EroticReverie

Hadley Harper 

My back arches , and my nails dig into Theo's ass as his cock fills me. 

"fuck" He grunts, slamming his hips against me, fucking me hard right from the get go, not giving me any chance to adjust, and it's embarrassing how wet I already am. 

"mm fuck, your pretty pink cunt always feels so god damn good on my cock Hadley" he grunts and I hiss as I buck into him, panting, realizing that he clearly has far more experience than he did the first time, or any of the other times we randomly hooked up in highschool. His dirty mouth is definitely something new. Something hot, that only makes my pussy even more wet, and only makes me grip his dick harder as I clench around him. 

"you've got the sexiest fuckin cunt , baby, god fuckin damn" he groans and dips down, kissing me hard as I cry into his mouth as his cock pierces me deep and hard. 

"Fuck, i've missed this fuckin pus-"

Several knocks sounds at my door. Knocking me out of the moment. 

"Leave it baby" he groans, when I push at his chest with a gasp. I was fucking him. Jesus christ. All it took was one fucking kiss and I fell apart, melted right fucking into him. 

"stop, get off" I pant and he pauses.

"Hadley, baby, please" he groans and thrusts once more.

"Get the fuck off of me" I say, starting to tremble. I hated how weak I was, how all my feelings, even ten years later, come crashing back into me. The heart break, the anger with him and myself that I felt everytime I let myself be roped back into his fucking arms so easily. The helplessness I felt everytime I fucking thought about him , even years later. 

Theo moves quickly, pulling out of me, and I lay there for a moment, more knocking on the door.

"Bitch! Are you in there?" I hear Abby voice. 

Oh god. I sit up and grab my clothes.

"Hadley." Theo says. Standing there butt fucking naked with his big rockstar dick just looking me in the fucking eye. 

"Put your fucking clothes on Theo." I say as I pull the plush robe on that comes with the suite rooms.

"Yeah!" I yell to the door as Abby knocks again. 

I turn my head, seeing Theo taking his sweet ass time, pulling his clothes back on. I roll my eyes and go to the door, opening it just a crack. 

"Girl, what the hell is your man doing sleeping on the fucking sundeck? Did he get wasted or something?" She asks. And before I can answer she's already pushing at the door.

"Let me in , ho." She says and I open my mouth to protest but she's already inside.

"He looks like a transient just up there in yesterdays clothes and sleep...oh...ohhhhh wow." She says, as she comes to full stop like she pumped her own breaks too quickly.

"Well, well. Hello Theo." She says as she catches him just pulling on his shirt.

"what's up?" Theo asks so casually that it irritates me. Like he's supposed to be here, as if it's nothing that he's half naked in my suite.

Abby turns slightly and looks at me. 

"It's not....it's not what you think." I say, because thank god she showed up. I was in the middle of doing exactly what she thinks, and making one of the dumbest fucking mistakes of my life. 

"Yeah it is." Theo says.

"Shut up Theodore. Get out." I bite as I toss a glare at him. 

He smirks and walks over to me, and I step back and swat at his hands as he goes to fucking grab my waist.

"Get your fucking dirty cheating hands off of me." I hiss and he winces slightly, but then looks to Abby. 

"You should leave." Abby says to him. 

He sighs and looks back at me, but Im not even looking at him, Im standing there arms crossed and looking towards the balcony window.

"Hadley, can we-"

"No." I cut him off. "Just go." 

"But we just-"

"We just nothing, please just go." I say and he sighs as I turn further from him. 

With a sigh Theo walks out of the room and the door to the room clicks open, then shut. 

"Girl...what?" Abby says and I groan and lift both hands and clap them over my face.

"Don't, please don't fucking say anything, just forget it." I grumble, because Abby is my best friend, she's been with me through all my Theodore Thorne drama. All through highschool, and even for a few years into college, where I'd get drunk and tell her to give me reasons not to call him. 

"What...happened?" She asks. I groan and throw my hands up.

"Fucking Theodore Thorne happened!" I exclaim and then walk to my bed and dramatically fall back and then cover my face again. I just start laughing, because if I dont laugh, I'll cry. 

"Oh boy." Abby says and walks over.

"Is this a crash out? Are you crashing out?" She asks. 

But I cant stop laughing. 

"Yep. Okay. We're crashing out." Abby says and then my laughter keeps going, and going, until I can't laugh anymore and it turns into tears and sobs. 

"I want to jump off this fucking boat!" I cry into my hands.

"Ooooookay, well that's a touch dramatic babe." She says.

"I let that mother fucker INSIDE of me Abs!" I scream. 

"BARE ABBY! FUCKING BARE!" I screech. 

"Oh boy." Abby says and then she grabs me and sits me up. 

"I fucking hate him, he...how does he...how do I still fucking want him? HOW? Why am I so fucking stupid? I fucking hate him Abby, i do, i really do. He's so fucking...GOD! I HATE HIM!" I say and she pulls me in and lets me cry and growl about how much I hate Theodore Thorne. 

"That man is your kryptonite. Every baddie has her one guy that just fucks her shit up, ya know?" She says and pulls back and wipes my cheeks and she frowns with empathy.

"Im not a fucking baddie, i'm a dumbass. God, he makes me so stupid. Every single fucking time. TEN YEARS." I screech. "It's been ten years and he STILL fucking just...it's like no time has passed, and im still hung up on him somehow, it's god damn pathetic." I say. 

"You're too hard on yourself. He was your first love, and he did a fucking number on you, and you never got any closure or even an apology so-"

"Oh, yeah, well he gave me an apology, thirteen years too late, but i finally got it." I turn my head to the door as if he's still there. "AND HE CAN SHOVE IT UP HIS FUCKING ASS!!!" i scream.

"Oh my." Abby says. "alright, tell me...everything." 

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I tell Abby about last night, starting with Travis's bullshit , then Theo's bullshit, and all of my dumbassery and poor decisions that have led to me having a full blown meltdown. 

"You need a margarita and some sun. Let's get our bikinis on and go be hot bitches by the pool, and show everyone that WE did NOT peak in highschool, but in fact, just got absurdly hotter." She says and I laugh slightly and shake my head. 

"What? Are you saying im NOT hotter than I was in highschool?" She pretends to be offended.

"You get hotter every day." I say and she winks.

"Damn straight. So do you. Now get your ass up, put on some fucking sunscreen and let's go get shit faced. I'll babysit you and make sure Theodore keeps his big ass hands off of you.

I grumble. "Dont talk about his hands." 

"they're just so big though." She says

I shove her. 

"One question...before we swear off Theo and all men for the rest of our time here...i know i interrupted...but.....how was it?" 

I roll my eyes. 

"LEt's just say if you hadnt come when you did....you'd have been a godmother in nine months." I sigh. 

"Damn." She fans herself. 

"Yeah." I say, so annoyed with myself for being so dumb. 

"Well, just incase. We're gonna get you some condoms to keep on your person." she says.

"Im not letting him back inside of me, so no worries." I say, meaning it. 

But then we share a look and I roll my eyes.

"Have some confidence in me Abs!" I say throwing my hands in the air.

"Oh honey, I do, I really do. When it comes to other men , I have ALL the confidence in you. But I know you, and I know your weak when it comes to him. So...let's just prepare for the possibility of it , mkay?" She pats my hand and I groan. 

"Yeah....okay" I sigh. Because she didnt trust me. And frankly, I didnt trust myself either.