispers and bites my ear and hums.
“Don’t call her that” I growl and grab Maribel’s ass as she sits up and rides me slowly. She looks down at me.
“She’s a fucking bitch” she says and I grit my teeth.
“A selfish fucking whore” she moans and rides me faster.
“Shut up” I grunt. she smirks at me.
“Little slut could’ve had any man, but she chose to throw that cunt at three brothers and their father. She’s fucking selfish. And a greedy cunt” Maribel rides me harder as she purposely pisses me off.
“She dragged you along , knowing all along she didn’t love you the way you loved her” she says and I grit my teeth. I was getting mad. At Maribel. At Ari. At myself.
I know Ari loved me. Still does. But Maribel is right. She never loved me the way I loved her. She loved Asher that way. But we all knew what we were doing, and I can’t fully blame Ari for the heartbreak that came when she chose Asher. I’d actually thought I had a shot. Actually thought those days we spent together alone in her room had meant to her what they’d meant to me.
“She’s a dumb fucking bitch” Maribel moans and then leans down and kisses me.
“I don’t want to talk about her” I groan as Maribel grinds on my cock while kissing me.
“Is she a good fuck at least? Worth all the shit she put you through?” Maribel asks and kisses me.
“Was that pussy worth it Cade?” She asks.
“Yes” I grunt.
“Yeah? She fucked this dick real good I bet , being that she’s such a fucking whore” she hisses and bites my lip.
I groan and grab her hair and kiss her harder and roll us over and start to thrust into her.
“Youre thinking about fucking her , aren’t you?” She pants.
“Yes”I grunt. Even though I hadn’t thought of Ari at all while fucking Maribel tonight. Not till she put her in my fucking head.
“If she walked in right now, and begged you to fuck her, you’d tell me to get lost and crawl right back to her, wouldn’t you?” She hisses.
I grunt and say nothing because I’m ashamed of my answer.
“Youre fucking pathetic” she moans and then pushes herself back to being on top and rides me hard and fast.
“Fuck you, you brought her up” I grunt.
“Youre the pathetic one, getting off to a man who would rather fuck his ex over you” I growl.
She moans and grips my cock with her pussy. She gets off to it. Really fucking gets off to it. She’s fucked up more than I am.
“Tell me what he did to make you this way” I groan.
“Don’t” she hisses.
“Cmon. Tell me. Tell me who he is and what he did to make you this fucked up” I say.
She stops and pants and climbs off me and then gets off the bed. I watch her as she mutters to herself and walks her naked ass out of the room and to the bathroom. I lay there. Waiting. If she wanted to talk about how pathetic I was , use my fucked up relationship with Ari to get off. I’d give it right back to her.
She’s gone for several minutes and I get up out of bed and go to the bathroom and when I open the door I find her on the floor. Curled up. Head to her knees and arms wrapped around them. Crying.
I wince and move across the bathroom.
“Go away” she sniffs and I sit down beside her. My back against the wall and I lift my arm around her and pull her to me. She turns her head and puts in into my neck as I rub her back.
“Fuck them. Alright? Fuck her. Fuck him. Fuck both of em. They suck alright?” I say and she nods.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t want to make you cry.” I whisper and kiss her head.
“Let’s take a shower , get cleaned up , then I’ll change the sheets and put you to bed? Okay?” I say softly and stroke her messy hair.
“Don’t.” She says and pulls away and I sit there confused.
“Don’t what?” I ask.
“Don’t…do this…don’t be nice to me..or pet my fucking hair like I’m more than just a distraction from her.” She says and then stands and I sigh.
“Okay. Then what do you want me to do then?” I ask as I push and stand.
“You should go home.” She says and then wipes her cheeks and I move behind her and look at her looking at herself in the mirror.
“But I want to stay here.” I say.
“I’m done being your rebound. Go fuck someone else.” She says and then turns on the sink.
“I’m really confused” I say.
“Go home” she says and turns and looks at me.
“I thought we were…” I start.
She rolls her eyes.
“I like being with you.” I say.
“You like running from your problems. I’m just a temporary escape. It’s been fun. But you should leave now.” She says.
“Listen. I’m not….doing this again. I’m not going to attempt to read your mind or between the likes of what you say and don’t say. I’m going to do exactly what you tell me to do. So cut the fucking bullshit. Do you really want me to go?” I ask.
“I don’t know” she sighs and then rubs her hands over her face.
“I’m going to shower. We’re going to shower, then we’re going to go to bed. Is that okay with you?” I ask her and lift my hand to her face and she looks up at me.
“I’m going to get the wrong impression if you keep staying here and holding me at night” she says and I take her face in both hands now.
“I’m fucked up. So are you. But I think you’ll get the exact impression that I want you to get” I say and she blinks.
“Which is?” She asks and I smile.
“That I like you, asshole” I say and she lets out a short burst of laughter and sniffles and nods.
“I like you too” she says softly. Too softly for her normal attitude.
“I don’t know how long it’s gonna take to fix myself, but I’d like to work on it, while spending time with the first person who’s made me smile in months. And I know you need to fix yourself too. So, we should do that, together. I think. If you think that’s a good idea.” I say and she shrugs.
“Sounds okay” she sniffs again.
“I won’t ever brining it up again , the guy, whoever he is, I promise. But if you ever want to tell me about it.” I say and she nods and steps away. Wipes her cheeks and then just walks to the shower.
I don’t push it. I just follow her to the shower get in behind her and we wash in silence and a few stolen kisses.
And I do exactly as I said. Change the sheets. And the put her to bed , in my arms.
“Cade?” She whispers in the dark.
“Hmm?” I hum half asleep.
“He cheated.” She says and then my eyes open and I kiss her head.
“I’m sorry” I say softly.
“With my sister.” She says and I’m silent then.
“I knew it was happening. I let it happen. Pretended I didn’t notice the way they flirted right in front of my face. The way his car smelled like her perfume or his clothes smelling like her when he’d come home from being “out with the boys”.” She says and I keep stroking her hair.
“I’m like you. He broke my heart. And I still…..” she sighs and I cradle her head.
“He was just…he was good to me…other than the fucking my sister part. I hate him. But I still love him. And I know I shouldn’t. It makes me hate myself for not loving myself enough to let go of him.” She says and I kiss her head again.
“So ….i get it…while our situations aren’t the same …I get not being able to let go…because you loved her….the way I loved him….we loved people that didn’t love us the same way we loved them” she says and I take a deep breath.
“Yeah” I sigh.
“Thank you for telling me” I say and she cuddles closer.
“I want to let go of him.” She whispers.
“Then you will.” I say softly.
“Do you want to let go of her?” She asks.
“Yes. But I don’t think I’m there yet. It’s like….im not done loving her” I say.
She nods.
“She’s lucky to be loved by you” she whispers.
“And he’s lucky to be loved by you” I tell her.
“But they don’t deserve that love” I say.
She lifts her head.
“I think I could love you someday” she says and I smile softly.
I push her hair back and hold her head in my palm.
“I think someday I could love you more than I ever loved her” I say.
“Okay, that kinda turned me on” she says and I laugh.
“Let’s go to bed ,crazy” I say softly.
She smiles and kisses me.
“Goodnight pussy boy” she teases and I laugh as she settles her head on my shoulder.
“Goodnight Maribel” I laugh.