EroticReverie

Elle

 My bed is slamming into the wall with each of his thrusts. I'm screaming. It hurts. He's making it hurt on purpose, pretending that my mother is watching from the door, pretending that he's taking my virginity. I'm sure it wouldve hurt even more than this, but the way he violently fucks me, makes it easier to pretend that this is my first time, the way it hurts is what I imagine it might have felt like, or close to it for a first time. 

"scream baby, fucking scream, let mommy hear how much my little girl loves daddys cock fucking her virgin cunt" he grunts and I clench hard, cumming as I scream. It's so fucked up, all of it, us having an affair , these past days together, the whole year we spent after that night in the hotel pretending it never happened, him getting me pregnant, making me get rid of it, only to tell me now that he wants to get me pregnant again, so this time we can keep it. 

None of it was a good idea, definitely not the part about getting knocked up by my own father. But i didnt care, I wanted it anyways. I'd been dying to be his, the entire year that he acted like he'd never touched me. Never fingered me and fucked me in that hotel bed right next to my sleeping mother. Learning about the things he did, him unlocking those memories of us in the pool when I was younger. I should be sickened, but i'm not. I know it makes me just as bad of a person as him. But I like turning him on, and i like that i've been turning him on, i like that he's always wanted this, no matter for how long. 

"oh, that's a good girl, show mommy how you fucking cum on this cock" he grunts, and I cry out. The role play of pretending she was there, the guilt of it, had me cumming so hard on his cock , all I can do is scream, and cry. It was shameful, it was wrong, it was fucked up, depraved, but it was also, hot. It made me delirious with pleasure and need for more. 

He groans, pulling out, turning me over, my body is practically dead weight, im limp and panting as he lays me on my stomach and staddles my legs and slides his dick back inside me while smacking my ass then grabbing my hips and slamming harder into me, fucking me ruthlessly as I keep screaming, writhing on my stomach, ass pushing up as I scream into the bed, sweating, panting and taking it, taking it hard and deep as my father keeps talking like my mother is right there, like it's his first time inside me, and my first time having sex. 

I clench hard at the filthy fucked up things that come out of his mouth, unable to really believe how fucking dirty he can actually get as he tells me all the things he shouldve done with me, all the things he wanted to do and denied himself. I'm ashamed of how much I like it, how  much I love it, how the dirtier his fantasy gets, the wetter I become. 

"so fuckin sexy....always..so fuckin..sexy" he pants and I whine and he cums deep inside me with a groan , curses and then lays over me, cock inside of me as he pants against the side of my head, kissing my slightly damp hair near my ear from the sweat. His hands slide over mine that are on the bed, gripping the sheets still, he curls his fingers around mine and groans in my ear. 

"i'm gonna make up for all the year i shouldve been inside of you" he whispers. 

"fuck" I whisper on an exhale and he hums. 

"does it bother you? knowing daddy always wanted this?" he asks, kissing my temple. I shake my head. 

"no, it doesnt,  because you've always been my girl, havent you Elle?" he whispers and I nod. 

We lay there, him still inside me, laying on me, not with all his weight, but most of it, and it's weird how the sensation grounds me, makes me feel safe, the weight of him over me, kissing on my cheek , his cum inside of me. 

"i dont want her to come back.....i dont want to have to pretend that im not dying to touch you, and kiss you, or fuck you, when she's around....i wish she would just stay gone....you're all I want Elle....you're all i've ever really wanted....for so long" he whispers and I whimper. 

I felt like a terrible daughter, a terrible person, for also wishing she'd just never come back. Because I wanted this too, I wanted to live everyday like this. Making love, then fucking with his filthy mouth and all the fantasies he had of me. I wanted to take her place, wanted his baby inside of me, wanted to make myself a permanent place in his bed at night, falling asleep with him, waking up with him, doing this every single day for the rest of my life. My mother didnt deserve any of it, but i'm not a good person I guess, and neither is he. Because we're both dreaming she'd just stay away, never come back, leave us be to live in sin. 

but she will come back, and we will have to stop. I know it. He's living in the dream with me this week. We're letting ourselves pretend that this can actually happen. 

He kisses my cheek once more and then is sliding out of me, off of me and kissing down my back, laying soft little kisses down my spine and I shiver, closing my eyes. Imagining that I get to be loved by him like this forever. 

"I need to get some work done. Are you okay?" he asks as he slides back up and I nod.

"yeah" I say softly. 

"tonight, we should go out for dinner." he says and kisses my cheek and I nod. 

"okay" I say and then turn slowly, and lay on my back under him. 

"A date" he says and I nod, a small smile on my face. 

He lifts his hand, smooths my hair back and kisses my mouth softly, then more firmly. We kiss for minutes, and then my legs are spreading and he's groaning and sliding back inside of me. 

"Work can wait a little longer" he says and I nod, looking up at him as he goes slowly, thrusting in and out of me as I hold his face, pulling it down, kissing him passionately as he makes love to me. No dirty fantasies spoken, hardly any words at all, just his eyes on mine, our breathes escaping onto each others lips and the soft moans and groans coming from each of us as my hips chase his thrusts and we make love on my bed. 

It couldnt last forever, no matter how much I wanted it to. So I just let myself get lost in the now of it, and pretend that there's nothing wrong with what we're doing, and pretend that i'm going to have this forever. I let myself fall in love with my own father. Even if just for a little while.